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---"Bitter For Sweet" Sec XXI---
Bitter For Sweet
Sec XXI
(Split POV)
<<Addie's POV>>
Maybe I should start keeping a journal or something, I thought. I had read somewhere that doing so could help calm the mind. I really was trying hard not to think about DxH's threats,trying to clear my mind.
Sec XXI
(Split POV)
<<Addie's POV>>
Maybe I should start keeping a journal or something, I thought. I had read somewhere that doing so could help calm the mind. I really was trying hard not to think about DxH's threats,trying to clear my mind.
Just then, Selene barged into the room, disrupting the perfect
peaceful silence that helped me think. I was annoyed a little at first,
but then I realized that the distraction made me stop thinking; what I
had wanted to do all along.
She took a Lucky's plastic bag off a shelf near her bed and turned to face me.
"Hey, Selene, what are you doin'?"
"I'm just grabbing some munchies,"she answered, taking out a box of
Nature Valley granola bars to show me. "Hey, Addie, what's that on your
neck?"She squinted her eyes to take a better look and came closer,
pointing a finger at my neck.
"What?"I asked. "what are you talking about?"I looked at the mirror
across the room from me,looking at my reflection to see the faint
bite-marks Jade had left on my neck!!Holy shit!!! "It's--I got bitten
by something at night, probably like a mosquito or something,"I
replied, as coolly as I could, although I was freaking out inside.
"It's no biggie. An insect probably just got in by the window, looking
for a treat. It happens?" It sounded like a question. god, what is
wrong with me? I keep doing that. I suck.
Selene's doubtful wandering eyes told me she wasn't really buying it,
but she took the explanation anyway. I was her roommate. She had no
reason to doubt me, right?
"Okay. Well, Laura and I are working on a, um, on a project, so I've
got to, uh, go and you might have the afternoon all to yourself."
I nodded and she left, closing the door behind her.That was close. Now, what to do with all this time...?
<<Ryan's POV>>
"Have you ever had sex with another boy before?"
I was a little caught off-guard by the out of the blue question, but I
shouldn't be, right? It was totally normal Pete behavior. He just
wanted to know.
"Well, have you?" he repeated.
I
forced myself to shake my head, indicating no. I felt a little dumb
admitting that I was still a virgin to Pete. I mean, how unattractive
is that? I bet he thought that I was a loser and wouldprobably lose interest in me and leave.
To my surprise, Pete just shot me a sly smile when I answered.
"Well, there's always a first time for everything, Ryan," Pete whispered softly in my ear, brushing his lips teasingly against my jaw line. "I'll just be your first."
I
felt myself hyperventilating at this close contact with his body,
feeling like I was about to faint. Was this really happening?Did Pete
Wentz really want to make love to me? But he'd told me twice before
that he wouldn't... I was confused.
Pete was really confusing. No, I wouldn't let him. He was moving way too fast. I mean, he'd told me that he loved me, but we weren't even bfs. Yet.Was I that much of a whore to let him fuck me and divirginize me this soon?
Pete was really confusing. No, I wouldn't let him. He was moving way too fast. I mean, he'd told me that he loved me, but we weren't even bfs. Yet.Was I that much of a whore to let him fuck me and divirginize me this soon?
Maybe since he obviously knew what I felt for him he was only using me
and thought he'd get me by lying and saying he loved me. Maybe all he
really wanted was easy sex.
"Pete, I really--"I began to protest, but was cut short by Pete's demanding lips pressing against mine aggressively.
He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist, pulling me closer to him
than before, and pushing himself on top of me, his hands playing with
the hem of my school dress shirt, painfully tempting me. He shot me a
lopsided and tore off the buttons of my shirt with his teeth, all the
while grinning back up at me. I felt myself getting hard under his
touch. I could see the desire in his eyes, how bad Pete really wanted
me. Or looked like he did, anyway.
The way he tore off the buttons so ferociously was so sexy, so erotic. It turned me on and I wondered what else he could do with that mouth of his... I moaned at the thought.
Soon I found both Pete and I half-naked on my bed and I knew he had control over me. I could tell he'd definitely done this before, the acted and moved so experienced.
The way he tore off the buttons so ferociously was so sexy, so erotic. It turned me on and I wondered what else he could do with that mouth of his... I moaned at the thought.
Soon I found both Pete and I half-naked on my bed and I knew he had control over me. I could tell he'd definitely done this before, the acted and moved so experienced.
Pete smirked at me once again, sucking gently on my tongue as he kissed
me. I couldn't help but moan into the kiss. He grinned triumphantly at
this, his mouth slowly parting from mine.
"Oh, god, Ryan, you're gorgeous,"Pete whispered."I love you."
"Pete,"I breath, moaning, "Pete, oh!" His grin only widened. His
furious kisses started up again and I dug my nails into his back as he
was starting to sit up, not wanting him to stop. His soft laughs turned
into stifled moans. Pete bit playfully into my neck, my whimpers only
encouraging him further as his bites got slightly deeper.
"Pete," I moaned again. His hands started traveling south, towards my
cock. I tensed. Oh, God, he wasn't going to...His hands traveled right
down past my boxers, and he stroked my bare erection.
I moaned, loving every second of it. No one had ever touched me this way before. No one had ever touched me there, period.
With his other hand, he pulled down my boxers and jeans down to my
ankles, stroking harder and harder with every moan. He started kissing
my chest, kissing downer every time, closer to my cock, just like in
one of my dreams. My dreams where we were almost having sex...
I bit my lip, trying hard not to moan. I realized what Pete was going to do, and I told myself I wouldn't let him. I wasn't easy.
"Pete, stop," I managed to say.
I bit my lip, trying hard not to moan. I realized what Pete was going to do, and I told myself I wouldn't let him. I wasn't easy.
"Pete, stop," I managed to say.
<<Pete's POV>>
Ryan moaned, "Pete stop."
"You know you don't want me to," I replied, kissing his perfectly flat chest. Then I licked. Kissed and licked in a pattern. I thought it was cute for Ryan to joke around like that. He couldn't want me to stop. The way that he was moaning told me that.
"No, Pete," he whimpered. "I mean it. Please stop."
He wanted me to...stop? But why? I was determined to keep this intimacy going, determined to keep Ryan close to me and make him mine. But then I remembered that he wasn't experienced. I was going to be his first.
"Okay," I said, lying on his chest. I tried my hardest to hide my frustration. Ryan had really gotten me into it. It wasn't fair that he'd just decided to stop. But then again...I couldn't push him that much. He was probably just nervous about it. If I kept this up, I'd end up scaring and pushing him away, and I didn't want that. I guess I understood his uneasiness at another boy touching him and working him up, but I wanted him so bad....
"You're not mad at me for stopping, Pete, are you?" he asked, afraid I was.
"No, I'm not," I assured him. My response was made up of half a lie, but I had to be to reassure the worry in his voice; that everything was okay between us. Inside I really ached, his words had hurt. I never thought that Ryan, of all people, would ever turn me down.
[A/N: Soory fer the delay. I had this sec typed up on Gmail, cuz I couldnt save it anywhere else. I was gonna post it on Friday, but then my skool blocked the site. I contacted a teacher, and they got it unblocked today, so I was able to post today. I noticed I'm losing my readers. Plz stay w/ me. I love you all. Urie (diehardroxx) and I are sorry]
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