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Yay!! Finally finished this chapter! I had major writer's block! xD I asked a few random people for ideas too aha. I decided to mess everyone up >;D Mwwwahahaha!! Enjoy!

Teenage dirt bag

Chapter 5

Alex's POV

I woke up with a huge grin on my face. Alison and I were officially together, after two days. It felt so right, we're meant for each other. It was Saturday, I looked over at the clock, it was almost eleven, Alison should be up, or awake. I grabbed my phone on the night stand and tried calling her, but it said she was out of service, that was weird. I frowned at my phone, and tried calling the home phone. Her dad answered.

"Hello?" he sounded horrible and sad.

'Hey, Mr. Taylor, it's Alex. Is Alison home? I tried calling her and it said she was out of service," I explained. I heard him gulp.

"S-she's gone, I'm sorry, Alex," he hung up. I dropped my phone. The word 'Gone' repeating over in my head. I quickly phoned Kara.

"Alex? Awake before twelve? Unheard of, what's up?" she asked, laughing.

"Alison...she's gone," I whispered. Closing my eyes, I felt no emotions.

"Are you sure? Did you check her house?" Kara asked, I didn't respond, "Alex, are you okay? I mean, she was only in our lives for two days,"

"But in those two days, I've fallen in love with her!" I shouted, something in me snapped. I chucked my phone, knowing it raped her ear from the loud bang. I stood up, and started trashing my room, I threw things across the room, I just flipped out. I sat down on my floor, I looked around, it was mess, my life was just like this room now. I heard my phone beep, I had a text message, I looked at the phone that was laying on the on floor in front of my door, it was my only way of hope to contact Alison. I crawled over to it. The screen read.

Allie ;)

My heart jumped, was my mind just playing games on me? I quickly opened it.

Alex I'm in Canada...I'm sorry =[

She's sorry? For what, did she want to go back, did she want to leave me? I was so confused and hurt.

Alison, whats going on? Where are you?

I sent it, I missed her so miss already, she was a drug to me. My phone started ringing, it was Alison. I picked it up.

"Alex..." she whispered, her voice was rough.

"Alison, what's going on?" I asked, I heard her sob. This was killing me, she was crying and I couldn't be there to hug her.

"My m-mom drugged me...she took me away from you!" she cried, I faintly heard a door open, someone was talking to her, "I'm not talking to anyone!" she yelled.

"Yes, you are! Quit lying you stupid little bitch!" I heard a female voice shout, it must be her mom.

"I'm not lying!" I heard a smack, then it sounded like someone was trying to take the phone away from her, "Alex! Save me! Please!" Alison screamed, then it was silent, except for I could hear crying. I had a horrible feeling.

"Alison?" I asked. I heard some quiet movement.

"Alex, I want to go home..." she cried, "my mom has been beating me...please get me back there! You have to promise me that you'll do everything in your power to get me back to be with you," she asked. Everything in my power? I'm only 16, I have no power really.

"I promise, I'll ask your dad or something," I suggested, "I'll explain everything to him,"

"Hurry, please," she begged.

"I'll bring him the phone, okay?" I stood up and ran out the door. My parents were calling after me, "I'll talk to you later, mom!" I got outside, "Alison, are you still there?" I asked.

"Yes..." she whispered.

I woke up shouting. I sat up, it was one in the morning, great. I had to see if Alison was alright though.

hey, just checking to see if your okay :}

I sent it. I didn't have to wait long for a reply.

I'm fine, but are you okay? Its 1 in the morning o.O

I grinned, she's not gone. It was just a nightmare, thank god.

Can I come over though? My mom is freaking me out...

Or was it a nightmare, what if I deny, would she end up back in Canada? I'm not taking that risk.

Yes! Of course!

Okay, you're probably thinking this right about now "What the fuck? Was the last chapter his dream as well?" haha, well its like dreaming of the future, if Alex denied her, then she would be back in Canada the next day. I decided it was too fucked up, and now it'll be easier to write =D I'll start chapter 6 tonight! Hopefully it'll be up tomorrow

I didn't have basketball practice tonight so I'm posting a little early (: Enjoy!

ALEX'S POV

It was a little after eight o'clock so I decided it was a good time to call Ellie.

Ring! Ring! She answered on the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Hey." I said.

"Hi. What was is that you wanted to ask me?"

I didn't want to get to that question so quickly. But that's why I called.. "Yeah, um.. Ellie will you g-g..." I sighed. "Go to band practice tomorrow?" I chickened out at the last second.

"Yeah, sure! So you just wanted to ask me if I wanted to go to band practice?"

I sighed again. "Yeah."

"Well that's not that big. I thought it would be something big and impotant." Ellie sounded a little annoyed.

"Sorry. Well that was all. See ya."

"Bye."

I hung up. Ugh. I was too chicken to ask Ellie out? What was that? I'm never nervous. Kids at our school thought I only dated girls for sex (which I didn't). But I couldn't even ask Ellie out?

ELLIE'S POV

"Bye," I hung up. Wow. Well I got myself all worked up just so Alex could ask me if I wanted to go to band practice. Wow, I thought to myself again.

I really thought Alex was going to ask me to be his girlfriend or something. I sighed, put my phone back on my night stand and layed back down in bed.

I put my headphones in my ears and turned my iPod on. Everything I Ask For by The Maine was on; I blasted it. Soon John's voice was extinguished.

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I woke up to my alarm going off at six o'clock. I turned it off, stayed in bed for a little longer and got my things ready for the shower. Once I was out, I did my hair and make up. I went downstairs to make myself breakfast since my parents are never up at this time. I poured myself a bowl of Rice Krispies and sat down, turning on the tv. When I was finished eating, I got my bag and books for school and opened to door to go to my car. But when I opened the door, I saw shoes. I looked up and I noticed it was Alex's shoes I saw.

"Hey?" I said.

"Hey. Sorry, I was just about to knock. I was wondering, do you want a ride to school?" Alex looked hopeful.

I thought to myself, what would Kara tell me? She'd probably tell me to say 'yes' and just get in the car with him.

"Sure," I smiled.

"Okay." He grabbed my hand and we headed to his car parked by the sidewalk. He grabbed my bag and put in the backseat, I was about to open the car door until Alex turned me around and his face was close to mine.

"Good morning," A smile was forming on his face. I could smell his freshly brushed teeth on my face.

"Good morning," I returned the smile.

Alex kissed along my jaw line up to my temple, kissed my cheek, my nose, the corner of my mouth, paused.. then kissed my mouth.

At that point, I wanted him badly. I kissed him back hard. His hands took place at my waist and my hands were getting tangled in his hair. We pulled away only to smile at each other for just a second. I pulled his face to mine and kissed him again with full force. When the kiss was ending, I tugged on his bottom lip; he groaned and picked me up off the ground, keeping me pressed against his car, I wrapped my legs around his waist.

We were going at this for a while until I finally pulled away. "We should probably get to school now," I smiled big.

"Okay, yeah." He put me down and opened the car door for me.

We parked and we were already late for school; nobody was in the parking lot, and nobody was outside.

We didn't have the same first period class so Alex said, "See you second period?"

"Yeah."

He kissed me on the cheek and jogged in the opposite direction of me.

I walked into Mrs. Albrights' French class and I got stares as I walked to my seat.

Once I took my seat, Mrs. Albright asked, "Ellie, why are you late?"

I was late because I was making out with the guy I'm falling for on my sidewalk, I thought about saying that but changed my mind; she might give me detention. "I couldn't find my french book in my car," I lied.

She didn't reply, she just turned around and started talking about something new we're learning.

Rian turned to me, "So what were you doing?"

"Um.. making out with Alex on my sidewalk," I blushed deeply.

"Awww. How cute," Rian said in a high, girly voice.

"Haa ha," I said sarcastically. Rian just smiled and turned around.

"Rian?" I tapped his shoulder.

"Yes?" He turned around.

"Does Alex like me?"

"Oh, yes he does."

"He does?" I smiled ear to ear.

"Yeah, he does," he nodded his head.

I just smiled, not knowing what to say.

The bell soon rang and I was headed off to Honors Chemistry. This class I have with Alex, I smiled to myself. What I'm wondering is.. How did Alex, Alex Gaskarth get into Honors Chemistry. I lightly laughed.

I walked in and Alex was sitting at his usual lab table. The bad part is that I don't sit at the same table as Alex, I'm not his lab partner.

I sat down and I heard someone caling my name. "Ellie!"

I turned around and saw that it was Jeff, Alex's lab partner. "What?"

He was walking towards me. "Alex wants to know if you'd like to sit by him and be his lab partner today."

I looked over at Alex and he just nodded his head and smiled. "Sure. Thanks Jeff."

I grabbed my stuff and headed over to Alex.

"Hey," I smiled as I sat down; I could feel myself blushing.

"Hi." Gosh, Alex's smile was super adorable.

He touched my cheek. "You're so cute when you blush."

That made me blush even more.

The period was almost over and Mr. Cooper was still talking and Alex ripped off a corner of a piece of paper and was writing something on it. When he was done he passed the paper to me.

It said,

The question I asked you last night wasn't the real question I wanted to ask you. When you come to band practice later today I'll ask you then ;)

What he wrote made butterflies form in my stomach.

So I tried making this long because I probably won't be able to post again until Sunday or something.

I hope it's long enough for you guys (:

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So I'm sorry that she left, but it is for the story, I promise. So here is Chapter 13. I ended up listening to Taylor Swift while writing this for some reason.

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November

Miya POV

One month, a total month sense I have seen his face, heard his voice. When I got back from Japan, Mike and Jake were there and I told them everything. They were there for me, they told me everything was going to be alright, but it wasn't, still.

I did nothing this entire month, I stayed at home, ignored calls, emails, and texts. I didn't even look at my photos from my trip, because it hurt too much to see them especially him.

I hardly answered my phone, because he would call me every day. A fact I was sad about, that he wasn't letting me go. The hole in my heart felt like it was expanding every day. I thought time healed all wounds, but then again something I never have had was time.

I stared out the back window of my house looking at the sun set, the days all meshed together. I stopped caring about calculating the days I had left.

I missed him.

Jack POV

I was sitting on the bus, calling her for the third time today. I was two different people now, the person on the bus who moped and the person on the stage who put on a face for the fans, so they wouldn't worry.

I hated every day, I hated how much I missed her and how I wished I could hear her voice.

Every day I would call Mike, he was the only one who I knew would know where she was, to no avail though.

I would call ask him how she is doing and where she is, and he would say a few vague words then say he had to go.

I read her blog everyday trying to feel close to her again, but the posts know were also vague.

The guys were worried about me, and they tried to cheer me up, but how could you make someone happy when they lost the person who made them happy in the first place.

I knew that Zack was trying to get a hold of her too, for his sake and mine. He missed her too, they were best friends after all.

The thing I kept thinking of, was that one day I wouldn't have the opportunity of being able to call her because she wouldn't be here anymore.

What was worse not being able to see the girl you loved because she ignored the calls for what she believes is your benefit or not being able to see the girl you love because she died from cancer and wouldn't let you see her?

My heart ached from the thought.

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As you noticed this chapter was based in November, and each chapter is going to be a differnt month until i get to the point where i don't anymore.

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for Macy once again. i wrote it this morning since i couldn't think of the other people I was supposed to write for. So here you go!

Turn me on, turn me off like a switch on your wall.

I’m a toy you enjoy but you're all I’m thinking of.

All I’m Thinking Of- All Night Dynamite

Macy POV

Love sucks. You think you can never fall out of love and nothing can touch you. They say it’s the greatest feeling ever. Everyone says that, but sometimes they are wrong. Love can hurt you; hurt you so much no words can explain.

I haven’t actually “fell in love” before. In fact, I don’t believe in love. When i was young my parents got a divorce. They were all happy in front of me and fought and screamed at each other so loud behind closed doors, or when they thought I wasn’t home. I’ve always kept a comfortable distance. I swore to myself that I was content with loneliness.

That was my rule; never let anyone get to me. That was my rule until I met Travis.

FLASHBACK

Senior year had just started. Everyone was bummed to go back, except me. I really missed my friends and needed a schedule to keep myself un-bored. I went into my first period class, science. I saw Danny sitting next to this red haired guy, he was really cute. He must’ve been new here.

“Hey Dan Dan! I missed you so much. How are you? How was your summer?” I said

“I’m great actually. We finally found a singer for the band” pointing to the red head “his name is Travis, he’s really good. We have practice today if you wanna come.”

“That’s so exciting! I’ll be there. You’ve been looking for somebody to fill Matt’s spot for a while now.” He nodded his head and the teacher took attendance

“Macy?”

“Heeeeeereeeeeeee!”

“Travis?”

“Here.”

“Danny?”

“I am here unfortunately.” I giggled.

That was a very interesting year.

*Graduation*

Travis was sitting next to me playing with my fingers when he asked, “Will you go on tour with us this summer?” That was random. I had thought about going on tour with them before, how cool it would be to hang out with my best friends for months at a time. I never really expected it from Travis though. I figured my parents wouldn’t care since they love these guys and couldn’t wait for me to move out. Nice, right?

“I would love to! A change in scenery would be really nice” I said

His already big smile widened, I didn’t think it could.

“Before tour… would you go out with me… on a... date?” he said cautiously I thought about the first time we met, in science class. How much I wanted to get to know him (and Edward Cullen of course!) and couldn’t stand it any longer.

“Of course, I thought you’d never ask!”

END OF FLASHBACK

*TOUR*

I’ve completely let my walls break down. I was completely open and venerable now, and loved it. Travis made me feel alive. I want to fall so in love with him and no one else.

All Time Low was playing their set when I heard my song, Walls. Alex always makes fun of me since I was the living breathing example of that song. He knew it meant more to me than words could explain. Alex saw me from side stage and winked. Once the song was over started the mocking.

“That song was for Macy! She knows how it feels to let her walls breakdown cause she’s broken them down!” I started laughing so hard when he continued.

“HEY! This is no laughing matter missy! You know I’m right!”

“So wrong you’re right!” I managed to get out before I practicly fell over laughing.

“Okay, okay. I get it. Maybe from now on we will play Walls every show, just for you! Every fuckin show, can you imagine it?” I started to walk away to Travis when I heard

“DON’T WALK AWAY FROM ME, I’M TALKING TO YOU!” I ran back to Travis and was crying since I was laughing so hard. I fell into his lap

“Alex?” he asked. I nodded

We The Kings was going up to play next. So me, Alex, and Jack were gonna start planning for a surprise party for Travis since it was our third anniversary and his birthday. I wasn’t sure what they’d try and pull, but was honestly a little scared. Alex and Jack came running off stage towards me. I could already smell them from 100 feet away. They landed on top of me.

“HEY GIRLFRAN!” Jack greeted me

“We missed you so much!” Alex chimed in

“It’s only been five minutes.”

“They were a horrible five minutes!” Jack exclaimed

Alex kissed my cheek and told Jack “Plan B” and before I knew it I was slung over Jack’s shoulder and we were headed back to their bus. We passed The Maine’s bus and Garrett saw me and came to help me.

“Thank you so much. I swear to god I thought he was gonna rape me!” I said sarcastically

“No problem girly!” When we got to their bus and started planning with Garrett since he followed us making sure Jack didn’t do anything bad.

After about an hour I started back to We The Kings’ bus, or Carriage as they called it. They all came on to the bus and took their showers. We were just relaxing and playing video games when Alex barged in and carried me away bridal style.

“Really, you couldn’t text me or anything?”

“Nope!” popping the P

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and texted Travis

*I’m fine, Alex wanted me to play Go Fish with Jack, nobody else would play with him.*

*K thanks babe!*

I can’t believe how I’ve changed in those years. I have a great loving boyfriend; I’ve fallen head over heels for him. I have great friends that I would’ve never had if it wasn’t for him. But most of all I’ve broken down these walls I’ve built around myself and found the one and only exception to my rule, Travis.

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okay guys, what'd ya think! i loved writing this one also. too much fun and random laughter!

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KATIE!

It felt a little weird to kiss Alex. I mean, yeah I like kissing and all.. But kissing Alex was a whole different feeling. I pushed that thought aside.

"I should probably take you home now; it's getting dark." Alex said.

I didn't notice it was getting darker. "Okay," I said and got up. Alex took my hand as we walked to his car; I was lightly blushing on the way.

I unbuckled my seatbelt and started to get out until Alex pulled be back.

"Ellie, I have something to ask you..." His face was closer than I thought, it startled me a bit.

"And what's that?" I asked.

"Will you g-" He got cut off by my mom yelling, "Ellie! Get in here, please."

"I should go before she gets mad," I said.

"Okay."

I started to get out, I closed the door and then I felt bad because Alex didn't get to ask his question. The window was rolled down so I ducked my head in and said, "Wait, what were you going to ask me?"

"It's nothing..."

"Okay. Well, if you want to talk to me later you can call me." I waved to Alex as he drove away.

I walked upstairs to my room when my mom stopped me.

"Ellie, who was that boy? Is he your boyfriend? How old is he?"

"Calm down, mom. Jesus. He's just a friend. No, he's not my boyfriend. And he's just a few months older than me."

"Okay." My mom gave me a stern look. Yeesh.

I walked up to my room and found my phone on my bed where I forgot it this morning.

I had three unread text messages.

Two of them were from Kara.

From: Kara:)

hey girly! (: how was it?

The other one from her said...

From: Kara:)

uh hellooooo? you there?

And the last one was from Alex. It was just from a couple of minutes ago.

From: Alex!:D

hey i really wanna ask you that question. so expect a call from me later tonight ;)

I replied to both Kara and Alex.

To: Kara:)

heyy(: sorry. i just got back. it went great!

To: Alex!:D

kayy (:

I threw my phone back on my bed and headed downstairs to eat dinner; it smelled delicious.

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Bzzzzz. Bzzzzz. My phone was vibrating on the night stand.

I looked at it.

Incoming Call: Alex!:D

What is Alex gonna ask her?? (:

I'll maybe double post tonight since tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I won't be able to get on tomorrow.

Don't forget to wish Hannah a happy birthday!... in... three days? I think so. :D

That's all (:

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So, I'm kinda sorta pretty new to this place. Yuppyup. I had to make one so I can comment on peoples Jack Barakat <--- <3 fanfics and All Time Low posts, even though they've been as active as a fat kid during summer.

;D

Ummm, so, I've been kinda thinking of starting my own fanics. They'll be lame, but hey, I can't help it(; I freaking LOVE writing, because that's what I' gunna dooo when I grow up. Which I don't see happening soon. :P

HAI.

its going to be short just warning you.

"WAIT!" Alex said suddenly as I was going into the bathroom. I didn't really need to use it, I just wanted to get away from the akwardness.

"What?" I hissed. He looked sad.

"I'm sorry i'm being rude. It's just really akward, you know?"

"Well, you kissed me, so obviously you must like me or something, and obviously I like you back or I wouldn't of kissed you back!"

"I do like you! It's just..."

"It's. Just. WHAT."

"I don't know."

"You know what? Your just way to complicated, you must have fucking ADD or something. But here's a tip: stop playing games with peoples heads, eventually they'll get fed up with it and leave."

"Lucy.."

"What the he-" I started, but he kissed me.

"ThisiswhatImeanbyplayinggames." I breathed very fast.

"I'm sorry, I've just never felt this way about anyone before, and it's moving entirely too fast, but Lucy, I think i'm in love with you."

"W-what?"

"I. Love. You. Lucy."

"Ha ha. I love you too, Alex."

he smiled at me, and I hugged him tightly and smiled so big my cheeks hurt.

"So, does this mean your my girlfriend?"

"No shit, sherlock."

He kissed me again, but then a teacher walked up to us.

"C'mon, c'mon, off to class! This is what they made spring break for!" He rasped, but a smiled played on his lips.

Alex and I walked of hand in hand, smirking.

Well here it is, the moment you have all been waiting for. The final part in the JAPAN! chapter. (eerie piano playing). Don't hate me,please.

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Miya POV

I watched him sleep a little bit longer before finally getting up. He was cute when he slept. I flashbacked to the previous night, he told me he loved me, I avoided answering by practically pulling him back to the bus with less than holy intentions.

Everyone was asleep, I wouldn't say goodbye, not to their faces anyway.

I couldn't, it hurt too much.

Three and half months ago I had only two people in my family, now I had people who loved me and cared for me.

I got out the letter I wrote earlier and laid it on the table along with my bucket list, and the necklace I always wore around my neck, my uncles gave it to me when I was first diagnosed with cancer, it had three pendants on it a heart, a star and a ring. All had meanings that I didn't know, and I wanted him to have it.

The letter was the hardest thing to write, it explained everything. Why I was leaving, why I was breaking up with him, how I was dying. How much I loved him, and also my expiration date.

I kissed him on the cheek one last time before I walked out the door with my bags and into the cold Japan air, heading to the airport and then who knows where.

Death could do nothing to me now, this was worse than it anyways.

Leaving behind someone you love even though you don't want to, but it is best for them.

The tears started falling as the plane took off and my phone rang and rang.

I turned it off, it was for the best.

Best for him.

Jack POV

I woke up to an empty bunk, Miya nowhere to be found. I got out of the bunk stretching, everyone else was up and getting ready for the day also.

"Have you guys seen Miya?" I asked them

"No." They all answered.

I was a little worried.

I sat down at the table and say a letter with my name on it.

It was in Miya's handwriting.

I opened it quickly my heart racing, I read the following words,

Dear Jack,

By the time you read this, I will be gone. To where I don't even know. Please just know that this is for the best. I know you are confused and I know that you are probably angry and  hurt, and I am sorry for that. I want to explain this better to you, because you are one of the greatest things that was in my life.

Please Please trust me that this is for the best. This will keep me from hurting you worse in the future. I promise.

This is all very vague and cryptic, and the only way I know how to explain this in depth and fully is if you go to this website.

www.livingterminally.buzznet.com

It's my blog, and I know it will help you understand.

The tears were pouring down my eyes already. I noticed that a piece of paper was taped to the bottom of the paper, I noticed the paper as part of her bucket list, it was the last entry

Fall in love with someone who loves me back.

Thank you for that Jack.

I love you Jack Bassam Barakat.

I will until I stop breathing.

I picked up a computer and logged on the website starting from the beginning and reading to the last post, which was today.

The tears fell from my eyes like the Niagara Falls. My brain couldn't help it and I hardly noticed the guys looking at me.

I saw her necklace sitting inside the envelope and I took it out.

I saw Zack and Kara look on with the same mourning eyes.

I remember the blog saying that they knew.

"YOU TWO KNEW?" I yelled at them, my hurt and anger at the world being taken out on them. They nodded their heads sadly, the tears falling silently from their eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me?" My voice was quieter this time. "Why didn't you tell me that the girl I am fucking in love with is DYING from FUCKING CANCER!?"

Everyone else looked on in shock.

"Where is she going?" I asked once again.

"She left?" Kara asked.

"Yes she fucking left, she said that this was for the best for me, that she didn't want me there when she started to get sicker. She didn't want to see me hurt. Well here I am hurt, does that mean that she will come back now," I was getting angry and I started throwing things around the bus.

I finally collapsed into my tears on the ground and faintly recognized Kara holding me as I cried my eyes out.

I pulled my phone out and kept trying to call her, remembering the last words of the blog in my head.

I love you more.

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Well there you go. She did indeed leave, but this in not the end my friends.

I will try to post again today.

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"Thanks for the song," Mileigh whispered to Alex while they were sitting in the livingroom watching TV after the party had ended.

"I named it Memories That Fade Like Photographs because I never want this memory--with you-- to fade away," said Alex as he started to kiss her.

Mileigh pulled back, disgusted with herself. She had just been making out with Marshall and she couldn't believe she was acting like this. She was acting like a huge whore and she knew it.

"What's wrong?" Concern was written all over Alex's face. Never did she once decline a kiss.

"I don't feel so good." She threw her hand over her mouth, running to the bathroom and holding her hair back while she puked. "Alex, I have something to tell you."

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"So you're saying that you've been cheating on me?" Alex asked.

"It's not technically cheating. We just kissed a few times. Accidentally. It sorta just happened," Mileigh shrugged.

"I don't know if I can trust you anymore."

"But Alex, I told you about it!" Mileigh argued. "I didn't hold it in and keep it bottled up forever."

"But you could've told me sooner! Like the time span from the time you left Sophia's house to the time you came to mine. You could've texted me or called me . ." he trailed off. "I think we should break up."

"Alex, no! It's just one little accident, it won't happen again. I'll swear off Marshall and I'll find other friends to hang out with along with Sophia."

"I'll believe that when I see it."

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"How could you do this to me?" Mileigh yelled at Marshall. "You've screwed up my whole fucking life by a simple kiss."

"It's not the end of the world, Mileigh. Don't be so dramatic," he sighed. 

"It is too the end of the world because my boyfriend doesn't trust me, thus neither does his friends who are also my friends. Then he'll tell his mom about it and then I doubt I'll ever be trusted again. And it's all because of you."

"Don't you mean ex-boyfriend?" Marshall smirked.

"God, I hate you!" Mileigh exclaimed. "Just leave me alone. I never want to see your disgusting face again."

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I meant to triple post yesterday but I got on MySpace and started IMing with a boy I like from 7 PM to 1 AM. By the end of the chat, he had asked me out.

I would've added this chapter last night, but I was falling asleep at the keyboard.

And everywhere I looked that evil Exorcist girl was following me. Scared the living shit out of me.

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