cat Blog and Journals

I can't live without her! My lovely cat Kitty. 

PS: She loves coffee :)!

Since Tuesday it is snowing incessantly. It is so beautiful out there! Today I will go out in the garden and build a big Frosty :).

It's been a few... been kinda sick... been kinda uninspired.. kinda impatient.  Been getting some good news and not so good news.  Physically and a little emotionally exhausted because of being physically exhausted.  I keep getting sick in 3 day incriments... never fully better, then really feel like shit for about 3 days... get a little better for a week or so, then 3 more days of sick.  I am getting really tired of it.  Don't know if it's a virus or allergies.  Though I swear I am allergic to Germany!  Why else would it be like this?  Only been here a year and a half... still getting acclimated to basically living near forest.  Kleenex and Puffs survive on my unwellness.  I would buy stock but I think they owe me at this point.

Besides feeling like garbage I am trying to drop a few pounds...  I am the most anti-routine person in the world... working out consistently is next to impossible.  I am working out when I can and eating smaller portions (i think i eat well... i could never survive on chicken salad and never eat cheese or bread)... basically halving what i normally eat, because I have been eating a bit much (i can eat more in a sitting than most guys!).  It's not so fun eating less, but I would rather eat what I like, but less of it than eat a carrot and peanuts for lunch every day.  Been taking supplements too and drinking lots of water and green tea, cutting back on my wine consumption as well :-)

I have a new cat!  His name is Sushi and I adore him, but I am concerned... I think I might have traumatized him... he kept shitting in my bathtub and shower (which are separate), so i would yell at him and shut him up in the laundry room where his litter box is.  I would keep his food and water good and the light and heater on in there so he was fine, but he kept doing it so i kept sticking him in there... and now he wont come out!  Or for only short periods!  I haven't had a pet in a long time and it's making me sad that he's being weird and confusing and sad!  His eyes are super teary too so I think he needs to go to the vet.  Tomorrow is the day!

Been doing a lot of waiting... mostly on mail!  I shouldn't complain that things take only a few weeks to get across the pond, but still... there is something i miss so much about the satisfaction of just shopping at a store and buying it outright, taking it home and knowing I got it!  I am waiting for my nail stuff, my glue sticks, my craft supplies.

And I am being like a little kid this year!  I love Christmas, especially the fact that I am a mom.  I love the decorations, wrapping paper, the food and lights.  I am being really impatient!  I am impatient to give presents, to get presents!  I want it all!!!!  I know it will all be over soon and I will be sad, but still... come on!!!! 8 days til Christmas... I think I can make it.  Still haven't gone to any Christmas Markets.  Haven't really felt like being out in the cold too much!  Finally got some snow...

I have a lot to do still... planning on making a great Christmas dinner.  I was going to do something non-traditional like shrimp scampi linguini... but I think I will save that for New Years.  I am going to do a honey baked caramel crusted ham, rosemarin onion potatos, creamy green onion gravy, a cranberry squash gratin...  we'll see what else...  trying to be fancypants...  Maybe I will open one of my reserve wines!  Gotta make cookies for santa though!

Been making some travel plans!  January hoping to go to The Hague in Holland.  I am on a quest to see some art... they have the Escher Museum, an art house with the largest collection of Mondriaans!  And at the Mauritshaus they have the Mona Lisa of the North: Girl With a Pearl Earring by Vermeer.  An intriguing piece.  Must see it, and wear pearls while seeing it!

Also on the tenative agenda is Austria in February, Paris in May, Croatia in June, Dublin in July, Italy in October... I want to go to Spain and I want to go to the South of France, but am not sure where in particular.  More research to be done!  I have the traveling bug... but not so much for long walking tours.  I dont know what we were thinking last year!  Amsterdam, Brussels, Prague and Berlin, in the freezing bollocks cold of December!  brrrrr...

My fun finds for fashion today are cameos... i love and adore them...  I love brooches and clip on earrings, necklaces as well.  Real ones are made from agate, like marble, cheaper ones are made from seashells, and even cheaper ones are ceramic or some kind of resin.  I don't care.  I think they are lovely.

I thought these embellished ones were gorgeous.  Adding a brooch to a plain shirt, sweater or jacket will definitely get more attention and make you feel a bit more fancy for sure!

I found a delightful necklace and am in love with the concept and plan on getting one!  MUSTACHE pendants!  I am going for the black one!  Perfect for those funny picture moments or while needing a disguise!  HAHAHA!!!

Well my sucres... I am good to go...  sleep away one more night til Christmas!  Hopefully I will get some Gluhwein or Egg Nog soon!

Love and mustaches,

Queen VII

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its time i stopped fucking around. i haven't been reading and now i'm low on inspiration. i wrote a little ditty but i couldn't finish it and that's not cool. this weekend is all about books. READ.

also, i need to see a therapist again. keeping it all in my head is not helping. every day i seem to think more and more about suicide. it still scares me, but i want to stop before i get used to the idea.

my untitled and unfinished ditty:

smiles of malice
teeth like knives
tongues taste tears
grin in delight
fingers ache to rip the skin
bellies clench
never give in

 

and then this other thing i kinda forgot about...

Her books were filled with stars and little notes, thoughts she had to write down quick before they were gone. Lord of the Flies was nearly untouched where as her poetry was filled. Lines of ideas and hearts and stars, Reading through it made me lightheaded. What it must have felt like to have all those ideas inside you and they all climb out at once. The rainbow colored thoughts, sometimes the deepest blue and sometimes the deepest red, but mostly yellow, swirling around as the pages flipped. I wanted to cry and I did.

I like the idea that thoughts have colors.

MIPCOM, in Cannes through October 9, is the global content event for creating, co-producing, buying, selling, financing and distributing entertainment content across all platforms, that provides the key decision-makers in the TV, film, digital and audiovisual content, production and distribution industry with a market conference and networking forum to discover future trends and trade content rights on a global level. The New School Office of Career Development in conjunction with The Office of Alumni Relations, New School for Drama, New School for Jazz and Contemporary Studies, Mannes College and others, presents "Careers in Performing Arts," an Alumni Panel and networking event, at its campus in Greenwich Village, on October 6. The Ghent Film Festival (Flanders International Film Festival-Ghent) in Ghent, first established in 1974 as a student's festival, is now recognized by the International Federation of Film Producers Associations (IFFPA) as a competitive festival primarily geared towards the "impact of music on film". The festival organizes film music concerts, giving composers of film scores a platform to showcase from. The official CD Release Party for Kyoko Oyobe (www.myspace.com/kyokooyobe) Jazz Trio, recorded live at Smalls Jazz Club, happens October 8 in New York, and features Kyoko Oyobe, piano Michael O'Brien, bass Clifford Barbaro, drums, Saul Rubin, guitar. A subsequent jazz recital happens at Fat Cat Jazz Club, in Greenwich Village, on October 15.

The Chicago International Film Festival, October 8-21, will have an opening night cocktail reception with hors d'oeuvres, and after the festival starts you can listen to experienced film composers, musicians, and directors break down the process of finding collaborators, sourcing new and existing music, and producing the perfect harmony between sound and image at the panel "Score! Music on Film". ` International Entertainment Buyers Association, founded in 1970 as a non-profit trade organization for talent buyers, concert promoters, agents, managers, artists and other related entertainment professionals, starts its 2009 conference in Downtown Nashville, October 11-13. Among slated events IEBA will honor the iconic Chubby Checker who had the number 1 song of the sixties, “The Twist,” which topped the charts at number1 twice. Content and Communications World is the fall conference and exhibition for media and communications technology, opening in New York for two days on October 14. CCW features three events in one location – HD World, SATCON, and IP Media Expo. The Hawaii International Film Festival (HIFF) was started with a mandate for the advancement of understanding and cultural exchange among the peoples of Asia, the Pacific and North America through the medium of film, and at this year's event in Honolulu will host an all day event to honor award winning TV program LOST, which is shot on the island of Oahu with the Vision in Film Award. BlogWorld and New Media Expo 2009, October 15-17 in Las Vegas, is for any Blogger, Podcaster, Vlogger, Internet TV or Radio Broadcaster, Social Media expert or producer of any other form of new media content to attend and extend their expertise with strategies, tools and techniques.

Film, Stage and ShowBiz Expo happens this year in Los Angeles for one day, on October 17. On site at the Expo, Disney Theatrical Group and Telsey + Company will be holding casting calls for major Broadway musical productions. During this year's 2009 Digital Hollywood Fall, October 19-22 in Santa Monica, some special events will include: Executive Round Table and Cocktail Event; VIP Content Rights Dinner; Digital Hollywood Finance Dinner; a VIP Breakfast Briefing; and End-of-Day Poolside Reception. During Vienna based Viennale 2009, running October 22 through November 4, directors and actors will join the celebratory opening in the Gartenbaukino, with a number of other film guests, such as Tilda Swinton, to whom the Viennale dedicates a Tribute this year. The festival will close with the Austrian premier of the latest film of the brothers Ethan and Joel Coen: A Serious Man. Cinema exhibition professionals come to Nielsen Film Group's ShowEast in Orlando, October 26-29, for film screenings of major studio and independent feature films slated for holiday release, as well as product reel presentations, special events with Hollywood actors, educational seminars and to find the latest products, services and technologies at the trade show. The Urban Individualists (www.theurbanindividualists.org) close out their year of art showcases with two shows in the month, first with a Brooklyn opening October 23 of 'Heaven and Hell', showing works exploring theological themes by male members of the collective, including Paul Deo (www.myspace.com/pauldeo). They open again on October 31 in Manhattan's upper west side with 'Masquerade - False Faces' a multimedia exhibition which includes masks and other art works. Both events feature live music, poetry readings, refreshments, and are free and open to the public.

The above events are only a sample of what is fully listed. Complete details are on the "Media, Entertainment and Performing Arts Industry News and Events" page at actorschecklist.com/news.html. Video and podcast versions of this news summary are also available at popular video sites around the Web like MySpace, YouTube, Daily Motion, as well as on The Actor's Checklist podcast blog at actorschecklist.com/loudblog. Follow the posting of the news summary on Twitter at: http://twitter.com/actorschecklist. This month on the video news summary you will again see a dynamic array of artists in performance of film and music. Last month featured German pop (with a little hip hop) performer, Lando van Herzog (www.lando-van-herzog.com); Urban Rap artist Guerilla X (www.guerrillax.exploretalent.com) in his new film, 'Kiss of a Bullet'; comedy in the form of parody rap skits from Filmhawk (www.myspace.com/filmhawkcomedy). These videos are now available on the Free Home Video Showcase at http://www.actorschecklist.com/video which now serves as an archive for all past video presentations but without the audio news narration. The Actor's Checklist is proud announce the return of the photo gallery which you can visit at http://actorschecklist.com/coppermine to upload valuable head shots or other photos of your choice, create profiles, and use your pictures or others found on the gallery as ecards which you can email to friends and associates with messages.

Bonjour,

Today was interesting!! I got hit on by a 12 year old boy (who you know thought he was gonna get somewhere) poor little guy lol Trespassed on private property,sat in cat poop, and some how got a papercut on my elbow haha Im learning i must be a bit of a nerd cuz this is the stuff my life consists of. Though i always knew i was a nerd since the day i well.....was born lol

I feel like going shopping maybe i'll get some of those crazy colored kid glasses! Everyone's wearing em these days lol Who woulda thought the style i had when i was 6 would make such an affect on people now hahaha jk

Aww my dog's so cute she's barking in her sleep lol I'll post a pic of her!

Thats my boxer/beagle mix Charlotte she's all wet after a bath lol
Im thinking about starting a poll, not sure what it'll be about but when you see it vote vote vote! lol Or if you have any ideas for a really good one let me know!!

Im gonna go make a pb&j mmm:) I'll talk to you guys later!

"word to your father"

Roxy

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okay, this story has a really slow kick off. am i right? so whatever you do COMMENT!!!!!! and rate, and buzz and do what ever, just bare with me. oh plz do comment though, tell me how im going since this is like the first thing ive ever writen. so weather its bad, or good, or i should write more about there surroundings, or body languge, or facial expressions? oh, i should shut up now.

 

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2-Rewind to the first time that i felt it coming.

 

i grabbed my bag and stood up, swinging it over my shoulder as i walked out of the class room.

'Hayles! wait up hayles' josh yelled behind me.

i slowed down my pace as he caught up to me. wrapping an arm around my waist.

'you still work at riffs?' i asked him randomly, as the thought came.

'yeh. the odd shift. why?' we dodged people through the busy hall way, as we made our way towards the stairs.

i shrugged. 'just thinking. im gonna be needing a job...like now.'

'what happened to the surf shop?'

'urgh. nah. they got sick of my no-can-do-attitude, and i really couldnt be bothered riping anymore people off.' i recalled

'fair enough' he acknowledged.'ill ask jared'

'jared?' i hesatated.

'my boss.'

'right.' the boss at riff notes.

that would be a mean place to work.

we sludged down 4 stair levels, finaly making it to the bottom and sarted for hblock.

i had been working at jensbeach for almost 2 years. most of the money i had burned of on cds and drinks and god nos what else. but i sill had about 300 bucks and like dear-mother said, my collage fund.

it was quite for a moment until josh said somthing that was his usual random self.

'i dont know why, but when i think about what you might do after school, i always have this mental picture of you parachuting into a house in the jungle, rescuing freddie highmore from a sacred egyptian tomb and riding of into the sunset with him and Bella Swan'

'great idea, but why Bella Swan? can i have, say, Ryan Ross?'

'sure. but i doubt you'll be able to get any work done if he came along. i picked her for your story so she'd still look good in the movie, but not distract you from your mission.'

'fair enough. but i have may questions for bella swan. so i would be greatly distracted. like, while shes with me, is she vampire or human?'

'well that depends on the plot.'

'so my lifes a plot now.' i raised an eyebrow and he shrugged rubbing the inside of his left wrist, a small habit of his. he usually wrote something that ment something to him just there. maby a song lyric, or a song lyric he made up, or random letters that he wouldnt tell anyone what it ment.

'so you find bella swan good looking? or are you talking about christan Stewart?'

he shrugged as we walked across the courts. 'both i guess. either. whos avlaible?'

'bellas fictional, and christan would cost like 2 million, so maby we should settle for a taylor momson.'

'taylor you say? no...i think shell be a little too distracting for certain viewers. the spot light would shift. not to mention shell probally be more expensive.'

'of thanks josh.' i swayed my hip into his, acting all offended

he chuckled, wrapping his hand more tightly around my waist 'neither anyone from a soap show could actually leave and get a job somwhere else and expect to be taken seriously.' he theorized.

i shrugged. 'i guess not.'

' i mean, i cant take mischa barton seriously. and to think she expects us to, after all that happened on the OC..' he shook his head, making my laugh. 'so you used to watch that show hah?'

'oh yeah' he nodded, pulling me over to his left, out of the way of all the people as we entered the busy halls of h block.

'i still think ritter looked hot in those pink jeans and glitter' i laughed at the memory. we had been watching the all american rejects on rove the other week, with tyson ritter looking HOT.

he groaned. 'pink jeans hayles. not even girls can pull that off.'

'no, girls cant, but guys can.its hot. but you have to be in a band!'i commented 'nor pink and purple. thats illegal.'

'like drugs.' he uttered as we entered the class.

'but not as fun.'

'hurry up.' miss greeves barked at us when we glided in casualy.

we hurried to our seats, and i pulled out my sceetch book, badly regreting the fact that i forgot my tar-friend today.

'so how do you fell about poverty?' josh turned around.

he sat in front of me in this class. with a boy named lucas, who had very blound messyish hair, that swayed and stuck up in all places, but you had to admitt, looked good.

'i neither care, nor know.' i leaned down over my book and started doodaling.

he shook his head 'thats not a proper answer. how-do-you-feeeeel?'

i sighed dropping my pen to look up at him. 'i think everyone should stop fundraising money, and donating and leave the countries alone. they need to sort it out for them selfs'

he frowned at my answer 'so you dont think we should donate?'

'nop'

'well what if there was a muffti day? raising money for that charity?'

'id probally wag. but since this school dosnt have a uniform, im not sure how that would work.'

he smiled

'but, if somehow that happpened and i was stuck with no option but to donate, id give them 10 cents then run around to every other chariy giving them 2 bux each.'

'thats very dcent of you.'

i nodded. then the picture of my emptyhouse at home filed my head. actually it wasnt my empty house at all. it was just an empty house. not mine. i had no home. no where to go. i didnt even know if that house was empty yet.

'what would be decent, is you letting me crash with u tonight. mum and weasle are....' i trailed of, losing the momentum of my sentance. i couldnt find a word. which then reminded me of that cute lilttle movie- charlottes web. humble. through the whole movie they keept trying to find words. oh and that sweet little actress. i love her.

but no, mum and weasle wernt humble. they were...gone.

so i couldnt even aford that 10 cent donation. i was pretty much broke anyway.

'hey' josh questioned softly. his voice caring and sweet. i looked up at his frowning face, relising mine must look the same. 'wats up with you today? and of course you can stay.'

i gave a little smile before looking back down. i couldn tell him.

how fucking embarrasing would that be. -oh hey josh, my mums just kicked me out with no money, and wants nothing to do with me.

wtf would he think.

i herd him sigh, and turn around. the teacher had started talking about somthing. he would never let this go.

the lesson was a drag. if you asked me what had happened i would have said nay. i had no idea.

but luckly it was a theory lesson, so i was free to sit and do nothing at the back of the class.

after class, me and josh walked towards his car, me not saying to much as he babbled on about something.

'i love how places advertise things as being 100% natural. shit is 100% natural, but i dont want it on my sandwich'

i chuckled as we neared his car. Zac and taylor were there, singing at the top of there voices britanys hit me baby one more time.

'your an embarasment to the family zac.' josh called out at them, in return for a sneeky smile from his brother.

their singing faded as they hopped of the car.

'your an amazing vocalist Zac.' taylor disagreed and nodded 'i recomend you greatly to the world.'

'Ahhhhh, thanks. Very nice of you. i'm honored. You realized though that this makes you my best friend. i'll buy us matching bracelets and everything. ' zac called from the other side of the car now.

'cool! one of those two-pieces-of-a-heart ones? i like those' he gave a huge grin, walking towards the back seat as josh unlocked the car.

'okay, but only if it's made out of certified organic, biodegradable, zero-calorie, hypoallergenic, non-comedogenic, non-toxic, not-from-China, PETA approved materials, is labeled with a warning to not let children under 3-years-old play with it, aaaaaand has earned the beter homes and gardens quality seal of approval. oh, and can we get it in bright orange?' we all got in the car, as there conversation continued.

'i completely agree, except for the orange. how about orange and pink polka dots?'

'brilliant! you and i shoud go into fashion design together.'

'from student, to professional singer, to fashion designer? ok. lets do it!' Zac sounded excited, as he clapped his hands together.

'cool! you get to pick the brand logo. i vote for pickles.'

'how about mustard and pickles? then the name could be 'must pick clothing'' i could hear the smile in his voice as josh started the car, and started driving to his house.

'awesome! then we could have runway shows and all the models will wear pickle costumes with mustard hats.'

'Ooo Ooo! the models could ride Harleys onto the stage!

'you relise what this means, dont you? Orange with pink polka-dots fashion lines with our pickle mustard logo and our models wearing pickle suits and mustard hats and riding Harleys on a fashion runway. It means that we're more then just simple fashion designers. Wer artists, man.' Tay said it with jazz hands, and a excited voice. 'And that means we'll get to charge lots of money for people to buy our stuff. we'll have to open boutiques in shopping malls and mabe even a grand shop on Rodeo Drive in BH, CA where we'll serve lattes and champagne to the rich and famous, who will, of course, beg to buy our clothes [but we'll laught at them and refuse because of their recent tabliod scandes. And we can host huge parties filled with people we don't actually care about just so we can sit back and make fun of them as they try to impress us. then we'll expand into other mediums like custom oil paint pigments and lawn gnome designs. before long, we'll be able to run for govenor and work our way up to president, and, of corse, finally, acheive the staus of empior of the world. we're starting a revolution, my friend.'

they carried on the whole ride. i blocked them out, listening to the sweet sound of the cure on the radio, wondering what josh must be thinking.

we dropped zac and tay off before going to the mall, grabbing some smoothies, and went to the park.

we hanged out there for a while. in the corner of the field, under a huge umbrella tree, untill the sky got darker.

joshes arms were tight around me as we walked towards his car when i thought i better grab some stuff from home.

'josh, ive gotta go..do somthing. ill meet you back at yours.' i asured, looking up at him as he got his keys out.

'err...sure. you needa lift?' he looked confused as he jestered towards his vdub.

'no thanks im good. ill see u soon.' i started walking off, towards my house, and i herd joshs door shut and his car start and drive off.

i better hurry since darkness was falling extremly fast.

i soon made it to my -now old- house. it was a small bluish cottage. well, it was small, and wooden. with plants growing up the sides, there fore cottage.

i hurried up the steps, cursing as my foot went straight into somthing hard when i reached the top of the few stairs.

'god damn it kyle' i utterd angryly, grabbing my foot and looking around to see a few large cardboard boxes and a small plastic bag sitting ontop of them with a small note tapped to the front.

'send me your key.mum'

well thats just fucking brilliant. i looked up at the house. it looked dark and empty.

there was no more life there anymore. not that there was much before.

i looked back down at my stuff, thrown carelessly like shit.

the bag looked like a few clothes, so i grabbed that, pushing the boxes closer to the house walls, and then sat on the front steps, feeling...exhasted...and upset. the feeling when you find out your dads gone and brought a tv for your sibling, and tryed to hide it from you, or...just when you feel like absolut shit because your mums kicked you out of the house with out a care in the world of how your actually going.

before i knew it, tears were streaming down my face. i tucked my knees to my chest, buring my head in my lap, trying to let them out so i could soon stop.

i was soon able to control myself, relising how much a dick i was.

i just felt...so alone. no one gave a shit about me. what was i supposed to do now? i stood up, whiping my eyes and set back off to farros.

i couldnt bare to be there anymore. i hurried down the drive, random bag in hand,the anger inside of me rising with every step. but as i toke one last look back at the house, it seemed... well, i could tell it had potential to be an awsome home. to a loving family. just not mine.

i walked fast down the street. it was only a couple of corners untill joshes.

as i walked, i couldnt help but feel angry at mum. i had no father to go to, and now no mum. what the fuck was that about?

then i felt another wave of emotion wash over me...not hert, or anger.not betrayel, [maby a little betrayle] but neglect.

it was up to my mum to care for me, and look after me. not to just through me out.

sigh.

i wasnt actually being truth ful to my self, i thought.

i had hated living there anyway.why was i getting so worked up? up one second, down the next. i was forever complaing about it in my head. but now. now im free.anything would have to be better then there. right?

anythings better if its away from her.

i herd a car roll smoothly down the road behind me. the gravel cracking as it neared closer, and my pace quickened automatically.

the car slowly creept up next to me, pulling over to see me, i think.

i gave a quick side look at the car.

i couldnt see anyone in it, since it was now pitch black around me, and the street lamps wernt working.

but for some reson, my heart slowed from its racing pace, and i stopped walking.

then i relised i reconnised this car. a little vw.

i peeked down, into the car, seeing a fimilular silowet.

relief washed over me as a fimilular voice called my name. 'Hayles.' Josh called. 'Needa lift.' he mused sarcastically.

i huffed out the breath i was holding, throwing myself in his car,

'you freaked the shit outa me josh' i hit his arm, before wiping my eyes and face quickly, remembering i probally looked a mess.

he gave a short giggle, before i felt his stare. 'you alright?'

'immhmm.' i dissmissed the matter, composing my face just right, staring straight ahead.

'no your not.' he said matter-of-factly, pulling into the road. his voice was smooth and kind, like he actually cared.

'is that a question?' i sniffed

'not at all' his eyes were on the road, but i could tell he wanted to look at me, and know what was wrong.

sigh.

'whats the matter?' he asked right on cue.

'oh, i thought you didnt want to know?' i teased.

'no. well of course i did, but i mean about your-' he 'sighed'

'oh...right.' weirdo much.

he poped his lips for the sake of akward silence, and then we were home. well to his home, since i didnt have one.

i should really do somthing about that..

'so... what? were you stalking me?' i asked as we got out of the car. he was being extremly quit for josh.

'not exactally. it was getting dark, so i wanted to make sure you were okay...' he broke off as we walked up the porche steps

'well... thanks.' i looked up at him.

his face was soft, but his eyebrows were focused. he looked concerned.

'no problem.' he looked down at me with warm, caring eyes, his voice had a weird tone to it, but i just couldnt pick it, i was to exhasted.

what the hell was with this guy? no one gave a shit about me. why does he randomly act like he does?

he opened the door, standing back and letting me through before him.

 

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wow, look at all my tags. arnt i creative!....or not.

anyawy, if you just read this than the least you could do is comment! thats right people....its blackmail!!!!mwahahaha

so i just relised i didnt give a threat....okay, i wonot post next chapter! i guess that ant much of a threat since my writing sucks.....

oh and by the way, some one plzzzzz help me with my banner! im pretty proud of it, and it kinda sucks, but anyway, it comes up as a little red box! damn you lil banner....damn you.

Go to this link to see a sneak peek at the upcoming movie! I cannot wait to see it. Johnny Depp as the Mad Hatter. Sweet!

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