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May wasn't a good month for me 'till now...I had some bad heartbreaks, I've been beaten down in all the ways possible on earth (and I still am for what it matters), I've been pretty fucked up and on the edge of turning into alchool.

So well....

Nice thing that Green Day are back with a new album, I'll have something to fill my mind with instead of thinking of the same crappy things over and over again.

 

The funny thing now is that because I preordered the album on ebay, and preordered it from UK....I still haven't got it!!

(WTF you say? Yes....I still haven't listened to it yet!!)

So I'm freaking out, trying to resist the urgency to download it or to run to the first store and buy it once again!

I think I'll make up something like borrow it from some friends like....Oh damn! I haven't got anymore friends with a Green Day passion...uhm..

 

Ah ah ah

Whatever...

Now comes the better news...

 

I'M GOING TO SEE GREEN DAY LIVE!

 

So no cold, no fever, no fuckin' heartattack, earthquakes, tsunamy, vulcan explosions, nuclear attack, war, Berlusconi's death and graduation's day....nothing will stop me!!

I'll be in Bologna november 11th, whatever it happens to me in those six months I'll have to wait.

 

End of the rant....

 

 

 

 

 

Leaving Again!!!

 

This Time I Will Be In Corse, Saint Florent exactly, for ten days

 

So, no messages, no comments and no notes friends

 

No posts from me for this time

 

I’ll miss you all!!

 

TESSA

I was tagged by many once but chemicalapparatus was the first!! =)

The rule is, you must tag ten people. The people tagged must post a journal and tag eight more people.  You have to state ten songs that cheer you up always and why.

So finally I find time to write this journal!! So here are my ten fav songs.. but I have to say it’s hard to choose only ten.. I have much more fav songs!! Like every song of Green Day, TAI and the Cobras.. so here are only some of the best once.. with a little story behind it!!

1) Green Day - Basket Case/ The Grouch/ She

You know Green Day is my absolute fav band ever, I never ever loved a band that much! And “Basket Case” was the first song I hear of them! That’s now 6 years ago and I still love it! With this song it all begins!! Green Day helps me a lot with their music and I love all their songs! “The Grouch” and “She” are songs which I can really identify with! Sometimes I feel like the characters in the songs! What I like so much at this band is that they let me be as I wanted to be! They don’t make all this good mood music, if I’m happy or down, I feel accept in their music! That sounds stupid but I don’t know how to describe it better! Sorry! They’re the reason why music is so important to me; it wouldn’t be the same without them! =)

2) The Academy is… - The Phrase that Pays/ Attention/ Bulls in Brooklyn

I love this band too much and all their songs!!!!! “The Phrase that Pays” it and awesome song.. and I really like the video it reminds me of “Basket Case” so I love it even more! Did you guys ever mention Gabe in the video when he gives Mike this Teddy?! The line “Hold your head high heavy heart” makes it perfect to me! “Attention” and although “Bulls in Brooklyn” are some of the songs I heard for the first time on the Deacydance Fest in Germany, when I discovered TAI for the first time! I love these songs when I heard them for the first time, so these songs are like the soundtrack to my obsession with TAI! =)

3) Cobra Starship – Billie Jean/ The Church of Hot Addiction

OMG.. Cobra Starship one of my fav bands ever!! I’ll never forget the concert!! And I’ll never forget when Gabe dances to “The Church of Hot Addiction”.. man.. his moves are so damn hot! I knew the Cobras before the show.. but after the concert I totally fall in love with them! And during their show I saw Mike Carden for the first time… he was standing on a bridge in the concert hall! Gabe shows him his ass and sent him some kisses from the stage and Mike was like doing his hyena laugh!! So I fall in love again!! And “Billie Jean” is on of the best covers I ever heard.. I don’t like Michael Jackson, but his songs are great and when Gabe sings his song.. its like OMG I die! I love the Cobras!

4) Cluso – Chicago

Yeah It’s a German song and pretty awesome!! I wish I would life in Chicago and his song is about going to Chicago leaving all behind and started a new life where nobody knows you! One day I’ll do that!

5) Ratatat – Wildcat

Did you guys ever seen Ryland dancing to that song in the Cobra bus? OMG.. when I watch this video for the first time.. I fall in love with the song! Every time I listen to that great song I have to think of Ryland’s hot moves.. so with this song I always have a good time!! =)

6) Le Tigre – Deceptacon

I love this song!! I heard it the first time when I was watching a cobra video and Mike was in the bus to have a nice little party with the cobras!! And he was shaking his head as cute as you could imagine to that song! From that moment I love the song! I youtubed it, and the video is soooo crazy and really funny, if you didn’t see it before you have to watch it!

7) Gym Class Heroes - Cupid's Chokehold (Girlfriend)

Yeahh Travie!! This song rocks.. every time when I’m fucked up and listen to the song I’m happy again! It although helped me in some nights when I had to finished my homework. But having a sleep shock (we called it so when you sudden get totally tired), after I listen to the songs I wasn’t tired anymore and could go one with my homework! These guys are soo great and I’m pretty happy that I finally get the record! =)

8) Midtown- Just Rock’n’ Roll

Another band I really love and which I’m sad of they don’t exist anymore! That was puck rock music how I like it!! And the song describes, in my opinion, their style the best.. just Rock’n’Roll! I love all their songs and this one is one of my fav!!

9) Paramore – Misery Business

What should I say, this song rocks!! I listen to it for the first time when I saw a video from This Providence and they rock their ass of to the song.. which was pretty funny and cute at the same time! So I like This Providence from that day one, the song and finally Paramore! The song is full of energy, I love that!

10) Empty Trash- LA Queen

Another German rock band I love! I love his song till I was on a concert of them! It’s loud and nasty.. so all the things I like!! I heard the songs a million times while I waiting with some friends for the show to begin! And the band do some warm ups.. and play the song again and again! I freaked out before the show ever began!! Haha Awesome band.. but their fans scares me.. they’re like screaming babies! =(

I could add more and more songs no way!! But this should be enough!

So I tagged Lenchen, chilimell, siskyonfoe, xxraincheckxx, oolillixoo, basketcase8, mypunketteromance, magnificentx, asherah, hispanicxatxthedisco!

Hope the one I chose wasn’t tagged before!

Thanks for reading!

Gabelicious aka the girl who asked the Carden question

We’re at it again!

I’m leaving!!

 

This time I’ll go to London!

 

Not my choice but anyway…hope it will be pure fun for me!

 

I’ll be back in a week so….TAKE CARE!!

 

Love, Tessa.

30 random things about me
30 random things about me !
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agged me !
30 Random facts about me

°list 30 random facts about you

@Translation by tessa asherah!

Thank you tessa very much!!!

xoxoxo Love, Tessy

1- I love Risotto alla Milanese
2- I’m a clerk with a certified specialization in shop windows
3- My dream was to be a translator and a foreign correspondent
4- I haven’t gota n high school degree, even if I attempted to nightly accounting courses
5- I love all the main European cities: I’d like to visit Vienna, Paris, London, Prague and much more
6- I really love winter
7- I’d like to speak at least four languages: english, french, portoghese and spanish
8 – I love sweets but not every kind of sweets; strudel and paste are my favourites
9- I can’t do embroider
10 – I’m left and right handed
11- I love the italian city Varese over all
12- Como is enchanting as Milano and Florence
13- I’ve never been in foreign countries except for Swiss
14- I’m reserved and polite with everyone
15- Usually I don’t curse
16 – I’ve been cashier and clerk in markets
17 – I really, really, really, admire 50’s US actors and actresses
18 – The people I meet end up loving or hating me when they start to know me
19 – My favorite italian region is Trentino Alto Adige
20- I love mountains and snow
21- I can’t ever become vegetarian
22- I got natural curly hair and I wear glasses since I was a kid
23 – I’m not into sports but I’d like to swim, I wouldn’t go to gym; I like figure skating and basketball
23- My favourite ice cream flavour is strawberry and cream
24 – I love Como Lake when it’s sunny
25- I like blonde haired guys with dark eyes and black haired guys with light eyes
26 - I think that every season got it’s magic
27 - Of italian politics, I like Di Pietro
28- I cried for months when Giovanni Paolo II died
29- I like the sense of humor
30 - I got a special admiration for foreigners from every country

Ciaooo
Tessa.

°tag 4 other people to do it too.

THANKS TESSA FOR REQUEST

1)  IO AMO GLI ATTORI AMERICANI, SPECIALMENTE QUELLI DI HOLLYWOOD

Questi sono solo alcuni degli attori favolosi che amo tantissimo del cinem internazionale!

1- AMO IL RISOTTO ALLA MILANESE

2- SONO COMMESSA VETRINISTA CON ATTESTATO

3- IL MIO SOGNO ERA DIVENTARE TRADUTTRICE SIMULTANEA,

   CORRISPONDENTE IN LINGUE ESTERE,

4- NON HO UN DIPLOMA DI SCUOLA SUPERIORE, ANCHE SE HO FREQUENTATO UN

   TRIENNO SERALE DI RAGIONERIA;

5- AMO TUTTE LE PRINCIPALI CITTA' D'EUROPA:

    MI PICEREBBE VISITARE VIENNA, PARIGI, LONDRA, PRAGA E MOLTE ALTRE;

6- MI PIACE TANTO L'INVERNO;

7- VORREI CONOSCERE ALMENO QUATTRO LINGUE STRANIERE:

    INGLESE, FRANCESE, PORTOGHESE, E SPAGNOLO;

8 - AMO I DOLCI, NON QUALSIASI DOLCE; STRUDEL E PASTE SONO LE MIE FAVORITE;

9- NON SO RICAMARE

10 - SONO MANCINA, AMBIDESTRA,

11- AMO LA CITTA' ITALIANA VARESE PIU' DI TUTTE!

12- COMO E' INCANTEVOLE NON MENO DI MILANO O FIRENZE,

13- NON SONO MAI STATA ALL'ESTERO AD ECCEZIONE DELLA SVIZZERA;

14- SONO RISERVATA ED EDUCATA CON TUTTI;

15- GENERALMENTE NON DICO PAROLACCE;

16 - SONO STATA CASSIERA E COMMESSA SI SUPERMERCATI;

17 - HO UN'AMMIRAZIONE SMODATA PER GLI ATTORI DI HOLLYWOOD DEGLI ANNI

      '50;

18 - LE PERSONE CHE INCONTRO O MI AMANO O MI DETESTANO, CONOSCENDOMI;

19 - LA REGIONE D'ITALIA CHE MI PIACE MOLTO E'  IL TRENTINO-ALTO ADIGE;

20- AMO LA MONTAGNA E LA NEVE!

21- NON RIUSCIREI MAI AD ESSERE VEGETARIANA;

22- HO I CAPELLI RICCI NATURALI E PORTO GLI OCCHIALI DA VISTA SIN DA BAMBINA:

     SONO ASYTIGMATICA -IPERMETRICA;

23 - NON PRATICO NESSUNO SPORT, PERO' MI PIACEREBBE MOLTO FARE NUOTO, NON 

      PALESTRA; MI PIACE IL PATTINAGGIO ARTISTICO, E IL BASKETBALL;

23- IL GUSTO DEL GELATO CHE PREFERISCO E' FRAGOLA E PANNA;

24 - MI PIACE IL LAGO DI COMO CON LE BELLE GIORNATE DI SOLE;

25- MI PIACCIONO I RAGAZZI BIONDI CON GLI OCCHI SCURI, O MORI CON GLI OCCHI 

      CHIARI; 

26 -  PENSO CHE OGNI STAGIONE ABBIA IL SUO FASCINO;

27 -  DEI POLITICI ITALIANI    MI  PIACE DI PIETRO;

28-    HO PIANTO PER MESI INTERI QUANDO E' MANCATO GIOVANNI PAOLO II;

29-   MI PIACE IL SENSO DELL'HUMOR;

30 -  HO UN'AMMIRAZIONE PARTICOLARE PER GLI STRANIERI DI QUALSIASI PAESE

 

CARISSIMA TESSA SPERO DI AVERE SODDISFATTO LA TUA CURIOSITA',

se c'è qualcos'altro che vuoi sapere di me, saro' felice di renderlo noto;

per esmpio potrei dire che ammiro le hostess come preofessione femminile e le archeologhe, etc.;

non ho il tempo di tradurre questo in inglese, per ora, ma lo tradurro' piu' avanti, sai io mi aiuto con il traduttore automatico, comunque molti amici devoti di Buzznet sono in grado lro stesi di tradurre tutto questo; ti abbraccio caramente, felice del fatto che il 15 aprile vai in Finlandia!

Fantastico. Devi fare delle tue esperienze dei viaggi tesori, che poi condividi con i tuoi amici;

Ti stimo e ti ammiro, ciao Tessa by Tessy

Have a Great Week!  Love, Tessy

PS: amo le linguine e le fettuccine, le albe e i tramonti un po' meno.... il mare , la spiaggia, le onde e le

       acque tranquille.... Alla prossima Buongiorno visto che sono le 2 e 35 di mattina del 17 aprile 2008:-)          

Chemicalrainbowz had tagged me !

30 Random facts about me

°list 30 random facts about you
°tag 4 other people to do it too.

1. I have a secret talent wich i can't show it to a public because i'm shy . 

2.I'm not a liar and i don't hate liars ^^ !

3. I love someone sooo much even if he doesn't  even know that i exist ! ( i think u know who )
4. I love summer soo much =) !

5. I love colors and wearing something colorful but i can't cause then people will start calling me "clown" ( i know kinds of pople here on my country ) !

6. my pet is a turtle ...i love her soo much ...i love u LOULOU ^^

7. I hate dogs and cats =S !

8. I say all my secret to my best friend !

9. I can't live without music =)

10. I can work as a made to see MCR on a concert !

11. I love lollipops =)

12. my grandma is the only person that i miss soo bad right now " she's dead =( "
13. I'm popular on my high school just because i wear weird clothes !

14. I love mama soo hard !

15. I hate when my sister makes me angry !

16. I have more friends on the internet than in the real life !

17. I love skateboarding a lot !

18. My drug is " internet"

19. I've smoked one day !
20. i've already sean a dead person ( it was horrible)
21. one day i drunk a lot and start doing stupid things T_T ( i don't wanna remember that )
22. I love babies =D
23. my dream is beeing a rockstar

24. MCR is my first band and i'm still loving them from the bottom of my heart ( u can't imagine how )

25. I hate school !
26. I hate a teacher a loooot ( cause i don't know why she hates me )
27. I'll give my heart to meet gerard one day

28. I wish i was lynz ( not of her tatoos , not cause she's a bass player on a band , cause she's the wife of a hero )
29. I love gerard , my yellow bracelet ^^ it's called gerard =D

30. I love buzznet =)

I tag : Anrathebadangel , mcrrthabest , mychemqueen ,asherah

I’ll be away for some days.

So if you see I don’t answer to messages, notes and bulletins you know what’s goin’ on.

 

Hope Pallukka will take care of Gods, Puppies, Puppies of the puppies and of the beast while I’ll be away.

 

I wanted to write something inspirational but…blab la bla….

 

So Goodbye My Dears, See You Soon.

 

Don’t send me “happy easter” messages because I don’t believe in them.

 

Love, Tessa.

YAY!!

 

Passed another exam!!

 

24/30, not that good, not that bad, it’s just another exam over the way to my degree!!

 

Anyway…it went great….guess what I was doing last night instead of studying??

 

 

I passed my CHEMISTRY EXAM!! Wohoooh! With the score of 30/30 (aka…maximum). Yuhuuuu!!!

 

Know I think I have to thank someone…..

 

First Of All:

 

Thanks to JYRKI69. Knowing him as an Analitic Chemistry graduate persuaded me that studying chemistry isn’t that bad, in the end, and that chemists can also be cool (and sexy as hell).

 

Then, thanks to PALLUKKA for helping me in reaching the lower ground on “this pic we well know” last night, instead of studying more and freaking out.

 

Also thanks to WICKEDGIRL666 for telling me that chemistry it’s funny, and for talking to me during all the study process.

 

Really thanks to JUSSI’s sex hormones for making me stand up all night…ehm…studying (aka liking his pics)

 

Thanks to RICCARDO, who’s learning the bass part for “This Time Imperfect” and who made me company all while the study.

 

Thanks to all the same dudes: GREEN DAY, RANCID and AFI. They're always with me, helping me doing whatever life asks me to.

 

Thanks to DAD who’s helping me paying my university bills and stuff and who’s ill and roaming around me and stealing my cookies……..

*I’m still waiting for him to run out of milk….*

 

Thanks to POISONGIRL85 for turning me into an IKEA’s couches thief. But remember….al special Valentine’s day couches are MINE!!

 

Thanks to all my FRIENDS and to my kickboxing’s teacher DANIELE who screamed at me like if he was dying and made me have bruises all through my body.

 

Special thanks to GIANCARLO that persuaded and forced me to stay at university this morning and have the exam, without him I was going to run away.

 

Thanks to SEXYPAD and her obsession for Synister Gates and stuff….I’ll persuade her to turn into some finnish man to.

 

Uhm…who else?

 

Oh!!

 

THANKS TO ME!!

 

Who’s the mind? ME

Who’s the brain? ME

Who’s the genius? ME

 

GO TESSA GO TESSA GO TESSA

Have you ever thought about how long can 30 seconds last?

 

When your parents call you for something you answer: “a minute!”

 

A minute?

 

How about 30 seconds?

 

I found out 30 seconds can last like eternity, when you old a 2 kilos weight in your hands.

 

I found out 30 seconds are like ever and a day when you’re trying to punch and kick as fast as light.

 

I found out 30 seconds are like a neverending story when your teacher is shouting at you to do it faster do to it harder.

 

Now I know when they say “Just a minute” it can be eternity and over.

 

I know that when my teacher says “Those are the last 30 seconds” he means “you’re going to do this other 4 times before I get satisfied”.

 

Having this tonight was fun. Kickboxing is a really amazing sport to practice.

 

You get full of bruises, your back hurts, your legs shake, abdominals feel like having its own life.

 

It’s really funny!

 

More than funny….relaxing.

 

Now you know….30 seconds last longer than you think! Next time you’ll say: “One minute”, think about that…a minute is two times 30 seconds….and it isn’t funny when you’re teacher tell you “Just another minute!!”

 

Ok…I don’t know why I wrote it…I just feel like going and faint on my bed!

 

“kick boxing, slamming, singing along and the like are all visceral and emotional responses to music”. Davey Havok