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We walked outside on the back patio.

We sat down acroos from eachother in the chairs by the patio table.

"Look Kennedy go ahead I know that I'm a horr-"

He leaned in and cut me off with a kiss.

I jumped out of my chair. I stood there shocked staring at him.

"Sorry I shouldn't have done that." He said getting up and looking down at his feet. 

I stood there speechless.

Finally I gathered the right words to say during this moment.

"Kennedy where the hell did that come from?" I asked my tone coming out harsh.

"I..uh..care about you...more than a friend. I've been wanting to do that for years. I just couldn't take being mad at you any longer. It was just hard to see you kill yourself."

"I liked it better when you were mad at me." oops.

That wasn't supposed to leave my head. He looked hurt.

"Wow thanks. You just can't handle the fact that someone actually does care about you. Fine I won't give a fuck about you anymore."

THe last thing he said stung me.

He walked back into the house as he shut the door he slammed it hard.

I stood there for a minute.

I walked over to the grassy part and layed down.

I layed there for a while starring at the clear blue warm sunny sky.

I must hae fell asleep because when I woke up it was dark outside and John was carrying me inside.

He layed me down onto my bed and turned to leave.

Before he shut the door he whisphered something.

It sounded like "Sleep well. Get better."

I tossed and turned all night.

Get better does he know about the real me? Did Garrett tell him? Or did Kenny?

Whoever did I'm going to kick their ass.

He now probably doesn't want to go out because he knows how fucked up and complicated I am.

To think I was starting to like him, but now it was probably all ruined.

Like he said I can't hide from him or I'm just living a lie.

I finally drifted off to sleep.

I woke up to my phone going off.

Oh. She's fresh to death..

I groaned I used my hand to find it.

I answered without looking at the ID.

"Hello?"

"Hey May. It's John." I could hear the smile in his voice. Causing me to smile.

"And....?" I asked yawning.

"It's 3 in the afternoon and last time I checked you owe me a date." he said I could hear the confidence in his voice.

Oh. crap. I wasn't in the mood for this but hey what the hell why not.

"Pick me up at 7" I said not making it a question.

"Perfect."

I closed my eyes trying to fall asleep again but failed.

I finally gave up and went into my bathroom to take a shower.

Once I got out of the shower I spent extra time on my appearance.

It was kind of funmessing with his mind.

I curled my hair into perfect bouncy curls.

I made sure my make-up was perfect.

I put on skinny jeans with some cute layered tanks with a pair of red converses and to top it off my favorite hoodie.

I heard a knock on my bathroom door.

"Come in."

"Hey wanna go- Wow. wait who are you looking all good for?" He asked srcrunching his face up while scratching his head with a confused look.

"Don't worry Gare-Bear.just a little date that iI promised John." I hid my smile so that GArrett couldn't see how excited I really was.

"Be careful." He said as he went and made hisself comfortable on my bed.

"What time is it?"

"6:50"

"Perfect. He should be here soon."

I was feeling nervous Was it butterflies?

No I haven't gotten that feeling in years I had almost forgot what it felt like.

THere was a ring at the door it was John.

Garrett jumped up and ran downstairs to get the door.

 took one last look in the mirror before going downstairs.

I smiled at myself. I felt beautiful for the first time in years.

I walked down the stairs once I was in John's sight a huge smile swept over his face.

"Maylin.. you look...wow."

I started to blush. Blush?  God I feel like a little girl again.

"C'mon lets go." He said pulling me to my side.

We both said bye to Garrett.

Once we were out I asked.

"So where are we going?"

"A place." I let my mind wonder to where he was taking me for our first date.

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this one was long huh?

so where do you think it is.

 

   Zoey's P.O.V 

  I was on my way to the park with my friends, when all of a sudden my friends decided it would be funny to ditch me. So I was walking all alone when I ran into someone that would change my life forever, Bill Kaulitz! The guy my dreams.

 " I am so sorry" he said        

 " No, it was my fault, sorry." I said still trying to catch my breath.

  " Let me help you." he said helping me up.

  " Your Bill Kaulitz." I said quietly well duh! I am so stupid sometimes.

   " Yes, and you are?" he said smiling.

   " Zoey."

  " Well, Zoey, it was nice to meet you." he said in his adorable German accent.

  " It nice to meet you too."  I said still breathless.

  " Well, I hope to see you again, soon, bye." he said

 " Bye." I said blushing.

  Bill's P.O.V.

  On my way home I couldn't stop thinking about Zoey. When I got home I went to Tom, and told him about Zoey and how I couldn't stop thinking about her. The reason I went to Tom is because he gives good advice to people.

 " Well, if you can't stop thinking about her-" he said but I interrupted him.

 " Call her! I have her number right here!." I said forgetting that she and I had exchanged numbers. So I grabed my phone and dialed her number very quickly. 

"Hello?" She said when she answered the phone.

" Hi, its Bill." 

 " Oh, hi Bill." 

" Do you maybe.. I don't know want to go out to eat with me?"

 " Like , on a date?" 

" Yes." 

 " I would love too." 

 "Great! bye!"

 "Well, what did she say?" Tom asked

 "She said yes!" I said smiling and jumping up and down from excitement.

  TO BE CONTINUED 

 

 

It is not a new video, you surely saw it the previous week on www.ukuwarnerartist.com, for the sale of the London HIM concert tickets,on 14th February 2010.

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HIM have announced that they will play the Relentless Garage in London on February 14th.

For the tickets click here!

That’s Valentines Day for the less romantic amongst you. The only way you can gain your entry to the show is to order the album from this location.

With the album comes a t-shirt that is limited to 600 pieces, you must wear the t-shirt to the show itself as this will be your ticket. No t-shirt – no entry. The t-shirt/gig/album bundle is available for £35. A package that doesn’t include the album is available for £25. HIM will also tour the UK in March

Get the album here!

 

 

Source: Metal Hammer

England & France: 8 February

Japan: 10 February

Germany: 12 February

Stay tuned for the others release dates!!

 

Source: Heartagram.com

 

 

At last official news today on heartagram.com!!

 

Today is the day of all things HIM!
Screamworks: Love In Theory And Practice will be released 2.9.10 in the US.
The rest of the world will be revealed soon!
Mark your calenders!
The image you see before you is new album cover and Ville wearing the new album cover t-shirt.

 

Source:Heartagram.com

 

OMG I can't believe the numbers!  There have been 38,493 visits / views on my Buzznet Journal posting:  "How did you meet your spouse, significant other,?". LINK  http://artsysf.buzznet.com/user/journal/14451/

The reason I was checking on my Buzznet Journal postings is because I may be adding a blog on Facebook. I haven't looked at my Journals here for ages. Today I deleted almost all of my Buzznet Journals.

When I got to "How did you meet your spouse, significant other,?"  posting I nearly fell off of my chair when I saw the numbers 38,493.

So, obviously I couldn't delete a Journal with that many views, or delete the wonderful responses that people shared how they met their spouse, partner, or significant other. The question was posted was in March 2006.  I did not expect such a responsive viewing audience! I will KEEP that Journal posting for sure!

Thanks for all of your views and for people sharing their stories of how they met !

To READ the stories just CLICK on "OLDER" at the Top Right corner above.  That will take you straight there!

 

ArtsySF

November 2, 2009

 

I couldn't take much more of it. My head told me to stop crying, but I had absolutely no control over my tears anymore. They flew out of my system and I couldn't find the will to stop them. "Josh, please, I can change. We can work this out," I begged desperately, but the way he ignored me and pushed me away made the little hope I had in me dissolve into nothing at all. We couldn't have been over. I loved Josh too much. "Please," I continued to beg, as tears flowed down my face. "Please, Josh..."

I pulled myself off of bed and woke up to wet, salty tears. My head ached horribly. I took one huge gulp of air and then observed my surroundings. I was still in my bedroom, safe and secure. It was all just a horrible nightmare.

My heavy breaths soon settled back into steady breathing and I could finally quit worrying about all that I had dreamt. Though all of my nightmare seemed so real, I was glad it really wasn't and that Josh and I were still together.

That's what you get when you think too much before going to bed, Hayley.

I grabbed my at the digital clock on my side table and stared at the red numbers blinking back at me. It read 5:30. Though it was unusually early for me to even be up this time, I just couldn't fall back asleep again. Too much had happened for me to fall back asleep. I shoved the sheets away from my body and pulled out a pair of grey sweat pants lying on the floor of my closet. I needed a release. And a run around the block didn't sound like such a bad idea.

I gently tugged the front door open and closed it just as gently, stepping down the porch steps and beginning my jog down the sidewalk. The air outside was frosty and bit at my face, but, for once, I actually enjoyed it. A small breeze whipped my red hair backwards and my breaths came out steadily, creating a small cloud in the air everytime I let one out. Running made me feel so free. It seemed as if the weight of the world was all gone for the moment, taking away all my problems and all my pain.

When I caught sight of Josh sitting on the front steps of his house, my running came to an immediate halt.

His head hung low. He was looking toward the ground, kicking at the cement and focusing on it intently. There was nothing there, so I don't know what made the bare cement so interesting. I was curious. I approached him, and the sound of my footsteps made his head wheel upward immediately.

"Hayles," he smiled, pulling himself off the steps. I placed a hand on his shoulder and pulled him back down. "No, sit," I commanded, returning his kind smile.

"Why are you up so early?"

"I'm always up this early," he replied simply.

I shot him a disbelieving look. "Oh really?"

"Yes, really," he replied, followed by an adorable smile. He looked out toward the road and then back at me. "Why are you up this early?"

I couldn't really tell him that I dreamt about our potential break up, because, of course, questions and questions would be asked about that, and the whole scheme would be revealed in a snap.

"..I wanted to see you," I said instead, smiling a lopsided smile. He chuckled a bit and wrapped an arm around my shoulder. "I love you," he whispered, touching my nose with his. He pressed his lips to mine, and at that moment, I just melted. All the stress that lay stagnant was now pouring out slowly. I smiled as he pulled away.

"Thank you," I told him, wrapping both my arms around his chest. That familiar sense of security filled my body again, and for the first time today I felt alright. School would be no big deal, since Josh was there for me.

"What's going on out here?" Zac's voice then said through our moment of silence, slipping out of the front door and joining us on the porch.

"Just a little snugglin'," Josh began in a teasing tone, pulling me closer. I smiled so wide, my cheeks hurt.

"Okay.." Zac began, a little wierded out. His face crumpled up, unsure about the situation before him. "Well..uh...I'm out," he then said, after a small, awkward pause between the three of us. I laughed and waved a goodbye toward him.

"Zac goes to our high school, right?" I asked, turning my attention back toward Josh. "How come you never talk to him? I've never even noticed him with you."

"The whole 'popular' thing kind of set a barrier between us. But I guess I don't have to worry about that now. I want to change."

My lips twitched upward into a half-smile. "That's good. I'm glad."

"It's all because of you," he said, tucking a strand of loose hair behind my ear. "You make me want to change myself and become serious about treating girls right. I hope I'll have a chance to change my reputation. I'm sure the whole school knows me as a bad boy.." he chuckled and looked straight into my eyes, his gaze so serious it made me strangely uncomfortable. "..but when they see that I'm sticking with just one girl, I hope they think better of me."

His eyes softened back into that pool of deep brown again.

"You want to let everyone know about our relationship now, don't you?" I asked meekly.

The smile he cracked was probably just as meek as my voice. It was small and barely there, but it was a smile regardless. He then nodded his head slowly.

I gave his hand a squeeze. "I guess it's time, anyways."

"I'm not forcing you, hopefully you don't think that-"

"Of course not," I said, cutting him off. "I'm 100% with this plan. People can know. I've been itching to show everyone, anyways," I admitted with a blush.

Josh kissed the top of my head and laughed. "I've been wanting to show everyone, too."

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Pretty much a filler, but the next chapter will get better. I'm super happy that you guys have Haylex ideas for this fic, but I won't be introducing Alex to this story, as it is a Joshayley, haha. Let's save all the Haylex lovin' for my next fic, Six Feet Under The Stars, which will be published after this is done. Whooptie doo. :)

P.S.-THIS CHAPTER SUCKED, WRITING-WISE. :(

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