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2. We lived in a little rainy town called Portland, Oregon for what seemed like all my life. I had craved and yearned for the moment I would finally escape this town and the negative people who surrounded it. But as the story goes, moving out of this town wasn’t exactly picturesque. The night after my step-father and mom were arguing, they decided to end it. Another marriage down the drain, another door shut. I should have been relieved to hear that her selfish, “husband” left her. But as the night soon turned to dusk, I couldn’t sleep. From the other room I could hear my mother crying and talking to herself as to why things could never work out. One afternoon, she had pulled me from school. The old rust-bucket we drove around had a few bags and quite a large amount of black garbage bags. I didn’t say anything because in all honesty, I had no clue what to say to my mother. What was I supposed to say anyways? “Mom, your husbands like to touch me when you’re out buying groceries?” or better yet, “Mom, I lost my virginity to your boyfriend!” Yes, I’m using a play on words – I would have to word it carefully if I wanted to break it down to her and talk plainly about it to her. But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t even look at her straight in the face and know, I was the destruction of all her relationships after my biological dad left when I was three. Now here I am lying on a bumpy old bed that was now called my sanctuary.  Where I would be known most and a sheet stained red. We were now living in Nashville, Tennessee.  Four weeks since the fight – and three months into the school year. For some sort of reason, I felt like I had come across the next chapter in my life and was excited about what was to come and who I would make friends with and maybe, this time, I would be able to have a boyfriend at this new place. The air seems fresher here, the sky is a sapphire blue and the clouds look like big puffed marshmallows. Everything here seems to be more vivid and my mind seems less crowded, less occupied by the demons that haunt me. As the night went on, it was about midnight until I decided to get up and go run a bath water.  I wasn’t use to the time difference and it had impacted me the two weeks we’ve been living here.  So, my mom called the school and told them I was ill. She had rented a small apartment just down the street from a small coffee-shop.  So every morning when I was vaguely awake watching some show on Netflix (preferably, Skins) I could smell the Danish that were being cooked by the plenty and it made my mouth water and want to eat a ton of them. As I slipped into the hot bathwater, I winced. I had ran the water ‘til it burnt my skin but the pain quickly subsided and I relaxed into the water.  I ran the soap up and down my body, watching the soap thicken and the bubbles slide off into the water. I traced the scars against my thighs and then I ran my fingers over the scars against my wrists. For some reason, it seemed, I didn’t have the urge to hurt myself right now and it seemed odd. The cold metal blade that I had called a friend was my endeavor. I plugged my nose with one hand and dunked my head into the water; my eyes open as I looked up at the ceiling – counting how long I could hold my breath before I gasped for air. 30 seconds and I had coughed up the water I accidently inhaled trying to get gulps of air into my lungs. I imagined seeing a butterfly flying but it got caught in a tree and punctured its wings. Butterflies with punctured wings. Everything in life is so fragile. Do something to part of the land - trees start dying. If trees start dying - animals will die and if animals die..., ..., we die. What was this new found perspective on life? Is this what life really is? What a shame we are, such fragile broken things. A/N: I want to get as much writing in as I possibly can! Any ways, feedback is awesome and you're amazing comments have given me more motivation to write! But I'm afraid I may or may not update this week. School is back up tomorrow and I've become a busybusybusy bee as of late! Anyone else excited that school is practically over? Anyone else graduating this year too? I also want to be friends and stay in contact with you guys! 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Inner Monologue: I lay there, paralyzed with fear. I could hear the sound of glass shattering, the screams that were on going – back and forth back and forth. It was a never endless cycle of things that were at constant play, day and night; a home that was once filled with quiet bordering on happiness. The past had almost seemed a distant memory, a play on words; a metaphor of illusions. I felt like I had become an endless void of accusations to why my mother’s second marriage was falling apart. But it seemed to me – that my mother wasn’t good enough for any of her mates that she brought home. I was trapped into this infinite façade of lies, half-truths and white lies. Truth be told, I had lost myself when her first boyfriend had come into my room one night. With every touch that these foreign hands would roam my body, there was a sort of ping in my chest. My skin was not my own – just like my body, was not mine. No longer held the innocence of a child as your fingers touched me. I wanted to beg and plead for you to go in the other room but you took it away something that was not yours to take. This person had made me ill-mannered and vacant. Every time I’m touched by foreign fingers, the way they grace my skin, I no longer feel innocent and mostly, I no longer capture the innocence I once held so sweetly and tenderly. You’ve taken it away because it was all a part of your sick little games. I wish to tell my sweet and dear mother the story, of my taken youth. But I can’t, so I paint my skin with the color red. I trace my veins with an obscured blade.  Not feeling whole but also, not wanting to feel anything anymore. A/N: I find it important to be able to get away for a whilst and be able to think and to find yourself again. Any ways, this first part was inspired by a memory I had a while back ago. I would really appreciate your feed back guys and I want you to know that this story will be about overcoming obstacles and depression as I have and as many of you guys have. And I also want you guys to know that if you ever need to talk about anything, I will be happy to listen because I care about all of you guys. Seriously. I. Care. So. Much. About. You. Guys.  Any ways, I'll be writing so I'll be updating a little more but I've been focusing on school cos' I graduate in a week and I have the cutest prom dress ever. C: Much love, Maxie.       ]]> 2013-05-19T19:18:59Z maxinied Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/thumb-21206756.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/synd-21206756.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/mob-21206756.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/gallery-21206756.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/large-21206756.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/7/5/6/feat-21206756.jpg maxinied 10 0 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106790679/
The next afternoon i ran to my room after classes and grabbed my guitar and lyric book. "why are you so happy for?" Emily asked "oh nothing!" i said and skipped off out of the room and down to the pond and sat down under the shade of the big oak tree where Josh asked me to meet him. A  few moments later Josh joined me with his guitar in hand and sat across from me "hey Hayles" he said "oh hey!" i said 'Ok lets get started!" he said and we flipped though my lyric book and picked out a few songs to play, Josh wanted to play the songs i wrote at the school dance, i didnt want to but he insisted. Saturday night rolled around quickly and i was in my room with the girls getting ready to make out way to the dance, none of the girl knew i was performing with Josh so it was going to be a suprise to them, to the school and well Jenna too. I pulled on a New Found Glory shirt i brought in town last weekend and pulled on a big shirt that goes outwards and not straight down, it was black and white and i think i did a good job at making it myself with the other bits of clothing i brought at the thrift shop. i slipped on my favorite black heels that i have been wearing since i got to this place and then pulled my bright red hair up into a pony tail letting a few stray hairs pull into my face and curled them a little, i walked over to the mirror and put red lipstick on, black eyeliner and masscara and quickly applied some foundation on my face. Once i was done i walked over and sat on my bed waiting for the girls to finish up, Josh already has a guitars down stairs for us both to use so i was set. "wow Hayley you look amazing!" Cassidy said "as do you too!' i replied "ok lets go girls!" Emily shouted and giggled We followed behind her and made our way to the school hall. Once we walked in there was a table with a bowl of punch to the back of the hall, a stage up the front with a dj playing music, all the girls in the school were in here dancing around with the boys that came over from the boys only boarding school on the other side of town. A moment later the music was changed to some crappy classical stuff and the big doors opened showing Jenna walking in like she the queen or something in a big dress that made her look like she was from the 1800's everyone looked at her and whispered to each other "what the hell is she wearing?" Kate mummbled to us 'i dont know but its pretty ugly" i said and then stopped Jenna walking up to Josh, i walked up closer to them "Mr Farro what a pleasure it is to see you here" she said in some fake bittish accent  "um what are you doing Jenna" Josh said "you may only call me Mrs Rice unless you care to take this dance with me" she said "umm ok..." Josh said giving her a weird look "Joshie its me Jenna" she said "um i know that Jenna" he said not looking intrested in her at all time for me to walk over i thought to myself and so i did "hey Josh" i said "hey Hayles, you look great tonight!" he said while Jenna was still standing there "what are you doing? this isnt a slut party" Jenna said "well hun this isn't the 1800's" i said with a smirk "oh my favorite song is on come dance!" i said and grabbed Josh's hand and pulled him to the dance floor. Me and Josh were dancing together, this felt right,  we were holding hands and Josh slowly leaned his head closer to mine and i was staring right at his beautiful brown eyes but then of course Jenna had to runie the moment by changing the song to something more pop rock, i smirked and let go of Josh's hands and started dancing faster to the song just to piss Jenna off more considering i was in the middle of the room and everyone opened up a space and circled around me watching.  I was having so much fun, Jenna stormed off out of the room. As i was walking off the dance floor, i tripped and fell to the floor laughing and Josh ran over to me "are you ok Hayley?" he asked with worry on his face 'Im fine, im fine" i said still laughing and then Jenna walked over "shes acting like shes drunk someone should take her to bed" Jenna said  "Josh can do the honours then" i said with a smile "i think she just needs some air" Josh said helping me up and walking me out to the hallway and sitting with me. "ok explain yourself Miss Williams" Josh said "im affriad i cant Mr Farro" i said with a smile I leaned in and tried to kiss Josh but he pulled away quickly before i could get near him and so i tried again but he pulled away again "settle down now Hayles" he said with a laugh "ok are you gay?" i came straight out to him "no im not" he said laughing "what made you think that" he said "ohhh i dont know" i said "look im going away to the boys school for a couple of day and i'll be back and we can go on a date" he said "ok,sounds good to me" i said "under one condition... no more silly behavour!" he said "deal" i said and just leaned in and i did too ready to kiss his soft lips up AGAIN someone had to runie the moment... Jenna's two firends 'the side kicks' as i would like to call them "oh you guys" Josh said annoyed "physical contact with girls is not allowed Josh Farro" one of the girls said and walked back away to tell Jenna what they saw. "ok well lets get back in there and perform!" he said and with that we both got up and walked back into the hall.]]> 2013-05-19T03:34:26Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/thumb-21206562.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/synd-21206562.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/mob-21206562.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/gallery-21206562.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/large-21206562.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/6/5/6/2/feat-21206562.jpg laurahhhgrace 5 0 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106779816/
We walked into the thift store looking for clothes to wear to the school dance, i walked around the store, it was filled with all different things like shoes, jewllery, clothes, childens toys and book. the whole store smelt musky and like only people.... well clearly cause only old people worked in here. Me and the girls made our way to the clothing secton, everything was ugly and i'd wouldn't want to be caught dead in anything that we were picking up "we need to recreate something amazing out of these clothes" Emily said "hmm i think i could probably do something and make these look good, i know how to sew so i guess we can always cut things up and put them together" i said "sounds like a good idea" Cassidy said "lets get started then!" Emily said grabbing a heap of clothes off a rack and walking to the dressing room An hour later we all finally got everything we wanted and went and paid for them and headed out of the shop and then walked into the hair dressers only cause Cassidy wanted to fix up her hair cause it was a crazy mess and i thought i might as well do something with my long dirty blonde coloured hair.... such has get the extentions out of it cause they were getting annoying. i sat in the chair looking back at my relection in the mirror, i really wanted to do something totally different and crazy with my hair that will make me stand out. "ok hun what do you want done?" a man said as he walked over to me with sissors in his hand. "i want my hair dyed some crazy colour... you can pick and i just want it cut to make it look natural" i said "ok as you wish" he said and got to work on my hair. Once he was finished we my hair a looked at myself in the mirror and i was shock at how good i actually look. i ended up with my hair cut just a little and it was dyed bright red and it really suited me alot. "wow Hayley you look amazing" the girls all said "thanks" i smiled and paid the man and we left and got back on the bus back to school just in time. We got back to school and after we put our things we brought in our room the girls ran off to do there own thing. i picked up a book that i've been writing in and a pen and walked down the hallway to the music room and grabbed a guitar and walked outside with it. The afternoon was beautiful, the sun was out and i wasn't going to waste it sitting around in my room and i took the guitar with me down to the pond away from everyone and sat under the shade of the tree that was next to the pond and put the guitar in my lap and started playing it. "Im writting the future, im writting it out loud,  we dont talk about the past, we dont talk about the past now. so im writing the future, l eaving a key here, somthing won't always be missing, you wont always feel emptier...." i sang until i was startled  "wow your really an amazing singer, i didn't know you could play guitar either" Josh said "well we haven't really spoken now have we" i said "thats true... but then again i never really thought you were a girl who gave a shit about music" "well deep down i love music" i said "welp me too.... so what bands are you into?" he asked "oh you know Jimmy Eat World, New Found Glory, You Me At Six...." i said just rattling off a few bands "oh wow i love Jimmy Eat World too" He said "you should keep playing that song you were playing, its really good... did you write it yourself?" he asked "yeah i did" i said with a smile blushing and picked the guitar up again and continued with the song. "Just think of the future,  and think of your dreams. You'll get away from here,  you'll get away eventually. So just think of the future, think of a new life. And don't get lost in the memories, keep your eyes on a new prize...." i sang finishing the song off "you know you should perform at the school dance" Josh said "i dont really want to..." i said "i can play guitar for you!" he said "well i guess cause the dance is next saturday" i said "we could meet here every afternoon and practice some songs" he said "ok fine we will do that" i said thinking about the plan of trying to hook up with Josh "welp i better run before my mother or someone catches me here talking to you" Josh said "oh yeah... umm.. bye" i said "make sure your hear tomorrow at the same time" he said and ran off back towards the school I leaned back onto the tree trunk and placed the guitar over my lap and looked up into the tree and taking a deep breath and thought about what just happened. Josh really did have beautiful brown eyes and chocolate brown hair and that sliver lip ring... wow that makes me like him even more. It was getting late in the evening now and i decided i'd better get back to my room. As i walked down the hallway to my room i ran into someone... i looked up and to my suprise there stood Jenna, looking annoyed "YOU" she yelled "get out of my way peasant" i said "YOUR THE ONE THAT PUT THOSE FLYERS UP" she yelled "so what if i did" i said looking at her with a smirk "your going to pay for this you filthy slut" she said and roughly pushed my shoulder as she walked passed me. ----------------------------------------- hope ya'll enjoy :) before i go... i have the say the new Falling In Reverse song and video for "Alone" is freaking TERRIBLE. compaired to the songs on the first album this song is just nOPe horrid, i mean props for the band switching there music up but... eh not my thang! go chuck it a listen and see what you think!]]> 2013-05-08T05:26:58Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/thumb-21201782.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/synd-21201782.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/mob-21201782.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/gallery-21201782.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/large-21201782.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/1/7/8/2/feat-21201782.jpg laurahhhgrace 5 0 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106775620/
That night i sat in bed with a lighter and the Alice In Wonderland book in hand and started to read it, until i heard something "who's there?" i asked and then suddenly the lights came on and all the girls scared me "Now i talked to the girls and some took a bit more convincing but we have a plan to get you expelled" Emily said with a smirk and we went on to discussing a plan. The next morning our plan started on getting me expelled, we started out easy. we printed out flyers and stuck them in phones boxes that had Jenna all over them with a number to called for a 'good time', next we ran into the school swimming pool and dumped red paint into the water making it red and tipped bubble bath all through it making it all foamy. The next task was to get blamed for those things i did. Next me and Emily made a mix tape filled with Bring Me The Horizon, Parkway Drive and The Amity Affliction and ran to the 'bitch' teachers car and popped it in and turned the volume all the way up and broke off the button to the volume so when she gets in her car she will get a shock, but while doing it we suddenly heard a car coming up the school drive way, we jumped out of the car and crawled under it to hide, After all it turned out to be only Josh, he go out of the car and the 'bitch' teacher walked out "Mr Farro what are you doing" she said to him "wow  im just here to drop something off" he said "well your disturbing my girls" she said and they both looked up to see a heap of girls looking out the window and Josh dropped his keys. Josh bent down and looked under the car see both of us and we put our fingers over our lips telling him to be quiet about us being here and gave us a smile. he continued to talk to the teacher they both walked inside, we climbed out from under the car and ran back to class. After classes finished me and the girls in my room headed to the school pool that i trashed earlier, it had been cleaned up so we all put our swimmers on and headed down there and jumped in the pool to cool off since today was really hot. "i think you need to up your game, cause Mrs Farro is cutting you alot of slack" Cassidy said "we need to find Mrs Farro's weakness..." Kate said "Oh my gosh! you need kiss Josh! cause not only would that piss Jenna off it would make Mrs Farro angry!" Emily said  "well looks like i will do that then" i said "oh hey and the school dance is coming up too!" Emily said  "ok this weekend, lets go into town and find some dresses cause we HAVE to attrack Josh" Kate said Saturday rolled around quickly and i decided to dash down the hallway to the computer room to send a quick email to Dakota before i went to town the the girls. Dear Dak, We have some plan to get myself out and back to Californa but apparently i have to hook up with the principles son... i will do you trick Dak.. swing my hips and giggle! Hayley xx. Soon the girls ran into the computer room to get me. "dont forget to log off!" Emily said "i wont" i said and hit send on the email and logging off the computer and walking out the the girls to the front of the school where we all waited for a bus. Once we go on the bus with other girls from school we all sat quietly all in our own coverstions with our friends until one girl stood up and looked out the window and pointed "Hey look it's Mrs Kedwell" the girl shouted and everyone ran to the window and saw the 'bitch' teacher driving down the road angry with the loud music i put in her car the other day. Everyone laughed at her getting fustrated and soon pulled over. After 10 more minutes we finally reached town, we got off the bus and started walking, the town didn't have many shops mainly just a food store, a take away, a hair dresser and a thift shop. "come on Hayley we are going into our favorite shop!" Kate said "what? the thirft shop? ew gross i dont do thift shop" i said "well its the only place" Kate said and continued walking and i followed her along with the other girls. -------------------------------- sorry is a bit short but enjoy anyways :)]]> 2013-05-05T06:26:39Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/thumb-21200405.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/synd-21200405.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/mob-21200405.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/gallery-21200405.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/large-21200405.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/2/0/0/4/0/5/feat-21200405.jpg laurahhhgrace 6 0 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106768480/
The next morning we had sport first and i was thrown into playing hockey... i had no idea how to play it but whatever. Jenna was the captain of the team too so this should be fun. I stood on the side line watching Jenna make the team run like a bunch of retarts cause she thought she was doing a wonderful job making then do it through the mud as well. "come on Hayley join in" said the teacher but i just stood there "ok come in now girls" the teacher said and everyone sat on the grass "super work, we might not win the championship but we will get alot of friend" she said and everyone sighed and shook there head. Jenna started to laugh at me "it's not like your doing anything away" she said to me "i could do better then you" i snapped back at Jenna who kept laughing at me "i'd love to see that" Jenna said i picked up my hockey stick and walked up into her face "it's on bitch" i said and the teacher stood there just looking at us Soon the teacher picked up a ball and placed it in the middle of the feild Jenna was standing one side and i was on the other. The teacher blew her whisle and we both charged towards the ball, as soon as Jenna was in hitting distance i swung my hockey stick at her legs hitting her down to the ground while she tried to do the same thing to me and we ended up into a big punch up fight with the teacher running over to us blowing her whisle at us  "GIRLS STOP" the teacher screamed at us until we heard the sound a car horn pull up, and we broke apart. "shouldn't you girls be in bikins for that!" Josh said with his head out the window of his car "hey Joshie... nice car" Jenna said "hello Hayley.... Hayley Williams" Josh said with a smirk "um hi.... wow wait...." i said but Josh started to drive off  i turned back around to Jenna and smiled at her "ooo do you wanna kiss Joshie on the lips and screw him!?" i said to Jenna  "dont be so damn immature" she said taking offence to what i said "dont try and hide it" i said and the girls on the team started to laugh and Jenna ran off "HAYLEY get yourself to the princple's office NOW" screamed my teacher, i got up and flipped the teacher off as i walked passed her and made my way to see the princple. I walked into the princple's office, it was big and the walls were covered in books and trophies. "It's not my fault, i didn't do anything wrong...." i started yelling "go out and close the door" Mrs Farro said not looking up at me "but i was told to come here" i said  "yes well you have to knock" she said i shook my head and walked out and knocked on the door "come in" Mrs Farro said "Look i didn't start it, its not my fault, that girl has a problem" i said taking a seat "i know perfectly well what happened Hayley" Mrs Farro said looking at me "then why isn't Jenna here too?" i questioned  "its actually you i want to talk to privately" she said "i know its hard being the new girl..." she said but i cut her off "no im the only NORMAL girl here" i snapped back "what do you like to read Hayley?" she asked "umm lets see Blunt Mag, Nylon, Kerrang" i said "hm well let me see" she said and got up and walked to a bookshelf "ahh here we go why dont you read this" she said with a book called 'Alice In Wonderland' in her hand. "i dont read those sorts of books" i said "you might suprise yourself and enjoy it" she said handing it to me  "so this is my punishment?" i said looking at the book that was now in my hand "god this school is werid" i muttered "What do you want to get out of being at this school" she said to me "um to leave this place" i said "ok then well if you want to see yourself in the pages of Nylon well this ain't the place for you, but it is the place if you want to grow up and be a smart and confident girl" she said "now off you go, i have a lot of work to do" she said and went back to her desk "thanks" i said and walked out quietly and headed back outside and sat on a seat by myself just letting everything Mrs Farro told me sink in, after a while i headed back to my room, all the other girls were still in class which was perfect so i could have some time to myself again. I sat my the window sill looking at the now grey sky, that looked like it was going to rain again since its been a hot day. Suddenly Emily walked in the room and stopped and looked at me but kept walking and rolled her eyes at me "for the tenth time Hayley make your bed" she said but i just sat there "jesus chirst its not rocket science" she said and picked up my blanked and placed it down on my bed neatly. I got up and walked over to my bed and tried to fix it up and Emily came over and helped me again "look sit down and i'll do it" Emily said quietly to me knowing i'd had enough of everything today "thanks" i said After Emily finished with my bed she walked over to her draw and pulled out her phone "you know there is nothing worst then having your only message all day being from the phone company" she said "wow wait i though that bitch teacher took all the phone's?" i said "she took our fake ones not our real ones, they have no idea the ones they took have no battery or anything in them" she said and laughed "here call your parents, your friends.. whatever knock yourself out" she said giving me her phone "But why would you do this for me? i have been nothing but a bitch to everyone" i said "no your just behaving like a bitch... there is a difference" she said "look i know im not some kind of theropest but i can tell your a little home sick" she said and i looked down at my hands in my lap "yeah" i said "oh sweet photo" Emily said picking up a photo of my mother and me "is that you and your mum?" she asked "yeah it is" i said 'she looks a lot like you, is she going to come out and visit?" "no.. she died in a car accident when i was 10" i said  "oh.... im sorry to hear that" she said "listen... are you serious about getting out of here?" Emily said "yeah" i said "well you going to have to get yourself expelled" she said "how am i going to do that?" i asked "well you cant just rock the boat, you need to drive it into rocks and set it on fire... if you get my drift" she said with a smile "now go make some calls" she said and walked away.]]> 2013-04-29T02:01:44Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/thumb-21197996.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/synd-21197996.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/mob-21197996.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/gallery-21197996.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/large-21197996.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/7/9/9/6/feat-21197996.jpg laurahhhgrace 6 100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106762476/
The next morning class started staright away, the first lesson i had was music, something i haven't done in a long time, but you know i use to love it, i could play the piano and play the guitar and my mother thought i was a good singer too but i didn't believe that. The lesson was over pretty fast and it was pretty borning too since it was just the teacher talking away since it was only our first lesson ever. The rest of the day went by fast too and the next thing you know i was back in our room with my pj's on and listening to my ipod, jamming out to New Found Glory. The other girls in the room didn't think i could hear them talking about me but i could and they were saying something about if i had ever has sex. i pulled one of the earphones out and turned around to them. "can i help you?" i said in a rude tone to them and they all looked at me shocked "is there a problem?" i said  "how many boy have you screwed?" Cassidy came out with "oh heaps, there was Taylor, Jeremy, Zac, Chad and Alex" i said proudly but deep down i know i had never had sex with any of them... hell all of them were my friends. The teacher came around again to tell us it was time for lights out and i sat on my bed, when the teacher left again i pulled my laptop out "hey put that away" Emily said "ugh there no wireless.... i should of known" i said pissed off I got up and started walking to the door wanting to head down to the computer room "wow we are not allowed out after lights out" Kate said "Watch me" i said "came back to bed Hayley" the girls started to yell but i walked out the door and walked to the computer room. Once i go there i logged into one of the computers and started typing an email to Dakota Dear Dak, i hate this place so much all the girls here are ugly losers..... i stopped typing once i noticed someone walk passed, i quickly typed the rest of the email and sent it and then followed the girl who walked passed who was Cassidy, i followed her down to the frezzer room in the kitched and seen she was eating ice cream out of the tub... gross. i turned around and walked back to my room to find out the fire alarm had gone off "fuck" i said to myself and ran the other way trying not to be caught for sneeking out in the first place, i climbed out of a window that was next to me and landed on the roof and then i saw a ladder connected to the wall, i had no idea where it went but i guess it was better then being caught so i climbed it and went through another window that ended up in someones bathroom that someone was in. "hey who's there" said a guys voice in an american accent that came from the bath tub with a curtain around it. "umm Hayley... Hayley Williams?" i said nervously  "well Hayley Williams, you this is a fire drill?" he said "um yeah...im new here" i said "well yes that's obveous" he said "well fires hot and the point is you need to advoid it" he said "ok where do i go" i asked "Out the door, down the stairs, go left and you will be out the front" he said  "run towards the bright red flickery thing right?" i said making a joke "oh and try not to get caught" he said "point made sir" i said and walked out the door. ------------------------------------------------------------- this one is a bit short i think but next chapter i promise you things start to get intresting... enjoy!]]> 2013-04-24T01:49:07Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/thumb-21196160.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/synd-21196160.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/mob-21196160.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/gallery-21196160.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/large-21196160.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/6/1/6/0/feat-21196160.jpg laurahhhgrace 5 100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106756780/
Moments later one of the teachers walked into our room with a draw. "ok girls hand your phones over now" she said and all the girls handed her crappy phones they dont even use. I was on the floor getting my clothes sorted out when the teacher walked over and grabbed my multipul phones from my bedside table and grabbed them "WOW WOW WOW hands off my phones" i said to the teacher  "YOU should be in your correct school uniform" the teacher said back to me "i want my phones back NOW" i yelled at the teacher 'No normal cloths for you for a week" she said "like i give a shit, i'll be out of here soon" i said "sunday detention for the whole room" the teacher said and walked out and everyone growned "good one Hayley" Emily said "now the bell is going to go in a minute so... JUST PUT YOUR UNIFORM ON BEFORE YOU GET US IN TROUBLE AGAIN" Emily said and i rolled my eyes I put the horrible looking school uniform on that consisted of a white blouse, black cardigen, a blue, green and red plade skirt and white knee high stocks. I made the skirt shorter and high wasted, with the blouse tucked in and topped it off with my favorite pair of black heels i brought with me and headed off down the hallway with the girls from my room. "Hayley you will never get away with wearing your uniform like that" Emily said to me as we walked 'Oh and by the way no drinking, no smoking, no illegal drugs, no fireworks, no dangerous weapons are allowed here and if you have a problem with someone please dont go around randomly bitching about them which gets me to this next point, no bullying and no use of the internet. If you act like the ass you have been we all suffer the punishment and we will break you" said Cassidy who had the crazy blonde/brown hair. "ooo im so scared" i said and rolled my eyes at her We walked into the dinning hall for dinner and took a seat at a wooden bench table that was for our room, we sat and talked till Cassidy said something. "oh helloooooo Josh" Cassidy said eyeing off some boy with brown hair and a lip ring, wearing black skinny jeans and a jimmy eat world shirt on. "Jenna will walk to him in 3, 2, 1.... and shes at her target" Emily said looking up from her watch "so who is Josh?" i questioned watching the girls at the table talk about him "oh he's Mrs Farro's son" Cassidy said 'and by the way boy and girl relationships are not allowed here either" said Kate who had long straight black hair. We got given our food and we all dug in to it, i guess the food here wasn't too bad, it was a bit different but whatever. After dinner we walked back through the hallways and welp you guessed it we ran into Jenna again "get out of my way" Jenna said pushing me to the side "hey watch the cardigan, 300 goats died for this" i said "oh we meet again" Jenna said with a smirk on her face "you need to learn the rules, it goes princple, prefects, students, dogs, rats then YOU" she said "Emily keep her in line" Jenna said before hitting her shoulder into mine and walking off. "what the fuck is this place? Hogwarts?" i said and walked into our room and got changed and ready for bed. but then there was a knock on the door and in walked the teacher from earlier "bed time girls" she said and then walked to my bed and dropped a school uniform on it "Hayley here is your CORRECT uniform" she said and started to walk out, i stuck my tounge out at her "HAYLEY WILLIAMS IN BED NOW!" she screamed and walked out the door.]]> 2013-04-19T00:25:12Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/thumb-21194097.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/synd-21194097.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/mob-21194097.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/gallery-21194097.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/large-21194097.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/4/0/9/7/feat-21194097.jpg laurahhhgrace 5 100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106753067/
Dad walked over to me just before he was about to leave and head back home to Californa. "i will try and call you every day ok Hayley?" dad said "i hope your flight gets delayed." i said and dad laughed and gave me a kiss on the head and pulled me in for a hug. "i will come back for you at the end of the term... ok?" dad said "wow wait so its not a year?" i asked "yeah i decided just a term will do you" dad said "ok well i have to leave now, i love you Hayley" dad said and climbed in to the car. I stood there with my suitcases watching dad's car drive off into the distance of the drive way. I heard thunder and looked up at the now dark grey sky ready to spill its contents out all over the land, i picked up my suitcases and wondering into the school in search of my room i will be staying in, i walked down the hallways until i came to a white door with the number 11 on it, i turned the door handle and saw a bunch of other girls in there throughing around candy bars and showing each other cd's from there favorite bands and running around hiding things in wardrobes. "excuse me" i said and all the girls stopped and looked at me "um hi, i have been assigned this room?.... you need to leave" i said in a rude tone and all the girls laughed at me while i were putting there school uniforms on coathangers "oh funny" i said "well its bed number 5 or your sleeping in the hallway.... your choice mate" one girl said that had long black hair i sighed and walked over to the bed and sat down with all my things and started to open my suitcases and looked across the room and saw Emily the girl i met outside earlier "why are you hiding away your chocolate?" i asked her and she didnt respond then i head another girl in the room with blonde curly hair talk about these things called wagon wheels "if its a wagon wheel verus a rollo then the wagon wheel wins" she said excited "what's a wagon wheel" i asked "OH MY GOSH you have not lived!" she said and ran over to me with a wagon wheel half out of its packet i grabbed it and looked at the back "ew" i said looking at the chocolate covered biscuit with marshmellow and jam inside it. i picked up my phone in hopes of calling dakota back in Californa only to notice there was no phone service in this room, i sighed with fustration as i walked around the room to find some service "what the hell is that?" one of the girls said "none of your damn business" i said "its an iPhone... by the way good luck getting signal there is only two hot spots that work around here" one of the other girls said "this place is a prison" i said "i MUST make phone calls" i said "well its pointless cause we are only allowed phones on the weekends" Emily chimmed in "how am i ment to call my friends?" i said and the girls looked at me and chuckle "your joking right?" one of the girls said "just put it away before you get it taken away" Emily said. ------------------------------------- this one is a bit short but the next chapter is a bit longer i think anyways so enjoy! ps. i just ordered nail polish from the Hayley Williams MAC collection! :D]]> 2013-04-16T00:18:08Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/thumb-21192751.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/synd-21192751.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/mob-21192751.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/gallery-21192751.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/large-21192751.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/2/7/5/1/feat-21192751.jpg laurahhhgrace 6 100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/fanfic/journals/106749515/
The next morning i was in my room on my computer looking at what stuff was like in Australia while packing some of my things in suitcases with my best friend Dakota and my sister Erica. "oh my god, its like hot there pretty much all year round, and there is sooo much dirt" i said freaking out "you swear on your life you will talk to me every day" i said to Dakota "yeah for sure" she said trying on a pair of my expensive designer heels "who loves ya? i do and i will miss you so much" she said hugging me and pulling a wierd face like she didnt really care. "aww Dakota im going to miss you so much too!" i said and Erica sighed "ok lets check out the school im going to" i said and typed in to Google and clicking the link. "OH MY GOD" we boths said looking at a picture of a big school, it sort of looked like a castle with green grass all out the front of it... no dirt after all. "St Mary's Boarding School is an idependent school for girls aged 11 - 18 years old, founded in 1897" i said reading what was on the site "the school is one of the top boarding schools in Australia for young ladies" Dakota said reading as well "ITS ALL BRICK..... please dont tell me its in the country" i said freaking out "i so dont want to go here" i said looking at Dakota "well its only for a year right?" Dakota said "yeah it is i guess" I said A few hours wents by and a i said my last goodbye to Dakota and went to sleep as i had to be up early to get my plane to Australia. A day later i finally arrived in Australia with my dad, we were driving through the country and it was hotter then Californa and there was so many flies and it was just well... horrible already. An hour later we finally arrived at the school and drove up the dirt drive way and parked infront of the school where stood the brick castle looking buliding like we saw on the site. There was girl wondering around every where wearing ugly plaid skirt that was navy blue, red and green with an navy blue blazer with white socks up to their knees. I sat in the car while my dad and the principle of the school spoke to each other, i looked out the window and saw three girls who looked like they owned the school go around an shake hands and greet the new younger girls who just started here and then suddenly i saw the principles face in my way and sighed while i filed my nails back, and put down the window. The princple had dark brown hair and brown chocolate eyes, she wore a green business like skirt and a white blouse  "hello Hayley, welcome to St Mary's Boarding school, im Mrs Farro" the princple said in an American accent, something that was nice to hear in another country. "look i understand that...." i tried to stay but was cut off by Mrs Farro "no, lesson number one, an negotation is like a nighmare, that i dont wish to enter... now come along" she said and opened my door. I stepped out with black heels on, light pink skinny jeans and a black tank top on with my designer handbag hanging off my arm and my big sunglasses covering my eyes. I looked over and the three girls who were greeting the younger students looked over at me with a filthy look on there faces, i sighed. "Hayley this is Emily she will show you around and be your big sister" Mrs Farro said and walked away "Hi how are you?" Emily said "dont speak to me" i said "well im just going to be your friend and helping hand" Emily said getting awkward "look i choose my own friends and FYI you dont make the cut" I said rudely "im sure that comment would hurt alot more if i knew what 'FYI' ment, but for the moment lets just say that didnt have the effect you wanted shall we?" Emily said with a smirk and walked off back over to her firends I was minding my own bussiness waiting for my dad to get my things out of the car when the 3 girls came over to me "Hi, im Jenna... head girl" one of them said with dirty blonde hair that was up in a bun and put her hand out for me to shake, but i just looked at it. "you shake the hand... out of RESPECT" Jenna said and grabbed my hand and pulled me forward "When the head girl has earned my respect THEN i will shake her hand... bitch" i said pulled my hand away while getting all up in her face "im sorry?..." Jenna said taking offence ready to snap back at me with another comment "Apploige accepted" i said with a smirk and Jenna stormed off with her two other firends.]]> 2013-04-12T20:49:36Z laurahhhgrace Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/thumb-21191728.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/synd-21191728.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/mob-21191728.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/gallery-21191728.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/large-21191728.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/2/1/1/9/1/7/2/8/feat-21191728.jpg laurahhhgrace 4 100