Break Your Little Heart Chapter 15!!

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Break Your Little Heart

Chapter 15

Alex's POV

I just got off the phone with Cassadee, we weren't dating, I just told Avril that because...well...to honest, I don't know why I lied to her about having a girlfriend. I told everyone else that we weren't dating, Kara knew me better than that, Cassadee wasn't my type.

My phone vibrated, I looked at it, it was Cassadee, I checked the text.

Miss you already =[

I knew Cass had a crush on me since the she first met me, I know I shouldn't use her like this, but I had to make Avril jealous. I quickly texted her back.

Miss you too can't wait for you to come here

I sent it. I was planning on making a move on here when Avril is around, but only when she's around. I sighed heavily. Jack quickly turned his head, we were on our way back to Cockeysville, Maryland, I know it doesn't sound like a real place, but trust me, it is. Rian and I both live there, though it seems like Jack and Zack live there as well since they're over so much.

"What's the matter?" he asked. I frowned at my lap, I felt so guilty.

"Nothing, just thinking," I replied, I heard Zack muffle a laugh, I turned my head and glared at him, "What? Have a problem with me thinking?"

"No," he started laughing out loud now, "in fact I'm quite shock," I knew where this was going, I narrowed my eyes at him, "by the fact that you can actually think, I thought it hurt too much for you to think," suddenly everyone in the van started laughing. I shook my head and looked out the window.

"Fuck all of you," I mumbled.

"Aw, Alexpoo isn't a happy camper," Kara said in a baby voice. They really knew how to piss me off sometimes. Couldn't they tell I didn't want to be bugged? The van went silent.

"Alex?" Zack asked, I nodded to show I was listening, "Since you have a girlfriend, would you mind of I asked out Avril?" Kara gasped. I didn't know what to say. I was still in love with her, just the thought of Zack, one of my best friends, dating her, it hurt, "I mean, if you're okay with it, if you don't want me to its fine, I completely understand," he quickly explained.

"Zack...I..." I tried to think of words, I looked at him, "I'm uh...I'm still..." I looked at Kara, hoping she'll know what I'm trying to say.

"Alex is still in love with her, Zack, that's what he's trying to say, but being the stupid idiot he is, decided he wanted to date other people instead of keeping himself available just in case she came back, so yes, you can ask her out," I glared at Kara, she smiled at me, "I know what you're doing, Alex, and its not fair to Cassadee or Avril," she said quiet enough so only I heard her. I pulled out my phone and texted her.

I don't know what you're talking about

I have 2 talk 2 u after

She replied, I nodded slowly, I went back to staring out the window. Fifteen minutes later, we drove in the driveway to Rian's, and I, house. Kara immediately grabbed my arm and pulled me away from everyone else.

"What the fuck are you thinking! Using Cassadee like this! Its horrible! Don't do it, Alex!" she said angrily, "Just date Avril, you know you want too!"

"I can't! Everytime we date, one of us fucks up the other, its not worth the sting," I back at the other, wanting to get away from her as soon as possible.

"Alex, I know I don't know Cassadee very well, but I bet, she'd be pretty fucking pissed if she found out about this, I'm saying this because I'm best friends with Avril, I'm saying this because I care about you, and if you go through with this, neither will want you," she narrowed her eyes, "unless, you're planning on really dating Cassadee and don't care about Avril's feelings..."

"What?! No! I love Avril!" fuck...I gave away what I was going to do, shit, "I mean...I...uhh..." I stuttered.

"I knew it. Alex, please, whatever you do, don't hurt Avril," she looked down, "just promise me this, since you already hurt some people's feelings..." she said quietly.

"I...I did? Who's?' I asked, I watched her shake her head, 'did Kara have a crush on me?' I thought.

"It doesn't fucking matter, Alex, just promise me," she was still looking down.

"I promise..." she started walking away, "Kara, wait!" she stopped, but didn't turn around, "I'm..." I can't believe I'm going to say this, "I'm sorry, I didn't know," she finally looked at me, and smiled a little.

"It's okay, just don't tell Rian that I had a crush on you,"

"You what?!" Jack yelled, oh shit, "You," he pointed at Kara, "and you!" he pointed at me, "You two...oh my god!!"

"Jack! Shut the fuck up! Nothing happened!" I grabbed Jack's arm and started pulling him farther away from everyone.

"Why! How could you do this, Alex! Rian's one of your best friends! And you...you..." he tried to find words.

"We didn't do anything, that's what I'm trying to tell you, Jack, she just had a tiny crush on me, that's all," I explained, I hadn't realised Kara was beside me.

"Actually...it wasn't a tiny crush..." I looked at her, she was blushing, "and I'm not quite over it,"

"Not helping!" I quickly moved away from her, "why!" I reminded myself of Jack, "You know nothing can happened between us right?" I asked her, "and since when?"

"I know nothing can happen, and since ever, I always had a crush on you, but lately its been growing into something-"

"Don't!" I stopped her.

"Haven't you ever wondered why it would be like though?" she asked. I actually never thought of her that way.

"Kara...you're with one my best friends, I could never do that to him, you know that," I looked at Jack, he was speechless for once.

"So you're telling me, after all these years we've known each other, you never thought about what it would be like?" she started moving towards me, for once in my life, I was frightened of a girl, "not once?" I gulped as she crept closer, I shook my head. I can't believe Jack wasn't doing anything.

"Kara, don't," I watched her grin, I can't believe this is happening.

"But I want to, I want to know what it's like to kiss the great Alexander William Gaskarth," I saw her eyes look down, probably at my mouth. She bit her lip, and moved even closer, we were only inches apart. Why is this happening to me? I felt her lips touch mine, she started moving slowly, waiting for me to respond, I can't believe this but I actually responded, Rian is going to kill me if he finds out about this. I felt her smile as we made out.

I did NOT plan on this, it just happened xD I'm evil, I know, now he has THREE girls wanting him, one is his best friends girlfriend! Bad Alex!! haha!