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December 12, 2009

Darkness Doesn't Hide Everything: Chapter Forty-Four: Period of Withdraw

CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR: PERIOD OF WITHDRAW

**Hey peeps :] Another chapter which I hope you'll enjoy**

Azura came to me. I was barely out of the hotel and into the dense forest when I felt her approach like a cool breeze through leaves. She said nothing but took my hand in hers as we continued to walk deeper into the woods. When we'd walked for sometime and the forest growth was so thick that it created an artificial twilight, I stopped. I turn my head slightly to look at Azura and even though I remained silent, she smiled. I cup her face and lay a soft kiss on her lips. It was one thing I loved most about Azura - she didn't press me for answers or explanations, she waited until I was ready to tell her. I sigh loudly, the tension in my body increasing as I couldn't prevent certain thoughts from consuming my mind. I close my eyes. I was angry and frustrated... and a little bit hurt and my beast mirrored those emotions as I felt him stalk back and forth, roaring fiercely at the new and unfamiliar blood bond.

I saw it again. It was there, a thick bloody cord and despite my loathing, for some inexplicable reason I was drawn to it - and that's what angered me violently. I reached out and touched it once again with my mind. No words can accurately describe the kind of feeling that arises from touching something so...so... I am at loss for a word to describe it. It was like I was sucked down a tube, tight and suffocating but so quickly that it was over and done within milliseconds as suddenly I was able to see Nataani. He was still in the corridor to the basement and as he lifted his hand with the remote to the guard over the window, he cocked his head in a way that told me he knew I was there, watching him. He pressed a button and the steel window opened fully, letting the bright beam of light surge into the now brightened basement. Both of us remained silent as I watched Nataani move forward.

"What is he doing?" I thought absently. As he moved into the sunlight, I couldn't hide the surprise I felt. I watched him as he turned and faced the sunlight head on, letting the light encompass him fully. He had his eyes closed and no sign of pain flickered across his face as he raised his arms and embraced the sunlight. He turned and faced me. Opening his eyes his gaze pinned my mind, my own gaze, and I was trapped. I felt his rising power and I felt my eyes widening in apprehension. I barely had time to think when all of a sudden wave upon wave of his power coursed through me and my own, incited by his, rose to join the fray. I couldn't rip my eyes off Nataani as he said to me in the expressionless tone he'd had ages to perfect, "Bill... do you want this power?"

I pulled back immediately, returning to my own consciousness violently. My body was shaking and I fell to my knees shocked. The tension in my body made my muscles coil painfully and as I shifted, it was my most painful to date. My scream morphed into a painful roar as I launched into a powerful run, sprinting through the forest as I fought to forget what had just happened. But I couldn't. The power I had felt had been so strong... so very strong and a part of me was drawn to it; drawn to the enigma of the bond Nataani and I had created. I shook my head roughly, dispelling all thoughts. What I needed right now, was silence, pure and unadulterated silence. Sprinting until my lungs burned, I stop. I had reached the darkest part of the forest and as I look up, one could be mistaken that it was only mid-morning. Collapsing onto the ground, I close my eyes and let the darkness surround me. I could feel Azura far behind me, her own shifted form resting in a tree-top as she waited. As much as I loved my lifemate passionately, what I needed most was to cut myself off for a moment from everything. For the first time I raise high, impenetrable walls against every connection I had to this world. I felt my brother's alarm quickly before it was cut off by the barrier, Azura's surprise and Nataani's silence as everything became quiet and I withdrew into myself.

Where I floated I knew not but for the first time in my life I was alone... completely. I felt nothing and I walked wherever. I was naked and beside me walked my beast. I stopped and laid a hand on the head of the large leopard. There was only us within the blackness and at the moment, that was all I wanted. As we continued to walk, comforted by each other's presence I felt ready to face the decisions I would have to make.

Highlights and lowlights from my life as a Carpathian and then as a Vampathian materialised before me and I stood mesmerised. From the lightening storm at the very beginning, when Tom and I first became Carpathians, our first training sessions with Nataani, our first encounter with a vampire and our numerous forays with fans. I saw it all... our first encounter with Namika and Jessamine which resulted in Tom's joy at finding his lifemate; the masquerade ball for our 21st... I smile as I remember the first time I'd seen Azura. Darker emotions quickly replace the earlier happiness as it begins - my kidnap and inevitable change into a Vampathian. I watch with heavy eyes as I relive quickly the night I was changed and the fight that was to follow against my friends... and especially against my brother. A lowlight somewhat eclipsed by the fact that Azura became my lifemate and I was reconciled with my brother. I continued to watch as the battle at the hospital came and went, and as the more recent memories flittered by I looked down slightly into the bright eyes of the leopard by my side, drawing strength from his company. The last memory that showed before everything dissipated was that of Nataani... and his question, a question that needed an answer.

As I continued walking, an emotion I hadn't felt in some time slowly wound its way through my body. Loneliness; and following closely behind that was fear. A fear of being left behind. I knew what loneliness was, it had consumed me when I thought I'd lost my brother, my friends. Until I understood that those bonds hadn't been broken and when Azura became my lifemate, I had never since felt alone.

I thought about the future... the fight that would take place in order to extinguish the evil that abounded. We would all fight... we were being trained to fight and to fight to the best of our ability. Would my friends die trying to kill my enemy? A heavy shadow burdened my heart as pictures of them bloodied and broken flashed in front of me. No! I wouldn't let that happen. I look down again at the leopard beside me, "I'm not going to let that happen" The leopard's bright eyes stared at me, strong with resolution and it was then that I knew I had made my decision.

End of Chapter Forty-Four.

 


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December 6, 2009

Sapphire Moon

                              

Ch.4

"He left not long ago actually, once he herd you were coming, he was outta here" Wyatt shrugged leaning against the stairwell with one hand behind his head.

"He...just...left?" I breathed, slowly gasping for air.

"You okay??" Wyatt jumped

"Need some water...please?" I panted,

"Um...right away!" He sprinted up the stairs in no time and after a few glass smashing, water gushing (and maybe a few curses) he came back downstairs practically shoving the water in my face. "Thanks" I breathed and downed the whole glass. Not realizing how much water was in there some liquid went down my wind pipe and I started really coughing. I felt like I was going to cough up a Lung!! Wyatt got scared and started hitting my back and finally I got my breath. "I'm fine! I'm fine!" I coughed. He rubbed my back and I sighed. Then two giant arms engulfed me! "Ack!!"

"Don't scare me like that!" he breathed, practically chocking me in a bear hug.

"Wyatt...can't...breath!" I chocked.

"Oops, sorry, forgot how weak you were," he loosened his grip but he didn't let go.

Loss of oxygen and being squished by a very strong guy made me feel weak and I felt like I was floating on air. Slowly I rested my head on Wyatt's shoulder and surprisingly he rested his on mine. "I can't walk" I groaned

"I'll carry you" he smiled

"To my room?" I ask

"Yea sure, you're not that heavy." Wyatt grinned

"Okay! Take me away" I swung my legs into his arms and he lifted me up with no effort, he even said "Upsy daisy"

"You are really strong" I muttered, resting my head at the crook of his neck, he just gave me a breathy laugh

"Age ain't nothing but a number" he sighed. "What are you forty?"

"Almost" I giggled.

He carried me all the way towards my bedroom and gently laid me down on the bed. He even covered me up in my Blankets!

"Hails, I'm sorry, I should have told you about you're dad, when you came here." He sighed

"No, no it's fine; I mean it's not your fault. It never is..." I faked a smile and waved him off, he smiled and told me to get better and he silently shut my door. My head felt 1000 tons heavier. I have grown up with real bad headaches most of my life, it usually occurs when something shocking happened or when I talk about an important topic.

 "Like my father" I breathed.  

"Why did I come here??"  I cried.

With only the heater and air responding to my question I closed my eyes and sighed.

**

When I thought I had the strength, I walked to my bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet. I took out the bottle of Advil and decided how much I should take, one? Two? The whole goddamn bottle?

Sadly my conscience told me to take two. I set the bottle down and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Fuck my life," I whispered, and threw the chalky pills in my mouth.

**

"My father leaves me and doesn't say why" I muttered to my self, walking back into my room "yet he looked so sad when I left him...this doesn't make sense!!"

I groan and fall back against my bed. Thoughts came back to me about the past as I shut my eyes; the voices in my head come to me as if someone turned up the volume in my head.

"You monster!" my mother cried, throwing the bottle of liquor at my father, "you really think you can do this to my daughter? She won't live here! I won't live here!"

"Be reasonable Danni'" my father sighed, hesitant to go towards my mom. "You had to much to drink I see"

"fuck you!" she spat, "don't act like I don't know what's goin on, I know exactly  what you are and I'm not gong to live with this while my daughter grows up"

I was hiding behind a piano when I was 3, even though I didn't realize what was going on, I felt the unwanted hate surrounding me. My father was watching me the whole night while my mom was out. She finally came home drunk as hell and she's really screaming at my dad.

"So you're just going to leave me? She's going to be just like me one day, you'll see" SMACK! My mom slapped my father right across the face. I gasp once I see and I start to cry.

"My daughter won't be a filthy DOG like you!" she hissed. I start to scream as her hands wrap around my dad's neck-

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

I jumped to the sudden sound; must have dozed off.... I thought

"Yo Wyatt! Open up!" someone shouts, sounds like a girl, girlfriend??

"Wyatt come on! We're melting out here!" some other girl shouts, Girlfriends??

I silently sneak out my bed room door and spy at whoever is downstairs. Wyatt comes sprinting at the door, trying to look cool as he is and checks himself out at the mirror. Now that I realize, Wyatt has really changed. He grew out his hair and his muscles have really grown out. He looks more like a man then a boy from the last time I seen him. Though seeing him trying to look cool makes me laugh.  Wyatt opened the door with a smile on his face, "Sup jazz? Sup Blaire?"

"Yo!" A girl punches Wyatt on the shoulder and skips into the house. She's fairly tall, and I can tell she really loves the color yellow. Her hair was tied back into a ponytail with yellow highlights sticking out and she wore a yellow tank top with matching black boots, with a black Tutu. She was spinning around the room like a complete maniac. Then I noticed that she couldn't see me, yet I could see them.

"Nice to see you again Wyatt" a girl giggles at the door. I could tell she was independent. She marched into the house like it was her own and she had sort of an attitude stance. She had black hair with purple curls framing her face and she had a multicolored tank top on along with some black skinny jeans and boots. She pushed the yellow haired girl to the side and walked into the kitchen. "You alone?" she asked, examining the house. Wyatt glance at my bedroom and said "yea,"

I giggled; he's trying to hide me!! Thinking he's all tough because he's all alone in the house. I regretted giggling because I laughed to loud. "Who's that!" someone shouted.

I gasped and ran into my room and closed the door. "It's upstairs!!" someone else shouted.

"Damn!"  I mutter. I leaned against the doorto kep from somebody coming in but then i realized, they were standing right outside!

"Open up! We know you're in there!" the girls shouted, hitting my door.

"Don't come in!" I yelled. "I'm ah, um...not decent!"

"Guys leave her alone" Wyatt shouted. The two girls gasped.

"It's a girl!!!! Wyatt has a new Girlfriend!" the girls laughed and tackled my door, once it flew open I went flying across the room

"aaah!!"

I cried out in pain and agony when I head landed on a hard shelf and then the floor.

 "Hayley!" Wyatt yelled, pushing the girls out of the way and picking my up in his arms. I just moan in pain, telling Wyatt to please put me down.

"Oh....my...god," One of the girls gasped.

"Hayley Starlight!"

"That's me!" I muttered, watching stars dance in front of my eyes.

"Haylz, you okay?" Wyatt asked, holding me close and away from the girls blocking my doorway.

"Everything is spinning" I sighed, resting my head on his shoulder.

"Now look what you guys did!" Wyatt barked, "she's home for 3 days and she's already knockout by you two"

"Don't look at me!" the purple haired girl raised her hands "I'm not the one hiding her! You should have at least told us that she would be here, that would've explained Orlando's behavior"

I jumped, "Orlando? My father?"

"Eerrr" the yellow girl rolled her eyes, completely embarrassed at what the purple girl said.

"Yes your father! He just up and left, once YOU came here" the purple girl huffed and crossed her arms. "no wonder he didn't want to be here"

I jumped out of Wyatt's arms and I marched up to her. "I don't know what the hell you are talking about, but I came here just to see my father, yes he's gone, so? That doesn't mean it's my fuckin fault. I just came here to see him and see how's he's doing, so don't you be blaming me for something I didn't do, iight?!"

The purple girl backed away from me a bit frightened because I was in her face and also I think she realized that I wasn't going to take her shit.

"Get the fuck outta my room if your gonna act like that to me!"  I barked, pointing at my door.

"Haylz," Wyatt cautioned, holding my arm gently, "its okay, Blaire's family"

"Blaire is it?" I sneered, calming myself down.

"Yes" she muttered, lowering her eyes at me.

"Then you must be my cousin" I looked at Jazz. I cleared my throat "our Cousin"

I took Wyatt's hand in mine and I gave him a reassured squeeze that it was okay to let me go. He slowly let me go and sighed. "So I see you know me" I smiled

"We do, your father talks a lot about you" Jazz smiled

"Well I hope it was good" I laugh, staring at Blaire. she just sighed.

"look Haylz, I'm sorry, your father means a lot to us and his sudden leave made us angry, I'm sorry I took it out on you"

"Apology accepted" I raised my hand toward her and she shook it.

"Okay" Wyatt cleared his throat, "how about something to eat?"

**

 Wyatt drove me and the girls to a place called "Denny's", it was an all day breakfast restaurant and though it was only 11, I thought "what the hell, I haven't eaten in a while"

Once Wyatt opened the doors for us the smell filed my nose and the place was...silent.

Except for a few coughs here and there and maybe a few mumbles, and maybe the oven humming. It was completely silent. The last restaurant that looked like this, was when I went to was I-hop, and damn was this place different!

Yea it was as big as I hop, maybe a couple 10 feet out, and the smell was decent. But I hop was loud, crazy and full! Whenever I would go to I-hop I would always smell strawberries. That always gave me the idea to always order the strawberry pancakes, or maybe waffles when I'm in the mood. But since I don't smell it, I just mumbled "I-hop is better"

Wyatt chuckled. "You shouldn't say that in Canada. They might murder you"

"Really? For that?" I asked, Blaire just giggled

"An oiler fan came her not too long ago and he got his ass kicked so bad he nearly died"

"Oilers?" I raised my eyebrow

"Well" Jazz smiled, "here in Canada, Hockey is the best sport here, so each city has a team, like Calgary, that's us, we have the Calgary Flames, and in Edmonton, the enemies, they have the Edmonton Oilers. It has been a long fight between the cities but you'll get use to it"

"I see" I murmered..."how many will it be?" a waiter came by, smiling like a Barbie doll.

"Four" Wyatt mumbled

"Right this way!" she gleamed, picking up some menus and leading us to our table.

"So, my name is Mandy, and our special is the usual, Coffee and American Breakfast 5.99, and you'll see your waiter soon!" she handed us our menus, waved and walked (no scratch that) skipped away.

"Wyatt, stop checking out her ass" I mumbled, scanning the menu for the best dish, Wyatt just shot me a glare.

"I wasn't!"

"Wyatt I have Preferal vision, don't act like I don't see you" Jazz and Blaire giggled there butts off. Wyatt just shook his head at me.

"What?" I asked, "You wanna check her ass out? Do it with your friends, not around me"

"Bossy much?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Not bossy, just dominant" I shrugged and went back to my menu.

**

So far I learned some things about Jazz and Blaire. Jazz lived her all her life and she's my dad's sister's niece, I wish I could have met her. She died 5 years ago, Jazz is thankful Wyatt was there, she wouldn't know how she would have moved on. He's like her older brother and she loves to dance. (She mentioned that like 100 times now)

Blaire had some family issues (which she didn't want to talk about at the moment), around the time Jazz's mom passed. She's been on her own since she left home; which was about 6 years ago. And Jazz moved in with her not too long ago.

"So Haylz" Jazz glanced at me, taking a bite out of her eggs. "How long were you here?"

"Not long, probably for three days" I shrugged.

"Hmm, I know it's sudden but how would you like to come to an after party with me this Saturday?"

"An after party? For what?" I asked.

"Just some band from Germany, Tokio Hotel. You herd about them right?"

"Nope" I pronounced the "P" with a pop! And took a sip out of my coke.

"You gotta be kidding me, you're the only person I know that doesn't know them" Blaire gasped.

"Well if you want me to go I'll go, maybe I'll be able to know the band."

"Well that won't be a problem, Wyatt here is a friend of the Guitarist" Jazz smiled, Wyatt just shrugged.

"Alright then, I'll go. Will there be anyone with us?" I asked

"Well they'll be us, Blaire, Wyatt, and the guys that are walking behind you" Jazz giggled.

I gave her a confused look and turned around, once I did, all the air in my lungs suddenly vanished. The guy who was staring at me was Gorgeous. He had those innocent brown eyes, pouty lips, which were waiting to be sucked on, and a hot muscular body that was waiting to be touched. I felt frozen, I mean literally! I couldn't move! I was pinned down by his gaze. All his long hair was tied back in a long ponytail. He looked similar to Wyatt, but much, much hotter. "Hey" he smiled.

"H-hi" I muttered, and I quickly turned around, looking at anything but the group sitting in front of me. Two guys were following the hot guy that kept looking at me. They both weren't as hot as the guy I was looking at but they did look a bit similar. Wyatt cleared his throat, "Haylz this is Colton" he pointed at one guy sitting next to the hot guy, "And Jacub" he pointed at the other guy sitting next to the Hot guy, "and this..."he was pointing at the hot guy. "Is Collin"

"Cute name" I mumbled, quickly regretting it. But he just chuckled.

"Thanks" His smile, made me almost die!

**

Well, let me count the plates that were filling the table, Maybe 20! It's been a half an hour since the guys came here and they devoured all the food that was here and all the 10 dishes that they ordered which was piled with everything! Ham, eggs, bacon, Potatoes. I just watched in shock while I seen them devour all this food.

"Don't worry, you'll get use to it later" Jazz giggled.

"Mien got, they are soo" I started, but then Blaire interrupted me.

"Big, fat and skinny?" she giggled

"That didn't make sense, but yes" I smiled, shaking my head.

All the guys were to busy concentrating on the food, then they realized that I was watching.

"What?" they all asked in unison, mouths filled with food

"Nothing!" I shrugged, holding back a laugh.

All the plates were cleared off the table by many waiters (which looked annoyed at us) and soon only the table had a couple drinks sitting here and there.

The boys talked about cars, motorcycles and al the things that I have to have a Y chromosome to understand, and then they all looked at me, obviously interested.

"Ya know Hails, we all know you," Colton smirked

"But we don't know everything about you" Jacub copied Colton's facial expression.

"So tell us about what happened while you were gone" Collin added, of course copying the same facial expression.

I gently set down my coke and I start to think. Should I explain my life? It isn't real interesting, and my reason to come here was simple. Should I tell them about the situation of my parent? It seems too much to talk about. I came here to early.

"Why do you need to know about me? I'm famous you should already know about my life" I faked a scoff and checked my nails. Jazz and Blaire just giggled.

"My dad and mom had a fight, mom and I left and 15 years later, I came back, lets leave at that kay?" I copied Colton's dumb smirk and took a sip out of my coke.


"What eves" Colton rolled his eyes and stood up, "we should get going," he said to the other guys. Collin sighed and him, Jacub and Colton were heading out the doors.

"I'll see you later Hayley" Collin winked and followed the rest of the guys. When he went out of my sight, I blushed till I looked like a tomato!

"He's hot eh, Haylz?" Blaire nudged my elbow, I just nodded.

"We should go," Wyatt cleared his throat. "We'll see you guys later"

"Aw you leaving now?" Jazz pouted, "But we already love Hayley"

"You can come by tomorrow, and I'm getting tired" Wyatt stretched and grabbed my arm, and then we both walked out the store. Pretty quickly if you ask me.

Once we were in the car I just looked at Wyatt, "what the hell, we didn't pay the bill!"

"Why do you think we're leaving first?" Wyatt smirked and pulled out of parking lot like a bullet out of a gun.


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November 14, 2009

Darkness Doesn't Hide Everything. Chapter Forty-Three: Welcome Back To Slavedom?

**It's been a while hasn't it? My trip to China and Vietnam was amazing and I was able to bring back some pretty cool stories. I do hope the opportunity to go back arises again. Anyway, here is chapter 43, I hope you guys enjoy it. A bit of twist I think in this chapter. I'm still not too sure on it, but I'll see how it works out**

CHAPTER FORTY-THREE: WELCOME BACK TO SLAVEDOM?

I would be lying if I said that such a small amount of sunlight didn't affect me because the plain truth was, it did.  As soon as it hit my outstretched palm, the pain was back and I clench my teeth, waiting for it to get worse... but it didn't. I couldn't hide my surprise as I felt a cool wind sweep through my body, eliminating the pain as it made its way down my arm into my fingertips. Turning my hand over and over again, the beam of light didn't disappear and I risk lowering the pain barrier I'd unconsciously erected. The pain intensifies for a moment but again the cool wind comes to eliminate it.

"Nataani, look at this! I don't feel a thing!" Turning my head around to glance at the vampathian behind me, I see his emotionless face and as I look into his eyes I see a deep concentration. Bringing my hand back to my side, I see the concentration in his eyes fade as he looked at me. It was very clear to me then, that his power at been the wind that had eliminated my pain.

"How did you do that?" I ask, looking down at my hand, wondering enigmatically at such a feat. I look up as Nataani sighs and rubs the back of his neck. As he walked towards me I saw in his eyes what he did not speak; and I felt anger rise in me at the revelation. The pathway that'd been created when I fed off him allowed his power to enter my core and from the inside, explore my body and power stores as he willed. I remain silent as I think about what that meant.... and the more I thought about it, the angrier I became.

It meant that with that ability Nataani would be able to manipulate and control the level of power I used at anytime. In light of this rude awakening and the added knowledge that he'd be able to call my beast if he so wished to I ran at him full speed, not bothering to hide my intent. I had the pleasure of seeing a flicker of surprise pass across his face before my fist connected nicely with it. He flew backwards and I leap towards him, my hands fisting in his shirt before he'd hit the ground. We land hard on the concrete and as I go in to punch his bloodied face again Nataani catches my fist and grabs the other hand fisted in his shirt. With a heave I felt myself being thrown off him. I hit the wall and fall to the ground. Coughing I look at Nataani who'd got up off the floor and, wiping away the blood I felt stain my chin, I charge at him once more.

Dodging the arms that reached out to stop me I crouch and spin, kicking out and hitting solidly Nataani's legs as he went over backwards. I didn't manage to get away in time as one of his hands caught my outstretched leg. As Nataani landed on the floor I was pulled backwards with him. I kicked at the hand that powerfully gripped my ankle but he wouldn't let go. He rolled over, throwing me once again as he hauled me over him by my foot. I twisted midair and landed in a crouch not a few meters away. He was just standing as, growling, I make my way towards him. Nataani made no attempt to move as he stood staring at me with emotionless eyes. Angry at his lack of response, I push him against the wall and grabbing his neck, lift his frame off the floor. His eyes bulged and I could feel his neck muscles working beneath my angry fingertips.

"Do you know what you have done to me?" I watched as blood dribbled from the corner of Nataani's mouth. Narrowing my eyes in rage I spit at him, "You have made me a slave to your command. You have made me your slave more so than that bloody vampire we're out to kill! A slave Nataani! This is the precise situation we were all working to get me out of." I tighten my hold on his neck and he coughs, spattering my hand with blood and saliva. With a disgusted sound I let go and he falls to the ground. Frustration overcomes me as I bend down and look Nataani in the eye, "Why do you not fight back Nataani!? Why do you not fight me? Why!?" I clench my fist and hit the wall behind his head, a mix of emotions being vented as I continue to punch the wall, bloodying my knuckles as I did so.

"I would apologize if I could but I can't." I look down at Nataani who was rubbing his bruising neck.

"What do you mean?" I say coldly.

"Bill have you realised how powerful we are now? You and I together..." He begins to stand up and I stand with him. "Bill, when we are fighting we'll be able to give power to one another, help each other - our power and stamina will be unrivalled. Pleiades will have no chance to stand against us."

I stare at Nataani. "No" I say quietly in response to a thought that had entered my mind; a thought of a time where I had been... I stop there. There was no point thinking such thoughts at a time like this. If what Nataani said was true, then I was indeed a slave and he also. We were slaves to each other. Looking at Nataani I ask, "So what stops us from taking from one another what we want?"

"Trust..."

I scoff bitterly.

"Trust? Trust! Geez Nataani, do you know how little I trust you after what you've done to me?!" A lot of things would need to happen before the regret I felt for feeding off Nataani would disappear - if it ever would. Why did I even suggest... I shake my head; it wouldn't help at all if I started thinking that way. Nataani lays a hand on my shoulder, his eyes burning into mine as he said, "I promise to teach you all I know and to not take advantage of the bond that's been created here today." Shaking off his hand I turn and walk away, "You're awfully forgiving about the fact that I tried to kill you a few moments ago." I could hear the bitterness in my own voice as I said it. Nataani remains silent as I make my way out of the basement; training, if you could call it that, concluding prematurely as I left Nataani alone with the thin beam of light.

End of Chapter Forty-Three.


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http://ema.mtv.dk/stem

7-Europe

http://ema.mtv.tv/vote

8-Finland:

http://ema.musictelevision.fi/aanesta

9-France/ Belgium (french):

http://ema.mtv.fr/votez

10-Germany/ Austria/ Switzerland:

http://ema.mtv.de/abstimmen

11-Greece:

http://ema.mtvgreece.gr/vote

12- Hungary

http://ema.mtv.co.hu/szavazas

13-Israel:

http://ema.mtv.co.il/vote

14-Italy:

http://ema.mtv.it/vota

15-Netherlands:

http://ema.mtv.nl/stem

16-Norway:

http://ema.mtv.no/stem

17- Poland

http://ema.mtv.pl/glosowanie

18-Portugal:

http://ema.mtv.pt/vota

19- Romania

http://ema.mtv.ro/voteaza

20- Russia

http://ema.mtv.ru/vote

21-Spain:

http://ema.mtv.es/votar

22- Sweeden

http://ema.mtv.se/rosta

23- Turkey

http://ema.mtv.com.tr/oy_verin

24-UK:

http://ema.mtv.co.uk/vote

25-Ukraine

http://ema.mtv.ua/vote






Alternative Links: 

Adria: 
http://ema.mtvadria.com/artists/tokio_hotel
Africa: 
http://ema.mtvbase.com/artists/tokio_hotel
Arabia: 
http://ema.mtva.com/artists/tokio_hotel
Baltic: 
http://ema.mtvbaltic.com/artists/tokio_hotel
Belgium (Dutch) : 
http://ema.mtv.be/artiesten/tokio_hotel
Danemark : 
http://ema.mtv.dk/kunstnere/tokio_hotel
Europe : 
http://ema.mtv.tv/artists/tokio_hotel
Finland: 
http://ema.musictelevision.fi/artistit/tokio_hotel
France/Belgium (French) : 
http://ema.mtv.fr/artistes/tokio_hotel
Germany/Austria/ Switzerland : 
http://ema.mtv.de/kunstler/tokio_hotel
Greece : 
http://ema.mtvgreece.gr/artists/tokio_hotel
Hungary : 
http://ema.mtv.co.hu/muveszek/tokio_hotel
Israël : 
http://ema.mtv.co.il/artists/tokio_hotel
Italy : 
http://ema.mtv.it/artisti/tokio_hotel
Netherlands : 
http://ema.mtv.nl/artiesten/tokio_hotel
Norway : 
http://ema.mtv.no/artister/tokio_hotel
Poland : 
http://ema.mtv.pl/artysci/tokio_hotel
Portugal : 
http://ema.mtv.pt/artistas/tokio_hotel
Romania : 
http://ema.mtv.ro/artisti/tokio_hotel
Russia : 
http://ema.mtv.ru/artists/tokio_hotel
Spain : 
http://ema.mtv.es/artistas/tokio_hotel
Sweeden : 
http://ema.mtv.se/artister/tokio_hotel
Turkey : 
http://ema.mtv.com.tr/sanatcilar/tokio_hotel
UK : 
http://ema.mtv.co.uk/artists/tokio_hotel
Ukraine : 
http://ema.mtv.ua/artists/tokio_hotel

 

VOTING ENDS: November 1, at 11.59pm CET / 7:59 pm ET


Posted by MissShell on 10/30/2009 4:47 PM Comments (2)

October 13, 2009

Tokio Hotel's Humanoid Review

 

It's been  a week since its release, and I have to say I was a bit skeptical about this album. I have been an on/off fan of Tokio Hotel for a while, I used to really love them, and then I would just lay back and not care. But I decided to buy this album over the weekend just too see what their new stuff was like. I listened to it the first time in the car, and I couldn't really understand much, but the second time I took a listen, I was surprised with how much it sounded. It's a new sound from Tokio Hotel, yet it's still the same Tokio Hotel (if you're a fan) you've come to love.

Songs like World Behind My Wall, Zoom Into Me, That Day (even though it's got some screamo going on in it, yes it's true!), and Phantomrider are still the same type of pop/ballad sound you normally hear from Tokio Hotel.

When I heard their song Humaniod for the (well second time) I was surprised with Bill's vocals, it's something new to me, along with their song Screamin' the effects they've got on Bill's voice are very well done, it sounds very different, but you can still tell it is Tokio Hotel!

I'm not going to go and say I dislike the album, when I don't, I acutally love the new album, I didn't expect to. I bought it thinking I'd give it a couple listens then it'll go on my shelf of CD's, but I think this will be a CD that I'll be listening to for the couple weeks/months.

This album to me feels inspiring and it's fresh, something new from a band that's done the same thing for so long, it's time they took a change, put a spin on things.
I suggest you go out and buy the album, and not only if you're a Tokio Hotel fan, even if you aren't you should pick it up and give it a listen, you'll defiantly be surprised at the way it's done!

  


Posted by MEGGHAN MuckinFuzz on 10/13/2009 1:10 PM Comments (0)
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