Completely Incomplete II

Chapter 2

"So New York are you having fun?" I ask the crowd who is keep screaming "PARAMORE"

"Yeah!!! MORE!!" the crowd screaming to death.

"Okay. Actually the Miz Biz was supposed to be our last song but we just talk it right now, as in right now here infront of you that we should play one more las song."

The smile on my face when the crowd got more excited for our last song is so priceless. Then Tay got out from back stage with an acoustic guitar. The crowd got gone so wild when they saw Taylor with the acoustic guitar.

"My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart My Heart" the crowd screaming it all at the same time.

Then Taylor started to strum his acoustic guitar. The crowd started to silent and put there hands in the air. I'm trying not to cry infront of these awesome crowds but i can feel it that in any minute this tears will run down over my face. Then I close my eyes and started to sing with all my heart and soul. 

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is your's
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(It beats, beats for only you. My heart is your's)
My heart, my heart is your's
(Please don't go now, Please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is your's
(Please don't go now, Please don't fade away)
My heart is your's
My heart is your's
(Please don't go now, Please don't fade away)
My heart is your's
My heart is...

"Thank you so much New York. We are Paramore! Goodnight!" then I ran to the dressing room.

There I cry so hard and let out all my emotions. He should be the one that played the guitar in there instead of Taylor. Not that I don't want Tay being there. It's just I couldn't accept the fact that he left me, he left the band for his fucking bitterness feelings for me. Yeah I know that it's because of our long-time-ago break up not because he want's to be with his family and his wife. Did I mention that he's now a married man? Yes!! He marry his ex-girlfriend now Jenna last year then quit the band.

"Hayles are you okay?" Jeremy ask me while rubbing my back to calm me down.

"Yeah i'm okay. Just being emo again" I smiled and wipe my tears away. I know i'm not okay cause i miss him again.

"Hmmm then let's go to the bus. Taylor is waiting us outside."

XXX

"Hey guys! Goodmorning!!" then Tay and Jeremy look at me with concern.

"Are you okay Hayles" while eating his cerial in the couch and Jeremy whos watching his favorite show.

"Yup! Always" then give them a big smile and make my way to the kitchen to make some breakfast.

"Hey Sponge do you want to go with us this lunch? Me and Taylor are planning to eat on this new open Italian restaurant." Jeremy ask me but still focusing on the television.

"Sure! And I think it's time for Taylor to treat us." I speak the Taylor a bit louder.

"What? I don't have cash here and I heard that the food in that restaurant is a bit expensive.

"C'mon dude! You never treat us in any restaurant. You're so stingy." Jeremy trying to convinced Taylor but still never get his eyes off on the show his watching.

"Okay! I'll treat you in one condition. Turn off that TV. That show is so gay and crappy" then Taylor run so fast outside the bus cause he know's Jeremy will kill him.

"You stupid Taylor!!!" He screamed and about to run after Taylor but then he stop.

"Hayley is't true that it's so gay and crappy?"

"Hmmm kinda" then give him a smirk but yeah it's crap and stupid show but I don't want to hurt him like hell.

"Jeez i'm going to kill Taylor for giving you that idea. It's an awesome show!!" then he run and get out of the bus.

When everybody was out of site the bus became so quite. I sat on the couch and pull out my cellphone from my pocket.

A text from Chad - "Goodmorning babe! How are you? I miss you so much". I wanted to reply him a so cheezy one but decided to delete it. Then aother text message from unknown number. "Uhmm hey how are you? I hope youre doing fine! Take care. I miss you Hayles"