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Uproar Festival. September 25, 2011.]]> 2011-10-18T18:56:40Z slowburnx Buzznet avenged sevenfold concert st. louis uproar uproar festival a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zacky vengeance zackyvengeance st louis st.louis stlouis uproarfestival http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/thumb-18925861.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/synd-18925861.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/mob-18925861.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/gallery-18925861.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/large-18925861.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/9/2/5/8/6/1/feat-18925861.jpg slowburnx ]]> 0 500 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/photos/?id=101466061
Saint Louis. September 25, 2011.]]> 2011-10-09T14:32:18Z slowburnx Buzznet avenged sevenfold concert uproar uproar festival a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zacky vengeance zackyvengeance uproarfestival http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--thumb-msg-131819608978.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--synd-msg-131819608978.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--mob-msg-131819608978.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--gallery-msg-131819608978.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--large-msg-131819608978.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold-at-uproar--feat-msg-131819608978.jpg slowburnx 0 600 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/video/101379871/
Uproar Festival. September 25, 2011. My favorite song ever!]]> 2011-10-07T21:02:44Z slowburnx Buzznet avenged sevenfold concert uproar uproar festival a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zacky vengeance zackyvengeance uproarfestival http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/thumb-18633991.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/synd-18633991.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/mob-18633991.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/gallery-18633991.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/large-18633991.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/8/6/3/3/9/9/1/feat-18633991.jpg slowburnx ]]> 0 700 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/photos/?id=101018091
Uproar Festival. Saint Louis. September 25, 2011.]]> 2011-09-30T19:49:50Z slowburnx Buzznet avenged sevenfold a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zacky vengeance zackyvengeance http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--thumb-msg-131743744933.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--synd-msg-131743744933.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--mob-msg-131743744933.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--gallery-msg-131743744933.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--large-msg-131743744933.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/slowburnx/default/avenged-sevenfold--feat-msg-131743744933.jpg slowburnx 2 300 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/journals/98841871/
    Chapter 2.   In a large bedroom covered from top to bottom in band posters sat Emily in a little black and white dress. As she sat there waiting patiently for a knock at her front door her aunt May with Zane and Gabby was ready to go out. “Emily are you sure you don’t want to tag along to dinner?” aunt May ask as she sat beside her on the bed. “I’m totally sure! I’ll wait here for Zack to get his ass here” Emily replied as she hugged her aunt goodbye. Gabby and Zane soon walked in to hug her goodbye. “Aunt May, can I say here with Emily and you and Zane go out?” Gabby ask as she batted her eyelashes, “What the hell! I wonna’ stay here with Emily and Gabby… please?” Zane batted his lashes at aunt May like Gabby. “Fine I’ll go on my own to dinner… I’ll ask some one else to go with me”. Aunt May walked at the room as Zane and Gabby waved goodbye. “Zack’s gonna’ be here soon, so be on your best beaver. Please! That’s all I’m asking for” Emily hugged the twins and kissed them on the head. The three walked causally down the stairs, then a knock at the door! Emily ran straight for the door hoping it was Zack. “Hey Emily!” Zack said as he kissed her on the lips “ I hope it’s ok I brought the others, is I didn’t then well… we’ll have a riot on our hands”. Emily gave Zack a look that could kill to say ’what the fuck Zack!’. The rest of them followed Zack into the house, Gabby shouted Emily to the living room. “What now Gabby?” Gabby looked over Emily’s shoulder and smiled, “Who’s your friend there?” Gabby whispered with a pleased smile. “Oh that’s Brian, what does some one like him?” “Maybe…” Gabby laughed as she spotted him looking in fascination at her. Gabby sunk into the sofa and hugged one of the cushions. Zack and the rest walked into the living room, all of a sudden Zane ran and jumped on to Jimmy’s back. “Jimmy! Hey dude!” Zane hoped off his back as Jimmy turned his head, “Hey dude!” Jimmy gave Zane a high five and sat on the sofa next to gabby. “hey there Gabby you look a little lost, need a hand” Gabby smile and sat up. “Look that’s Matt, that’s Johnny, there's Zack your sister’s new boyfriend and that one there is Brian”. Gabby had a huge smile as Jimmy spoke Brian’s name, Jimmy smiled at Gabby and gave her a confuting smile. Gabby gracefully stud up and slowly ran up stairs to grab her black and white Les Paul guitar, and ran back down the stairs. Brian’s face glow in the light of the living room, Gabby smiled at him as she sat on the coffee table and started to strum ZZ Tops sharp dressed man. “I love this song” Emily shouted from the kitchen, Brian sat next to Jimmy and didn’t take his eyes off Gabby, “She’s good” Brian whispered to Jimmy. “I know right, she self tort herself and so did her twin brother” Zane soon ran in the room with his red fender firebird. He sat beside Gabby and played with her, every one was mesmerized. As soon as they finished Brian was spellbound by Gabby’s fantastic guitar playing. “Would you like a go? Jimmy told me you played guitar as well” Gabby stretched her guitar out to hand Brian her guitar. “Sure… thanks” Zane throw Zack a lefty guitar and told him to play, as Emily told him he played guitar left handed too. The two agreed to play enter sandman, as the two played perfectly Jimmy tapped the beat, while Matt sang the lyrics. Johnny sat out, until Emily passed her an Epiphone bass guitar. “Go on. I know you play, I’ve seen you” Emily smiled and Johnny took the bass from her grasp. He then soon joined in, they all new there was something going on but none of them knew that this could be one of the best metal bands in the world. As the night drew to a close the others left Emily’s house. The next day was warm and sunny; Emily opened her eyes to look straight in to the sun light. As she managed to get herself out of bed, she woke up to Gabby going though her make-up box. “What do you need now?” Gabby looked up and realized Emily woke up. “Yeah… well you know how I’m now dating Brian, well I won’t to look nice for him today” gabby smiled and passed her some make-up. ”Now work your magic, I wonna’ look good for him” Emily crouched down and began to do gabby’s make-up. As Emily finished Gabby’s make-up, Gabby grabbed her favourite jeans and bright orange t-shirt. “Do you think it’s too much?” Gabby ask anxiously “You look beautiful” Emily said with a tear running down her face. “Sorry, I just can’t Believe my little sister is growing up”, gabby hugged Emily with all her might. As Zane walked out of his room with only his boxers on, he moaned out “Emily, Gabby, have you seen me grey baggy jeans?” “Have you looked on your bedroom floor?” Emily pointed out his jeans on his messy bedroom floor. “Right…I thought those were my other grey baggy jeans” he smiled and put on his jeans, “You only have one pair of grey baggy jeans Zane!” “Right… I thought that” “Sure you did”. As gabby and Emily walked out the room aunt May spotted them with their make-up and hair done really nicely. “So I’m guessing you to have boyfriends now?” the girls nodded the heads and smiled. “Top tarts!!” Gabby shouts as she run the stairs rapidly, she opened the cubed doors to seven different flavours. “Wild cherry please” Emily ask politely. “Ok and I’ll have strawberry milkshake flavour”, as she popped them into the toaster she          was jumping for joy as this was her first ever boyfriend. “I can’t believe mum and dad didn’t let you have a boy friend, so really Brian is your first boyfriend. He’s lucky then.” Gabby smiled and grabbed two plates from the cubed, as she got the freshly toasted pop tarts and handed some to Emily. It was time to leave for school, as Emily and Gabby took their first step out the door, Zack and Brian was already waiting at their door step. “Morning girls” they both said exactly at the same time, “Are we ready to go then Emily?” Zack asked as he reached out for her hand. “Of course!” Emily grabbed hold of Zack’s hand just like Gabby did with Brian’s. Once they walked through the school grounds holding hands, every one was steering in shock. As Emily approached her friend Sarah, Zack kissed her quickly. “Well, well, well. I told you he liked you, but you wouldn’t listen” Sarah told Emily “you see Emily wouldn’t go with out a day not talking about how hot you were or how much she loves you. It always got on my nerves”. Zack blushed and laughed, once Sarah Spotted Brian holding Gabby’s hands, she totally went hyper. “I knew you two could be a great couple! When did you two start dating?” Gabby looked at Sarah and smiled, “Last night, when Emily invited every one over” “Every one!! But not me… Emily what the fuck I thought you was my friend” Sarah pulled a little puppy dog face. “Oh Sarah, I invited Zack and he invited all of his friends… that’s all” Emily smiled and put one arm around Sarah’s neck “tonight your coming over and where gonna’ have a proper girl night in… ok?” Sarah’s face lit up as Emily came up with the idea. “Ok! I’m in!” as Emily kissed Zack Sarah pulled a Polaroid camera and snapped a picture of the kissing. After giving Emily and Zack the picture, she turned round to take one of gabby and Brian kissing as well. “You look so cute you two…” gabby grabbed the picture off of Sarah “hey… you enjoy that” Sarah said nicely. Their was Emily, Zack, Brian and Gabby smiling at these photographs, “You’ve made our day Sarah!” Emily shouts as Sarah walked away “I know” Sarah screamed back.                                                                                                    To be continue…    ]]> 2011-08-23T13:04:18Z paradegm Buzznet avenged sevenfold fan fiction music synystergates zacky vengeance a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zackyvengeance #fanfiction fan-fiction fanfic fanfiction fanfiction. . synyster gates synyster gates synyster gates synyster gates!! synyster gates. synyster gates.... synyster+gates http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/thumb-17309961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/synd-17309961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/mob-17309961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/gallery-17309961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/large-17309961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/9/6/1/feat-17309961.jpg paradegm 1 900 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/journals/98841661/
Chapter 1.   September 12th 1996, California…   “Jimmy” was shouted across the hallways of Brockwell high school. “Jimmy, dude, I’ve been looking every where for you!” said a girl covered in black from head to toe. “Oh, hey Emily… guys this is my cousin, she recently move here from England”. All of Jimmy’s friends were lined up next to the lockers. “Hi” Emily said anxiously as she’s never spoken to them in her life. “Hi, I’m Brian. So or new here right?” Brian was one of Jimmy’s many friends, “Yeah, I’m new” Emily pulled an awkward face to show that it’s been hard for her Recently. Emily laughed in a squeaky high pitch noise, as she looked around an unknown boy was steering at her. ”excuse me, but my face is up her” she pulled an annoyed face as the boy ran away in embarrassment. “Jimmy?” Emily said while flickering her eye lashes, “are you going to skip 5 lessons with me, Sarah and Chris?” As soon as she asked, Jimmy’s friend Zack jumped at the question. “I’ll join you if you like, I’m sure all you lot are going to” Zack smiled at Emily as he Elbowed his friend Matt. “Yeah, sure. We have maths last, I’m sure Mr what's his face won’t mind” Matt said as he rubbed his arm. “Awesome, can’t wait to see you all later then!” Emily walked away with a big smile on her pail clean face. “Oh yeah, Jimmy? Got any more cousins you wonna’ show us?” Brian said with a cunning smile on his face. “Well, Emily has a brother called Zane and he has a twin sister called Gabby. But they’re like three years younger then us lot”. “DIBS!” shouts Brian “Gabby’s all mine, I don’t care if she’s three years younger. Three years is barely anything”. Jimmy laughed and hit Brian lightly around the head. “She’s only thirteen, she doesn’t need this” Jimmy steered at Brian to make him feel uncountable. “Not gonna’ work Jimmy. Thirteen is a good age to have a boyfriend like me!” all of them laughed but Brian… “What?” “A guy like you you’ll probably rape her!” Jonathan laughed at Brian. Brian kicked him in the shin, “what was that for?” “Don’t mock my hotness! Only because you wish you were me!” Brian walked off. “Zack you coming to follow Jimmy’s cousins?” Zack laughed. “You have Gabby, I’ll have Emily” Zack replies to Brian. “Awesome” Brain sticks his thumb up and laughed.   Last lesson came soon then they thought, the five boys, Emily and her friends were under the bleachers. “Guys I’m so glad you all came along” Emily said with a pleased smile as she hugged each one of them. The boys’ faces lit up like the night sky, especially Zack’s. Emily looked around the corner to see what was happening in gym class, “guy look…” they all rush to look “that fat kid, Carl is it? We’ll he fails at running sorry but he does!” all of them laughed with Emily as she pointed it out. Zack has had his eye on Emily since he first saw her on the first day back at school, “Zack, Zack?” whispered Jimmy from the other side of the bleachers. “Dude, I know you like my cousin. I can see it, don’t worry I think it’s awesome. Look to get on the right side of her talk about Slayer, Black Sabbath or Kiss. Don’t talk to her about Metallica or Megadeath. She hates them with the passion, get what I mean?” Zack’s face shone bright red with embarrassment as Jimmy spoke about Emily. He looked at Emily; she was turning constantly to look at him and Jimmy. “She lives with her our aunt May and her younger brother and sister” Jimmy spoke again. “Do you know if she likes me back” Zack asked awkwardly, “Of course! She never stops asking me about you!” Jimmy smiled at Zack and walked to the rest of the group, Zack followed behind with a huge smile. “BAKER! BAKER!” loud foot steps and heavy breathing was coming around the corner. “SHIT!! RUN!!” shouts Matt as they all ran to the other side of the bleachers. “Who’s Baker?” Emily said with confusion, “Oh, right… well that’s me… I missed baseball practise to see you” Zack said looking right in to Emily’s eyes. She blushed as he held her small delicate hands with his soft cold hands. “You really didn’t have to… I mean look at me I’m not exactly pretty” Emily laughed at herself as she told him. “You are pretty, don’t tell yourself that” Zack tightened his grip on Emily’s hand, “what are we gonna’ do now? The couch is looking for you!” “THIS!” Zack went straight in there and kissed Emily gently and passionately. As he pulled away Emily laughed, “The couch is coming let’s do it again!” Emily smiled as Zack grabbed her neck to kiss her again. “Sorry to break this up but have any of you seen Zachary Baker?” “Crap! I’m in the shit for sure” Zack muttered under his breath. “Sorry sir I think he went to the nurse. It could have been the food in the dining hall” Emily smile at turned to look at Zack, “Right, well if you see him tell him to get well soon”. The couch walked off and Emily looked at Zack’s grin, “Oh there you are, the couch was looking for you. Well he told me to tell you to get well soon because you had to go to the nurse” Emily winked at him and laughed with him. ”you can thank me later”, “How about now?” Zack kissed her one last time but much harder and powerful. “Well, well, well! It didn’t take you two long” Jimmy said as they all saw them kiss, “You’re going to be in each others pants before next week” Brian joked with a sinister smile on his face. “Fuck off” Emily and Zack shouted at the same time, they looked at each other and laughed. The bell for home time rang in every ones’ ears, “Would you like me to walk you home Emily?” Zack ask as he hugged her from behind. “If you like” Emily spoke softly as she kissed him once again on the cheek. As they approached Emily’s house Zack kissed her on the lips while they carried on walking. “Get you Emily! Is this you’re new boyfriend?” Zane and Gabby asked from the bedroom window, “Yeah got a problem?” Emily replied in a loud shout. “Don’t get in my nieces knickers or I’ll kill you! You hear!” laughed aunt May from the Living room window. Zack took a step away from Emily encase she wasn’t lying, “Don’t scare him like that! Zack don’t worry she’s not going to kill you” Emily pulled him close and kissed him goodbye. “Be hear for six, ok?” Emily reminded Zack, “I won’t don’t worry” Zack kissed her one last time and began to walk home. “You make me wonna’ be sick!” Gabby shouts down to Emily,  “Wait till you get a boyfriend like me and start kissing him” Emily stuck her tongue at Gabby’s direction. “And I might of got you one to” Emily whispered to herself.  It was already looking up for these two teenaged lovers.                                                                                                     To be continued...]]> 2011-08-23T13:00:26Z paradegm Buzznet avenged sevenfold johnny christ m.shadows music synystergates the rev zacky vengeance a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zackyvengeance johnnychrist johnnychrist` johny christ johnychrist m shadows m . shadows m shadows m shadows. m-shadows m. shadows m. shadows. matt sanders matt shadows matthew shadows matthewshadows mattsanders mattshadows mshadows . synyster gates synyster gates synyster gates synyster gates!! synyster gates. synyster gates.... synyster+gates therev http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/thumb-17309801.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/synd-17309801.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/mob-17309801.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/gallery-17309801.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/large-17309801.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/8/0/1/feat-17309801.jpg paradegm 0 1100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/avengedsevenfold/journals/98841431/
Chapter 3! Emily’s P.O.V. Zack told me it’s best to rest my head. He laid on the sofa and let me rest on top of him. We had Noah fast asleep on the armchair. Zack ran his fingers though my hair. “Just sleep the stress off Em.” He whispered. I nodded and rested my head on Misfits shirted chest. He slowly stocked my hair as I slowly fell asleep.   **Memory 1**                    “I’m cancelling the wedding.” He told me as he stood on the balcony. My eyes widened with shock. What was he think? Was he joking? “What? Why? Brian what are you say?” “It’s over…easy as that.” He flipped my off as he stood smoking his cigarette. My heart sank. It felt like someone just stabbed my in the heart or pulled it out of my chest. “Why are you doing this?” I questioned. He sighed. “I don’t want to hurt you anymore. I’ve done something so, so bad to you and you don’t even know it yet!” I turned to face me. His eye full of tears. I sat on the end of our bed. He threw his cigarette over the balcony and walked over to me. He kneed down in front of me. He placed his hands upon my knees. I pulled my legs up on the leg and looked away from him. I didn’t even want to look at him. What he said is making my mind pound. “Emily please listen to me.” “What if you’ve hurt me enough? Maybe I don’t want to listen.” “Emily-“ “LALALALALALALALA! I don’t want to hear it!” I acted like a child and put my fingers in my ears, trying to block him off. “Fucking hell Emily!” he screamed as he pulled my fingers out my ear. “You’re making it hard for me to explain! God!” I paced the bedroom a few times, rubbing his temples. “I’m sorry.” I muttered. “So now you apologise! Fucking hell!” he screamed as he threw the vase of roses to the floor. I jumped as the heard it smash. His anger raised as my breathing got heavier. “Do you want to talk it out?” I asked. He stopped pacing as I asked. He nodded. I moved myself to the edge of the bed. He sat beside me. “It’s gonna kill you when I tell you.” I warned me. “I’m ready. Just tell me please.” I whispered as I took his hand. He took a deep breath. “I’ve been cheating on you for a long time now…I never thought to tell you. I never wanted to cheat on you but it just came over me. I couldn’t control it. I was thinking about it but I think it’s for the best.” My heart stopped. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I let go of his hand. I pulled it back and slowly stood myself up. “Emily-“ “NO! Don’t even want you near me.” I eyes were burning eye. I tried to catch my breath but I started having one of my panic attacks. “Emily you’re having another attack.” “No I’m not. Don’t even step any closer Brian.” I tried to stop him. But he kept getting closer. He wrapped his arms around my waist. I walked me over to the bed and laid me down. “I’m sorry.” I whispered before kissing my forehead. He left the room. I curled myself into a ball and started to cry even more. I black tears ran to the white bed sheets, staining them. I tightened my grip on the bed sheets as I screamed my anger out. The next thing I know, Brian is packing his things and moving to the whore he’s been fucking behind my back. The hardest thing was…it was my best friends Michelle Dibenedetto…   **Memory 2**   So you got yourself a pregnant and single girl! Whoopee-fucking-do! Everyone thinks its some random guys kid. Oh it’s not! Its Brian’s… Wonna know how I know? Coz I knew before he cancelled our wedding. Before he ended it. Before he told me he cheated on me! I say in my room, rubbing my heavily pregnant belly. The only person that would care for me now was Zack. He’s been there for me since Brian felt. He’s been a sweetheart. It’s like he wants to help! “Emily…you up?” Zack asked as he slowly opened my bedroom door. “Yep…” I sighed. I sat myself up. Zack rushed over and sat beside me. “Everything alright?” I nodded. “Can I tell you something?” “Only if I can tell you something?” I nodded. “Do you want to say your thing first?” I asked in a laughed. he smiled “Go a head.” I smiled as I nudged him in his arm. She smiled. “Alright. Well I was think, all the time we spent together, it means a lot to me…I really do like you Emily.” I was shocked. I thought he was gonna tell me he burnt my toast again! “I think that’s really sweet Zacky.” I grinned as I took his hand. “Be mine?” he whispered. “As long as what I say doesn’t affect your feelings about me?” he nodded. “The baby’s Brian’s…”   **End of Memories**   I quickly opened my eyes. I never hurt Zack by telling him it was Brian’s…but I’m hurting myself for keeping it away from Brian! 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Chapter 2! Emily’s P.O.V. A picked Noah up and carried him up to his room. Zack followed just behind. I opened his bedroom door and sat him on his bed. “What do you want to wear today then Noah?” I asked. He shrugged. Well that was helpful! “Oh I know!” Zack jumped at the chance. He pulled out a Misfits shirt and grey jeans…like he was wearing. “He can be mini me for today!” Zack begged me. I sighed and nodded. Noah was all for it though. “Look…its mini Zacky.” He smiled as he picked him up after helping him get dressed. “I want my hair like Zacky’s!” Noah started to have a hissy fit. Gosh he’s getting attached to Zack now. Zack smiled at me. “Face it. I’m his role model.” He winked at me. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my sunglasses. “Where you off?” “I need a word. Noah, just watch some TV while mummy and Zacky have a word please.” I turned the TV on to SpongeBob Squarepants. He sat and giggled as he watched on. I pulled Zack into the hallway. “What is it Emily?” “I want to tell him Zack. I wonna tell Noah who his real dad is…” I whispered. He bit on his lip rings and nodded. “I think it’s about time we told him too.” “What if he starts calling him dad around everyone? What’s everyone gonna think?” I sighed as I thought about it. I rubbed my forehead in frustration. I stood chew my red painted nails as I thought of all the bad things that could happen. “Do you think he would really care about Noah now? He’s moved on since. He canalled your god damn wedding Emily.” “Stop!” I screamed at him. The tears rolled down my pail face. Zack wrapped his arms around me. “Shhhh you’re gonna upset Noah.” “No but I can’t keep it away from them forever.” He wiped my tears from my face. “I think you should sleep on it tonight…then if you still fee the same. Tell him tomorrow.” I nodded my head. I took a deep breath and wiped my running make-up off of my cheeks before going back to see Noah. I sat on the sofa beside him. He looked up and smiled. He has the same smile as his dad. Gosh I can’t bare it no longer! Why did he have to be such a wanker but his son is like an angel? Zack sat beside me and held my hand firmly. He kissed my knuckles and smiled at me. “You really don’t want him to know do you?” I whispered to him. He shook his head. “He won’t even make the effort to see Noah. He’s not meant to be a dad.” Zack admitted. “You just want me and Noah to your self Zacky.” I laughed. “Jealously is the cousin of greed.” “Is it a sin to want you both?” he raised an eyebrow. I smirked and rested my head on his lap. Noah crawled on my back and laid on it. Zack ran his fingers though Noah’s hair. I could feel Noah’s soft breathing on my back. We felt like a happy family. It was all I wanted. But I just didn’t think at first it would have been with Zack. I always thought of it to be with Brian…]]> 2011-08-23T12:53:01Z paradegm Buzznet avenged sevenfold music synyster gates zacky vengeance a7x avenged seven fold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avenged sevenfold a7x avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfold avengedsevenfolda7xavengedsevenfold zackyvengeance synystergates http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/thumb-17309481.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/synd-17309481.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/mob-17309481.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/gallery-17309481.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/large-17309481.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/7/3/0/9/4/8/1/feat-17309481.jpg paradegm 0 400