cash Blog and Journals

I woke up to the sun shining through the window.  I smiled and stretched.  It has been 2 days since that doctor gave me that shot and I felt great.  I looked over and Ryan wasn't in bed.  I looked around the room and saw that he was not in here.

"Ryan!"  I yelled

The door opened and Ryan came in with a tray.  He had Corey strapped to his chest and he smiled at me.  He walked over to me and place the tray in front of me.  It had pancakes,bacon,coffee and orange juice on it.

"Good morning."  Ryan said placing a kiss on my lips.

I smiled.

"Good morning."

I started eating my breakfast and Corey started crying. Ryan took a bottle out of his pocket and fed him.  I finished my breakfast and I got out of bed.  I grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom.  I took a shower then got dress.  I brushed my hair and teeth.  I shut the light out and walked out of the bathroom.  I put my shoes on then grabbed my cell.  I put my cell in my pocket and walked out of the bedroom.  I walked downstairs and went into the living room.  I sat down on the couch and watched Corey bouncing in his bouncer that was in front of the tv.  I looked at the tv to see that Sesame Street was on.  Corey had his eyes on the big yellow bird named Big Bird.  He was kicking his legs and his bouncer was bouncing him.  There was a knock on the door and I got up.  I walked to the door and opened it.  Marshall and the guys were standing there.

"Hey Nicole."  They said one at a time.

"Hey guys."

I moved to the side and let them in.  I shut the door and walked into the living room.  Ryan was sitting on the couch reading the paper.

"There's my boy."  Marshall said walking over to Corey.

Ryan looked up from his paper and smiled.  I walked over to the couch and sat down.  The guys sat down.  

"So how do you feel?"  Deleon asked me

"Great. A little tired."  I said

They all nodded.  Marshall sat down on the couch next to me and he had Corey on his lap.  Marshall was a good dad to Corey and Ryan was a good fill in dad for when Marshall wasn't here.

"Corey likes Sesame Street?"  Marshall asked me.

"Yea.  He likes big bird."  I said

He nodded and started playing with Corey.  I smiled as I watched him tickled him.

"Can I hold him?"  Deleon asked

"Sure."  Marshall said

Marshall got up and handed Corey to Deleon.  Deleon took him and smiled at him.  He started talking to him.  Marshall came back and sat down next to me.

"Do you mind if I take him with me?"  He asked

"Where?"  I asked

"To see my mom and dad."  He said

"Sure.  How long are you going to be gone?"

"Not long. A few hours."  He said

I nodded.

"When are you leaving?"  I asked

"Today after band practice."

"Okay.  I will have him ready."   I said

"Thanks."

"Welcome."  I said

The guys stayed awhile then they left.  I got up and put Corey on my hip.  I walked upstairs and walked into Corey's room.  I put him on the changing table and changed his diaper.  I put his pants back on him and threw away the dirty diaper.  I picked him up and sat down in the rocking chair.  I started rocking him to sleep.  I watched as he closed his eyes and grabbed my finger.  I rocked him a little longer then I got up slowly so I wouldn't wake him.  I gently placed him in his crib and tuck him in.  I kissed his forehead and turned on his mobile which Marshall had made specially for him.  It played zzzz it was one of their songs.  I walked out of his room shutting the light out.  I shut the door and walked down the stairs.  Ryan was by the door with his guitar case in hand.

"Band practice."  I said

"Yep.  Be back in a few hours.  Are you going to be okay for awhile?"

I shook my head and laughed.

"Ryan I am not a baby.  I can take care of myself."

He laughed.  I walked over to him and he instantly pulled me into a hug.  I pulled away and he kissed me.

"Bye."  He said

"Bye."

He opened the door and grabbed his guitar case.  He walked out the door and to his car.

"Call me if you need anything or something goes wrong."  He said

"Ryan, just go."  I said laughing.

He was too over protective of me and Corey. I watched as he laughed and got in his car.  He drove away and waved as he went down the street. I waved back then walked back into the house.  I shut the door and walked into the living room.  I sat down on the couch and change the channel on the tv. I flipped the channel until I found Sixteen Candles.  I watched it for awhile and Corey started crying.  I got up and walked into the kitchen.  I made him a bottle and walked up the stairs.  I walked into his room and picked him up.  I took him to the rocking chair and sat down.  I put the bottle to his mouth and he opened his mouth.  I put the bottle in and started rocking him.  I finished feeding him then I burped him.  I held him in my arms and looked at him.  He looked like Marshall but he had my face shape, cheek bones and my ears.  Everything else he took after Marshall.  I got up taking the bottle with me.  I walked out of his room and walked down the stairs.  I walked into the kitchen and put his empty bottle in the sink. I walked into the living room and sat down placing Corey in my lap.  I started bouncing him and he giggle.  I smiled and kept on bouncing.  The door opened and Ryan came in with Marshall.  They smiled at me and walked into the room.  Ryan sat down on the couch next to me and Marshall sat on the other side of me.  Marshall took Corey from me and placed him on his lap.

"I told my mom that I was bring Corey over and she said to thanked you."  Marshall said

"She's welcome.  Tell her and your dad that they can come over and see him anytime."  I said

"I will."

He stayed a little while longer then he got up.

"Well I am going and I am taking Corey with me."  He announced.

I nodded.  I got up and walked Marshall to the door.  I grabbed the diaper bag plus another bag that had Corey's toys in it.  I handed the bags to Marshall.

"Here is his diaper bag and another bag that has his toys in it.  He has been fed but he might need a diaper change later."

"I figured that."  Marshall said laughing.

"Bye Corey."  I said

I kissed Cory goodbye on the forehead and watched as Marshall walked out the door.  He got to his car and put Corey in his car seat.  He shut the door and got in.  He waved at me and I waved back.  He back out and drove down the street.  I shut the door and arms were immediately attached to me.

"We're going out."  Ryan said in my ear.

I turned around and faced him.

"Really?"  I asked

He nodded.

"Now go get pretty."  He said

I laughed and ran up the stairs.  I ran to our room and walked into the closet.  I found my blue dress that stopped at my knees.  I got it and grabbed my shoes that went with it.  I walked out of the closet and went to the bathroom.  I took my clothes off then put on the dress.  I put on my shoes that went with it.  I put on some light blue eyeshadow with blue eyeliner.  I put my hair in a bun leaving a couple of hairs out.  When I was satisfied I grabbed my phone and shut the bathroom light out.  I walked out the bathroom and walked out of the bed room.  I went downstairs were Ryan was waiting for me by the door.  I grabbed my purse and put my cell in it.  We walked outside and got in the car.