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all i want for Christmas..... i mean for Halloween!

So the last journal i did i said that my birthday was comming up next month, and thats about all i said since i was angry last week at the time when i wrote the journal. wellll, now i can further illustrate my happiness over my Sweet 16.

I guess it wont be as sweet as far as a big party, but hey i can still get down by myself?

well, tonight i told my mom that i want 3 things for my birthday, some new earphones, a birthday cake (hello kitty) and a dress.

sadly, very very very sadly, my earphones busted on me, you know how one ear side will stop working and you have to twist the cord to make it work then it just stops working in general? yeah, thanks alot earphones, thanks so much.

i want some big ones like these:

which you can find at walmart only for $25, not to mention they're big like my old ones. i love big earphones!

but i would love it i could find some earphones like these around here! does anyone know eher i could find some like these at? like best buy? and for a cheap price??????

thoes neon blue ones are goegeous...

and a cake, from walmart...(which i couldnt find a picture of!)

ohhh boy how cute is all of that? SUPER CUTE!

oh yeah, and a dress.. im thinking something like a pink dress.

that dress is is epic, to me. like whoa. its a pink dress..whoa!

lol, happy birthday to me.....but what should i do to celebrate it with others?

cause i told my mom that i wanted to celebrate it by myself, but she was like "reallllllllyyyy????" lol what should i do so everyone can feel special, lol? i mean, it is halloween...

give me ideas, i need them!

and if you see some better earphones, cake and dress, let me know! dude, its my 16th birthday i want it to be nice....

til next time, Jo.

HONESTLY, This was the most epic-est VMA's i have ever seen in my entire 15 year old life.

to start off, i wasnt watching the VMA's until the whole kanye west thing, and after that i watched the whole thing.

To be honest, as far as the performances asr concerned, most of them we not good, in my opinion.

Lady GaGa totally was a hot mess, i mean i like her and her music but seriously, she should have performed Poker Face it would have been more lively, but her set was really pretty until the blood came along.

Beyonce was awesome, epic, cool.

jay z, im not a fan, and i think he should have porformed DOA(even though i dont like that song).

im upset FOB didnt win anything, really upset.

i am glad that Britney Spears won something, that goes to show that she stills have fans and people who care enough to vote for her.

NOWWWW on to the whole Kanye West and Taylor Swift thing.

i am a total fan of Kanye West, i think his music is different and yet people still accept him, and that something in the hip hop/rap world. I think he is a great musician.

Taylor Swift, i am not a fan and i dont know anything about her, except her song Love Story which i think is a pretty song and i think she has a pretty voice and is pretty.

Now, as far as Kanye West comming on stage, now that ive seen everything, watched everything, i have to say and give Beyonce her props for allowing Taylor Swift to come back on stage, very classy and nice of her.

I wish, i wish i wish Kanye hadn't done what he did, because lets face it and be totally honest, Beyonce Vs Taylor Swift , we all know Beyonce would win. So as far has what his intention and motive was about, not needed Kanye.

I feel as though its being taken all out of porportion, i mean isnt this what Kanye is known for? Outbursts, angry rants, and so on?

Yeah, america blow it out of porportion!

YET YET YET YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You guys know how the media world and the entertainment world is full of lies?

I see a few people on twitter saying how this could have been staged.

that is a possibility........lol

anyways, i believe when kanye's next album drops everybody is gonna go run and go get it, may and may not.....

anyways, i didnt like this VMA's this year over all, only certain people.

wellllllll, now i really wanna know what you honestly think about Beyonce, Kanye West and Beyonce?

how do you feel not only abou what happened tonight but about them in general before all of this.

and btw, one last question!

If Taylor Swift doesnt care what happened should we care?

ive been thinking lately about alot of stuff.

mostly literature. me writing it.

and i came up with this idea about santa, and since i dont read books, id like to know if this story has been done before or do you think its original, or anything that comes to mind when reading this!

well, i figured that santa is one of the world most knows figures, especially to kids, duh! but i came up with this idea of an evil santa.

and the story goes....

we all know that santa comes one a year to deliever kids presents for being good, but what if the only time kids got presents or toys was when christmas came?

like all during the year kids had to work hard, and that instead of a magical fantasy world, santa was evil and the only time kids had toys was when he came and gave them to the kids, and during the year they had to play with the same toys over and over and over, and sometimes when kids have worked hard and have been good santa still didnt come to their house.

andd, i even came up with an alternate story.

what if there were "classes" of people also, and that you had the poor class and the rich class, and the rich people gave santa drugs and he delievered presents to their houses, and that the poor people had to steal cheat and lie to get enough money to buy drugs to give to santa just so their kids could get gifts but even then they still didnt get good gifts like the rich kids, but then you had thoes parents who went through extreme measures to get on santa's good side so so their kids could get good gifts, and when they did get good gifts they would "show off" their kids gifts and try to make other people jealous, and soon murder and kidnap would happen.

is that a little too extreme for me to put santa in that position orrr???

i would really love opinions!

WhoaNelly!!!!!!

last week was like whoa for me, total whoa.

monday, was like omgomg because i was talking this very long test and i was like "omg i have to finish i have to finish i have to finish!" and what did i do? i finished with flying colors a B. it was a high B at that, and with all of my efforts i got rewarded to my surprise all last week. for starters, i hadthese 2 phones:

and i really loved my pink flip, i mean lovvved it! and my rumor was a good phone, but i had to order a 2nd one because my first one was slow and it would freeze and turn itself off and so i sent it back and got another one of the same color, white. and i loved it once i got a new one. thoes phones are great phones. BUT!!!! we got upgrades. and again to my surprise i got upgrades too. (my mom was originally going to the sprint store to replace her phone but they said we could get all 3 of them replaced, so she replaced all 3 of them!) and when she came back home she had this radioshack bag and i started screaming, really loudly. lol. and when i oppened up the bag i i saw my new phones

and i started screaming LOUDER.

now my ratings for these phones are:

Rumor 2: a great phone, the only thing that i do not like about it is that it doesnt have a camcorder like my rumor 1, but its camera is wayyyy better than the R1 and it does alot more and is faster. its a really good phone!

Sanyo-scp2700: its functions reallllllllly do remind me of my pink phone. it looks all advanced , but i dont really know.  i think its pretty, all in all, its a great phone.

my mom got a Sanyo-scp2700 too, her looks like this:

AND THATS SOOOOOOOO NOT IT!

then, like a day or 2 later, a box came to my house.

ok so what happened with the box was, we always get thoes shopping catalogs sent to our house where you order stuff out the books and they send it to you, and they sent us another perfume ordering book, so my mom was like "pick out what you want." and i did and so did she. so now after the company is all like "im sorry but we're out of thoes items you ordered" they still send us the stuff!!!!! to my surprise again, im shocked because i was so down when my mom told me that, but look what happened!

sooooooooo here's what i got!

ok, so the Ed Hardy Perfume smells really good! its not too strong but its not too light either, its really good!

The Ciara Perfume: OMG SOOOOOO SUPER STRONG, BUT IT SMELLS SOOOOOOO GOOD!plus my mom is like, my sister used to wear this perfume.( she's in heaven btw!) but she still used to wear it.

the Britney Spears Perfume (which is my second bottle) and the Lotion(which is hugggge in real life and is thick and creamy) smells so good, and the best part about the lotion is, it isnt just any kind of lotion, it resembles cocoa butter and again is creamy and thick but not too thick!

and i got a magnifing mirror, but it doesnt look like that but just to show you, yeah,i got one. it has 2 sides and its awesome!

THANKS EVERYONE! for reading this long blog, and oh, how many of you are watching big brother, its dramatic! i love it!

bye everyone!

Hello everyone, well i must say this week was been, so awesome for me, like seriously, it has, and ill tell you all more about that later, but the subject for today is, Patrick Stump in Jail and Panic At The Disco's new video "New Perspective".

1.

i know its not funny to be in jail, but L - O- L.

i honest ly find it funny that he went to jail and that some people are shocked. like seriously, its JUST over his license, im pretty sure that/this happens all the time. no harm done to his image, in my opinion, and no harm done in general, he still a good boy!

2.

BUT OH EM GEE! PANIC AT THE DISCO'S NEW VIDEO!

All i have to say is wow, like wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow! Like when i was on Youtube yester day watching it over and over, i was reading the video comments, and alot of people were like

"oh, its not that great"

"could have been better"

"i dont get it"

"what a stupid idea, they should have done this and this"

and in my opinion, i think EVERYONE should at least be happy that they still have it in them so even make a video, movie promotion or not.

i mean, i havent listened to other bands, besides PATD and FOB in depth to know how other bands react or what they do when they split up. nevertheless, i am very proud of them for making a video, working a new cd, and even being relevant enough for people to listen to them, without being a whole band seeing as to how most people(teenies) listen to them because of ryan and brendon combined, in a way. i hope that the Brendon and Spencer duo, continue on the new path that they are on.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i guess thats all for now. later on, after im done finding the pictures, ill tell you guys about my week and show you guys my new toys!

Bye, XOXOXO