how is the right way to deal with all this?

My grandparents are both on their death beds.

my mom has a disease, on top of terrible asthma, and wont take the meds that could help her, basically letting herself die.

on top of that the boy i was/am in love with raped a girl. then lied to me about it...which yeah he isnt gonna be like oh yeah i did it...but he had the balls to look me in the eyes and tell me he didnt do it. but when i spoke to the girl, just cause i was trying to cover all my bases before i believe anyones story, she was tooo upset to be fakiing it. way to upset. so how should i feel about him? i know him as this amazing, loving, gentle guy but now this? wtf. (ps. we started dating two days after he did it but we arent together now)

every part of me wants to go back to the way i used to handle my shit but the other doesnt wanna get in that hole again...idk.

 

what is the best way to deal with this, without drugs, cutting or running away? 


Posted by maydayluvx3 on 04/16/2009 5:32 AM Visits: 13
maydayluvx3: 04/16/2009 7:41 PM
i tend to stress it too much just cause i try to make everything better. ya no? but my other big problem is ive been turned on and stabbed in the back repeatedly so its really hard for me to talk to others cause i have major trust issues :/ but ill atttemp to talk to my counselor. i just want all this off my back. ya dig? but i cant do drugs to forget it like i used to...:/
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