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I opened my honey brown eyes and looked into Brendon's dark black ones. We had finally came in from the rain. First thing I did was strip off my black suit vest and shirt. I know what you're thinking. I was soaked and needed to get out of those wet clothes. I had grabbed his hand and laid on his bed. He laid facing me, placing his hands on my hips. A smile graced my lips. I moved closer, so I could lay my head against his. It's just one of those perfect moments. I've learned that you won't get anywhere by being shy.

"Bren, I want to be your boy friend."

The features of his face lit up, "And I want to be yours."

That was all I needed to hear. I brushed my lips against his in a sweet kiss. The feeling of his lips on mine was breath taking. My tongue entered his mouth and got tangled with his. I shyly ran my hands down his chest. He pulled me as close as possible and his hands moved down my back and under my shirt. In my head, this beautiful song plays as we lay pressed against each other, kissing. I'm on cloud nine right now rising above earth into a whole new world. I kissed him with hunger and passion. I kissed like it was my lasy day to live. Brendon made his way on top of me. I slid my hands under his shirt and touched his toned chest. Our tongues were going at it, our lips moving furiously against each other, and all these sensations I'm feeling makes me want to explode and not like that, either. It's almost like anger sex, only better.

Brendon removed his lips from mine and looked at me with those beautiful eyes.

"I cannot believe this is real," escaped my lips.

"Believe it Ry, because I'm not going anywhere." And with those words he crashed his lips back on mine. We just lay on his bed making out and trying to get as close as we could to each other. When we tired out, my lips were swollen and throbbing. But, it felt good. I tangled my hands in his hair and he pulled me against him. I wasn't really tired. An adrenaline rush was pumping through my body and I'm on a major high. There's no way I can go to sleep.

"It took me years to figure out there's a side of me that likes guys. I guess I was waiting for you," I'm not really worried about revealing my deepest thoughts to him because he should be able to see everything in me.

"I always knew I was different. Back in elementary school when you realized that you had crushes, all my friends would be talking about girls and I'd secretly be dreaming of boys. With girls it was never really there for me. But, boys were a major turn-on. I was so attracted. All it took was one hot boy to walk by moving his hips and I would bone."

This was supposed to be a serious conversation, but Brendon has a way of turning everything funny. Not that he can't be serious. I laughed, "Aw poor Bren getting all hot and bothered over the jocks."

He made a face, "Ew no. I always went for the long haired tight pants wearing skater boys. I loved nothing more than dropping my shit and watching them bend over as they pick it up. Their asses looked hot in those tight ass pants."

"Damn Bren, you were a horny fucker."

He pouted, "I can't help it. Boys like you make my jeans go tight."

I kissed the tip of his nose. He could be sweet and sexual at the same time. Only THE Brendon Urie can pull that off.

"Bren, I love how honest you are. You're not scared to tell anything. I keep everything to myself."

He made me look at him, "You don't have to carry that burden alone anymore."

I kissed him again, "I love you, Bren. Being with you is everything."

"I love you Ry. I want to find out what's in your heart and keep it from ever breaking again."

"You're so perfect, just like an angel."

Brendon brought his nose to mine and affectionately nuzzled it. I wonder if he knows how much I love that.

"Bren... that's so sweet the way you do that nose thing. You know, you could probably use that to your adavantage."

He smiled and did it again, "I wouldn't do that to you."

He's got this way with words that makes me wonder why I'm the lyricist. HIs words have this way of reaching inside me, straight to my heart. If only he knew what he does to me. I'm so in love with him. I can't even begin to explain what's going on inside of me.

~Sorry this is shorter then wut u r used 2, but i hope u like it all the same. Chapter title came from Flyleaf. U should check them out. Please Comment <3