Andy Mrotek Blog and Journals

(Sara's pov)

"Mommy?"  I heard Allie said

I opened my eyes and saw that Allie was sitting up in bed.  I stood up slowly so I wouldn't wake up Will. I walked over to her bed and she jumped into my arms.  I caught her and she buried her head in my neck.

"Sweetie,you shouldn't jump.  Mommy wasn't ready to catch you."  I told her.

She took her head out of my neck and looked at me.

"Sorry.  I'm glad your here."  She said then kissed my cheek.

I smiled and ran my hand through her hair.

"Me too.  I missed you a whole bunch."  I told her.

I kissed her forehead and try to lay her back down but she wouldn't let go of my neck.

"Allie, you need to laid down."  I said

"Laid down with me please."  She said

I sighed and laid down on the bed.  I laid her beside me.

"Where's my duck?"  She asked

I looked around the room and I didn't see her duck anywhere.  It was probably on the bus so I pulled out my phone and texted Adam.  I told him when he comes here to bring it.  He told me he would.  I put my phone back in my pocket and Allie put her head on my chest.  I stoked her hair and her eyes started to close.

"Your duck is on the bus but Adam will bring it when he comes."  I told her.

She nodded.  I looked at the clock and it was 6:30 in the morning.  I stroke her hair until she fell asleep.  I pulled the blanket over us and I fell asleep.  I woke up to someone stoking my arm.  I opened my eyes and Allie was laying on my arm.  She had my hand in her arms and had it against her face.  I smiled.  I felt someone stroking my arm again and I turned over.  I about fell onto the floor but was caught before I hit the ground.  I looked up to see William and he was holding me bridal style.

"Sorry,are you okay?" He asked me.

I laughed a little.

"Yea,now that you caught me."   I said

He laughed.  He carried me over to the chair and sat down with me on his lap. He put one hand on my leg and the other around my waist so I wouldn't fall off.  I still had my arms wrapped around his neck.  I looked at him and he smiled at me.  He stroked my cheek.  I took my hair out of the ponytail then ruffled it.  I put my hair tie on my wrist and I put my arm back around his neck.  It felt good to be in his arms again and I was glad I got off work for a couple of weeks.  I was going to spend as much time as I could with them.  Will moved my hair behind my ears and I smiled.  I nuzzled my head into his neck and he stoked my arm.

"What happen to us?"  He asked me suddenly.

I raised my head and looked at him.

"What do you mean?"  I asked him.

He sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

I didn't know what he meant.  I thought we were fine but I guess we wasn't.

"You seem kinda distant lately and you never want to stay home with us anymore."  He said

"Are you telling me that I don't love you and Allie?"  I asked him.

I felt the tears and Will wiped them away.  I looked down at the floor and noticed that Will didn't have any shoes on. I wanted laugh but I didn't.  Will grabbed my chin and raised up so I looked at him.

"I'm not saying that.  I'm just saying that we used to be all over each other and you use to stay home all the time but you just stopped it all together.  I know you love me and Allie but we need you too."

He sighed.

"I guess.."  He stopped probably cause he didn't know what to say.

The tears rolled down my cheeks and I wiped them away.  He was right. I was kinda of neglecting them.  I didn't know what to say but I knew I want to work it out with him and with Allie.  They mean everything to me and I would do anything for them.  William wiped the tears off my face and kissed me.  I kissed him back and he started to stroke my arms.  We kissed for awhile then I remember Allie and I pulled away.  He looked confused.

"Allie."  I whispered.

He moved his head so he could see behind me.

"Still asleep."  He said

I nodded.

"I want to work it out with you and Allie."  I told him.

He nodded.

(Will's Pov)

I want to work it out with her and Allie too.  We been married for 7 years now and it seemed like our marriage was falling apart.  I guess it was partially my fault.  I should have stayed home more and helped Sara with Allie.  Sara got off me and headed towards the door.

"Where are you going?"  I asked her.

"To get some coffee.  Do you want one?"

I nodded.  She left and I looked at Allie.  She was still asleep and I was glad that she didn't see me and Sara making out.  I wouldn't know what to tell her if she saw us.  I sighed and Adam walked in the door with Allie's stuff duck.

"Hey."  I said

"Hey.  How is she?" He asked

"Fine."

He nodded.  He walked over to her bed and laid her duck next to her.  She turned around and opened her eyes a little.

"Mommy?"'

Adam laughed and looked at me.  I walked over to Allie.

"Mommy went to get something to drink."  I told her.

She nodded.  She grabbed her duck and held it tightly to  her.

"Thanks Uncle Adam."  She said

"Your welcome kiddo."

He turned around to looked at me.

"Does she get to leave today?"  He asked

"I think so."

"Good cause we got to go to Washington and we will be staying at a hotel for a couple of days." He said

I nodded.  I stoked Allie's hair and she smiled.  I smiled and kissed her forehead.

"Do you feel better?"  I asked her.

She nodded.

"Yea. Tummy hurts."

"I know it will for awhile but then you will be all better."  I said

She nodded.  The door opened and Sara walked in with our coffee.  She smiled at me and I smiled back.  She walked over to me and handed me my coffee.  I took a sip.

"Mommy."  Allie said

Sara smiled and broke our stare by looking at Allie.  She walked over to her.

"I'm here sweetie."  She said

I turned around and looked at them. Allie held her little arms out and Sara picked her up.  The door opened and the rest of the guys came in.  They all had something for Allie.  Mike had a stuff bear,Michael had a barbie doll with a toy car,Andy had a coloring book with crayons.  They walked over to Allie and handed her all the gifts they got her.  She thanked them and started coloring.  The door opened again a few minutes later and the doctor walked in.  He released Allie so everyone gather the stuff they brought and walked back to the bus with it.  Sara picked Allie up and we walked back to the bus.