benjimadden Blog and Journals

Well, well, well...there's so many celebrity crushes I have had, but my taste has changed alot since last year, because my music taste changed and everything I liked before don't attract anymore...probably cuz I grew up finally hahha.

I used to like Kanye West and all these rappers and stuff, but now I would never look them...yes I bet never. I like rockers, skaters and duds like that.

 

1.Madden twins

2.Travis Barker (actually I like Tom and Mark too)

3.Johnny Knoxville

4.Billy Martin

5.Bam Margera

6.Adam Brody

I also like Johnny Depp and guys from Gossip Girl are hot...oh and duds from screamo bands...I mean like Oly can be kinda cute hahaha. Ashton Kutcher is worth of crush too.

 

So do you have any celebrity crushes? Were mine really bad?

 

XOXO

 

Good Charlotte just celebrated their 13th anniversary as a band and are in the process of putting together their 5th studio album. The Madden brothers are in a band, remember?

Cardiology, according to MTV News, is tentatively set for a summer release. They have 40 songs to sift through, two of their favorites being "Sex on the Radio," and "Love Ain't Easy." More Good Charlotte, plz...

Thats right Guys =D, Its The Madden Brothers Birthday =D,

They Are 30 Today =D HeHe Yei!!!!!

Hope Its A Good Day Guys =D, And Have A Birthday Drink On All Your And Good Charlottes Fans =D

YAY!! It's Benji and Joel Madden's birthday today!

30 years old....wow guys.....getting up there ain't cha? lol.

 jk. you know I have much love for them. =P

Hope our boys have a great birthday, (and don't get too f*cked up lol)

LOVE THAT PICTURE! HAHAHA!

Katy Perry might not have scored big at the Grammy Awards, but it looks like she might have scored somewhere else.  The newly-single singer, who split with Gym Class Heroes' Travis McCoy at the beginning of the year, may have a new flame. Read more...

 

 

Skip a couple weeks

 

I sat in the studio finishing up a track when Benji walked in.

“Hey Em, can you listen to this?” he asked handing me a CD.

“Um, sure but I can’t really right now” I said not taking my eyes off the computer screen.

“Yeah it’s okay just let me know when you have and tell me what you think okay” he said walking towards the door

“Yeah sure” I said typing this time.

He left.

Okay so the past few weeks have been a little crazy the recording processes has been going great and I have also been helping Good Charlotte make there second album and as for things going on between Jimmy and Benji, it’s been a little weird...like all three of us will be in the room and you can just see the glares they throw at each other. It really annoys me but I try to put in the back of my head even though I don’t know if I can do this much longer...

 

I started packing up when Jimmy walked in the room.

“Hey Em, what are you doing tonight?” he asked

“Um...nothing that I know of, why?” I asked

“Oh well I was wondering, would you like to go to this club thing with me, it opens at 7 and goes till ...5 in the morning but  we won’t stay out that long?” he asked

“Oh...well...um, sure” I said

“Great so I’ll pick you up at 7 then?” he asked

“Yeah” I smiled

“Okay” He then left and I walked out of the room locking the door.

 

***

 

I was running around trying to find something decent to wear to this club Jimmy was going to take me to. I didn’t want to look like a whore, but then again I didn’t want to look like I was a teenager trying to get into this thing.

 

I looked up at my living room clock and it read. 6:30PM

“SHIT!” I yelled I ran over to my closet and dug around in it.

I found a pair of ripped up jeans and a Vengeance University tee. Yeah Zack gave it too me so I could display his clothing line.

I put them on and then ran out and put my black ballet like flats on. I ran into my bathroom and then fixed up my hair and make up so I looked slightly normal, I ran back out to see all of this only took me 5 minutes. I sighed and fell on my chair. Turning on the TV and I waited for Jimmy to come.

 

I watched MTV when there was a hand placed on my shoulder

“Oh! Hey” I said getting up

“Hey, I didn’t think you where home” said Jimmy

“Huh, how?” I asked

“Emily, you never answered your door, I knocked on it like 5 million times” he said

“Oh! Really? Oh sorry” I said

He laughed and then we left for the club.

 

Chapter 16

 

We walked into the very crowded club, the music made the floor vibrate and people surrounded the bar and dance floor.

“Over here!” Yelled Jimmy over the loud music

He pointed to the back table where I saw Johnny, Matt, Zack and Brian with a few other girls I was guess they where there girlfriends.

I walked over with Jimmy, taking his hand so that I didn’t lose him going thru the crowd of people.

We made it over to the table.

“Hey!” said Matt

“Okay so this is Emily” said the girl sitting beside Matt

“Hey” I said

“Emily, this is my girlfriend Valary” said Matt

“Beside her is her twin Michelle she’s Brian’s girlfriend”

“Beside her is Gina, Zacky’s girlfriend, and then that’s Lacey Johnny’s girlfriend” he said pointing to all of them

   I sat beside Lacey and then Jimmy and Matt went over to the bar

“So, what are the guys like in the studio?” asked Gina

I looked at her funny

“What do mean, you’ve never seen them in there?” I asked

“Nope” they said

“Oh wow, um there good” I said smiling

“So...I heard you where having ex troubles” said Michelle

“Oh yeah, Benji Madden...” I told them the story

...

The guys came in while I told them

 

***

 

Hours later...and a little bit too much alcohol

 

I was laughing my ass off at something Jimmy just said.

“So...what...time...is it? I asked

Jimmy looked at his watch and then slurred out 3:15 AM

“Oh...wow” I said getting up.

“Ok...guys...I guess I’ll see you...Monday?” I said

All of them said goodbye and then all I remember next was walking out of the club with Jimmy and a bunch of flashing lights.

 

...

 

Next Morning

 

I woke up with tattooed arms around me.

I felt confused

“What?” I asked myself getting up. Then the hangover hit me.

“Ugh...” I said getting up and running into my bathroom.

...

I wiped my mouth, EW I felted like shit. I looked into my bathroom mirror and then I realized I was wearing Jimmy’s shirt and...Boxers!

 

“Whoa” I said

I was really confused

Why was I wearing his clothes?

I walked out of the room to see him sitting up in my bed.

“Morning” I said

“Morning...” he said and then looked at me funny

“What?” I said

“Why...oh yeah I remember now” he said smiling

“What?” I asked not understanding

“Don’t you remember last night?” he asked me

“Um...all I remember is leaving the club...that’s it” I said

“OH!” he said looking shocked

“Why?” I asked scared to know

“Well, let’s just say after we got out of Hollywood’s lights you couldn’t get off me.”

I looked down at his clothes that were on me.

Then it hit me

“Did we...” I ask

He nodded

My eyes went wide

“Oh...wow” I said

I didn’t think I could be...like that.

“Um, can I have my boxers back?” he asked

“Oh, um yeah” I took them off and I had my own underwear underneath them.

I handed them to him and then went into my closet changing into my shorts and a different shirt.

“Here” I said handing him his shirt.

“Oh yeah thanks” he said taking it and putting it on.

I walked out of the room and into the living room. I stood there thinking, so...I guess he’s my boyfriend for sure now.

He came behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

I looked up to him and I could see him smiling

I turned around and he brought me close to him.

“This is so weird” I said

His smile faded a little.

“Oh” he said

“No, Jimmy I want to be with you” I said

He smiled again and then leaned down, our lips crashed together and before I knew it we where making out on my couch.

Then it hit me and I pulled away from our kiss

“What’s wrong?” he asked

“Jimmy” I looked up at him scared

“Did we use protection?”

 

And that’s where I’m going to leave it! HEE HEE!!! Also I know people asked to be with the guys...well it was so long ago I can’t remember who was with who so yeah I just stuck with there real girlfriends :) Sorry

So I stumbled out of my apartment this evening hoping to get inspired by some Pete/Travie creations and this event turned out to be STAR-STUDDED. No joke! It was kind of a big deal, guys...

K-DCMA Shoe Launch: Meet Benji & Joel Madden at Northridge Fashion Center and Los Cerritos Mall

Friday, Dec. 12, 6-8 pm
Los Cerritos Mall
239 Los Cerritos Center
Cerritos, CA



Sunday, Dec. 14, 2-4 pm
Northridge Fashion Center
9301 Tampa Ave.
Northridge, CA

Good Charlotte fans who were displeased with their last effort, 2006's Good Morning Revival, will be psyched to hear that the band will not be making another dance-rock album. Instead, they will be channeling a 'Blink182-esque' sound for their fifth full-length. Story.