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No One Sings With Me

 

It's hard to love someone

When they don't love you back

It's hard to feel anything

When it's sanity that you lack

 

What happened to my colors?

Why is everything black and white?

Just because I'm different

Doesn't make it right

 

There's no point in singing

It won't get me anywhere

I look out to my audience

And see there's no one there

 

I should not fear the shadows

Yet they haunt my dreams

And so in echoing silence

You'll hear my frightened screams

 

For sorry means nothing

Or at least not to me

I've tried to use it many times

It never set me free

 

Fight for what you believe in

Never give up the search

Though the truth is hard to find

It's somewhere on this earth

 

 

Leave Me Behind

 

My heart is empty

My stomach's full

My soul is aching

My mind grows dull

 

How in paradise

Could this happen to me?

I guess not everything

Is as it seems

 

My beliefs come second

To what I have come to love

I have taken it for granted too long

I guess she just wasn't enough

 

He's taking what's his

He's leaving us behind

It's not like we matter

Not one of the tears we have cried

 

Everything that surrounded us

Glory, love, and peace

It broken apart

Let the pain never cease

 

Eat away at me

What can I do?

Nothing can fix this

Nothing but you

 

So my face

Means nothing to you?

Oh I just wish

There was something I could do...

 

 

Nothing More I Want

 

In this world there is nothing more

Nothing more I want

Than what you have and take for granted

Nothing more I want

 

This hole that is in my chest

That heaves with every breath

The thing that leaves me gasping

And begging for my death

 

The pain is too much to bear now

There is nothing more I want

I just sit and stare now

There is nothing more I want

 

I love you every waking second

I think about you every day

There is nothing I want more

And if things go my way

 

I want to be like you

Why can't people love me?

I want to have what you have

Why can't I be you?

 

I see my other options

All of them look grim

Why can't I do what I want?

My chances are looking slim

 

I don't want to be like everyone else

I don't want to conform

Some day I will have to

My individuality I mourn

 

It's the same thing everyday

I feel like I am trapped

The helplessness is coming for me

Closing in the gap

 

I can't sleep at night

Knowing I will fail

The compliments mean nothing

They are just a safety rail

 

Trying is no longer good enough

Succeeding is nothing more than words

Leaving me feeling empty

Being judged really hurts

 

I see how good I've got it

And something just doesn't click

All the things I've come to know

All the names seem to stick

 

I'm nothing more than useless

I guess I can't help the fact I don't know

But after the safety ends

Where am I to go?

 

I will sit beneath the stars

Nothing more to cover my head

Wishing that I were you

Or wishing I were dead

 

 

 

Birth Verse~

  

Once again the blood is spilled

Now write this down with ink and quill

Simple struggle to survive

Cut her open with big knives

Kicking screaming crying fit

Again this room is filled with it

Because I was born without eyes

All that I can do is cry

Blood runs down my little cheeks

As I make my tiny shrieks

Roughened hands grab me tight

Despite all that I could do to fight

Not that I matter anyway

Now that you have gone away

I missed the ticking of that clock

Now I wish that it would stop

Giving me another chance

Waking me from this lifelong trance

  

Life Verse~

  

Flowers swaying in the wind

Please, my lord, forgive my sins

As I walk the earth is dead

I sing a sad song and hang my head

A silent sorrow fills the air

Oddly it seems to linger there

On I go humming my tune

Trying not to see the gloom

Children buried in shallow graves

The shore is dilapidated by the waves

A call for help that no one hears

Is now constantly buzzing in my ears

We'll run along the shore so swift

I'll give you this eternal gift

Together we will walk along the shore

It's not like it matters anymore

Please don't fill my heart with guilt

My life is but a scattered quilt

To find all the pieces I have tried

To fix the emptiness inside

  

Death Verse~

  

Blade of silver, pools of red

Hungry razor has been fed

Let my blood fall to the floor

So that I may cry no more

As my screaming fills the room

I can smell my coming doom

So I know the day I'll die

Time for me to say goodbye

Skin is pale and palms are numb

Please realize that my time has come

So now I will leave this earth

Listen to this lonely verse

So tonight I don't exist

Unlike I had always wished

Torture is in my coming fate

To save my life it's much too late

Bury me in roses, red

Like all the times that I've bled

Now I'm dead and you don't care

Now no wind does touch my hair

I lay in the cold, cold ground

Where silence is the only sound

 

~Kay Pink

 

 

Just wanted to drop a line and say thank you to all of you who have suggested my photos to be featured, whether they're featured or not! (It's the thought that counts, right?!) However, the main featured photos link (http://www.buzznet.com/photos)...well...unless I'm just doing something wrong, sometimes after my photos are featured I'll go check it out on that link, only to find I can't find it to say thank you to the person who suggested it. Has anyone else had this problem? Well, I was just curious who it was that suggested these following photos, so that I can say thank you very much!
Oh yes, and this photo was also featured in a special on artists with vibrant colors and rainbows:

http://news.deviantart.com/article/64058/.

You must see the other photographers and their creative, brightly colored, original photography that are featured in the article!Especially if you love heart shaped anything, rainbows, and bright, vibrant colors!

*chorus* Hi Kristyn!

I decided to scan some of my old Sailor Moon drawings. They arent too bad considering I drew then when I was like 13 or 14. I just cleaned up the backgrounds and the colour a bit. All colouring and shading is by hand.