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Emily I woke up early to go get some coffee with Matt.I could tell we were going to be good friends.We had a great time and got back at around 11.I ran to Alex nad I's bunk and crawled in. "Mmmmmm. Your warm." Alex said while wrapping his arms around me. I giggled and turned toward his face. His eyes were still closed but he had a big smile on his face. I started playing with his hair causing him to open his eyes. I gave him a quick kiss and nuzzled my head into his neck. "You need to wake up" I told him with a smile. "Five more minutes?" He groaned. "Nope.Everyone else is up but you"  "Your point is?" "Get your ass out of bed before I kick it out." He quickly got out and walked to the bath room. I smiled and walked to the front lounge. Everyone was now awake. Rian sat on the couch talking to Matt and it seemed the rest of them were in the back lounge.I took a seat at the small table smiling while doing so.Touring didn't seem to be that bad but I still didn't have many friends. Suddenly there was a knock at the door and 3 people came running in. There was one girl and two boys.The girl sat on Rian's lap and gave him a kiss while the boys ran to the back of the bus.Alex didn't tell me which bands weregoing to be on tour with them so I guess this is one of them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know its short but It's an update right?:/ and I'm sorry for the latness! I also don't have the banner on this computer.- Emily]]> 2011-07-22T12:11:08Z emis033 Buzznet alex gaskarth all time low emily matt flyzik rian dawson alexgaskarth #alltimelow $$alltimelow$$ all tim elow all timelow all-time low allt ime low alltime low alltimelow mattflyzik riandawson http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-thumb.png http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-synd.png http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-mob.png http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-gallery.png http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-large.png http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-feat.png emis033 0 400 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91737111/
So I said this would be updated yesterday but I never got to it, sorry(: I can't promise any fast updates because I do have a lot of school responsibilities :/ BUT I PROMISE THAT I WILL KEEP UPDATING THIS STORY, YOU MIGHT HAVE TO WAIT A LITTLE WHILE (: but hopefully it's worth the wait ~The Next Day~ (Remember that Colin is still only 5 years old, and Carter is still a baby. The Never Grow Up one-shot hasn't happened yet) Hayley walked past the pictures frames hanging on the wall and made her way downstairs. When she turned the corner she spotted Josh cradling Carter in his arms as he walked around the kitchen preparing Colin's lunch for school the day. "Want me to take him?" she asked as she reached for Carter. "No it's ok, I got him." Hayley nodded and made her way over to Colin who was sitting on a bar stool, "Morning bud." she said before she leaned in and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. "Ewwww!" Colin yelled, "You have kooties!" he said wiping off the kiss with the palm of his hand. "What about Gracie, she's a girl." Hayley asked him in an attempt to make him talk about her. She was curious. "Gracie is different, she doesn't have kooties." he responded placing his hands back on the counter. "Oh." Hayley said realizing that she wasn't going to get anything else out of him. She looked over at Josh who immediately looked down at the PB&J sandwich he was making for Colin. Hayley furrowed her eyebrows and sighed before walking into the living room and plopping herself on the couch. Josh had been acting weird for a while now. At least a week. She pondered on what she could have done. Hayley couldn't think of anything she could have done. Truth was that they actually haven't had a full conversation in a few days. What did this mean? Was it a sign that they were going to get a divorce? "No it can't be." Hayley whispered to herself. "I'm dropping Colin off at school." Josh said emotionless as he made his way to the door with Colin trailing behind. "Bye Col, love you." Colin looked from behind him and yelled, "Love you to Haywey, see you later!" "Bye Josh." she said as she got up from the couch making her way over to the door. She went to take Carter when he said, "I'm taking him with me, I need to to the grocery store anyway." Hayley looked at him puzzled, "Why do you need to take him it you're going to the grocery store?" Josh tightned his lips, obviously getting annoyed, "I don't know, I just want to. Is that ok?" he asked. Hayley walked backwards, beginning to get afraid, "Yah it's fine. See you when you get back." "Ok." he said before shutting the door behind him. Something wasn't right with Josh she thought to herself as she proceeded in walking to the bathroom to take a shower. ~A half-hour later~ Hayley heard a car door slam as she walked out of the bathroom towel drying her hair. She walked to her and Josh's bedroom and tossed her dirty clothes in the hamper before walking downstairs. "Hey." she said when she saw Josh walk through the door with Carter. He set Carter down next to his play mat then walked past Hayley and into the living room. She felt a sense of hurt run through her body. She was going to settle this now. "Alright Josh, what's going on?" she asked sternly as she sat on the couch. "What are you talking about Hayley?" he questioned. Hayley gasped, Josh never called her Hayley, it was always Hayles. "I'm talking about the way you've been ignoring me, blowing me off. I'm your wife." "I know you're my wife Hayley, and I don't mean to blow you off." he said avoiding eye contact. "Josh look at me." she pleaded. He continued to stare straight ahead, "Josh what's the problem, what did I do?" "Nothing, you didn't do anything." he told her. "Josh stop!" Hayley yelled, "Would just tell me what's wrong?!" "What if I don't want to?" he hollored. Hayley was taken back. "Josh...you-you don't mean that do you?" Josh shook his hair and turned to her, saying nothing, "Why are you doing this Josh?" she asked, tears whelming in her eyes. Josh took a moment to collect himself, "Hayley I love you, you're the love of my life." Hayley continued to look at him as he finished, "But you're suffocating me."]]> 2011-03-23T11:59:27Z heyitshannah Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/thumb-13842281.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/synd-13842281.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/mob-13842281.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/gallery-13842281.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/large-13842281.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/4/2/2/8/1/feat-13842281.jpg heyitshannah 9 800 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91716301/
I'm disappointed with myself :/ I'm sorry, but I personally love this so I hope you do to AND I'M UPDATING MY NUMBER ONE TONIGHT BECAUSE I HAVE NO HOMEWORK(: I've had this planned for a long time, so I figured I'd post it now Hayley sat in the hot metal chair and looked at the sky. It was a bright, sunny June day, she could feel the sun beating through the thin, airy fabric of her white sundress. She looked to her right and saw her 13 year old son Carter and her husband Josh sitting beside her. Time had really flown by, she was sitting at her little brother's high school graduation. "Mom look." Carter said pointing to the line of adolescents lined up near the stage. She follwed Carter's gaze and saw Colin standing behind his girlfriend, Gabriella. When he saw that she was looking at him he tipped his cap and smiled at her. A tear rolled slowly down her cheek, "You ok?" Josh asked. She looked at him, "Yah I just-I didn't think I would do this." she responded as she wiped a tear off her cheek. "I remember the first full day I had with him after my parents died. I was so confused and scared. I didn't want to-" Hayley stopped rambling and said, "I'm sorry hun, you probably don't want to hear this. "No Hayles, go on." She smiled and continued, "I didn't want to mess up his life, one little mistake and his world could have come crashing down and I might not have known what to do." Josh kissed her cheek and said, "He turned out fine, you did a great job." A warm feeling ran through her body and she said, "Thanks." "Welcome family, friends and faculty for joining us in the graduation ceremony of the class of 2018." (A.N. I think this is right, but I'm not sure, just roll with it, lol) Everyone in the audience clapped and waited until something else was said, "Now for some words from our valedictorian, Gabrielle Hynes." Gabriella walked on stage, smiled and began her speech. As Gabrielle was talking Hayley felt pleased as to what a nice girl Gabriella was. She was glad that Colin had found a winsome girlfriend who had a good head on her shoulders. She was independent and Hayley loved that about her. "Thank you." Gabriella said sweetly after finishing her speech. The prinicipal walked back onto the stage and said, "Now let's meet our graduates." After a a few minutes of calling names Hayley heard her little brother's name, "Colin Micheal Williams." Her eyes followed him as he made his way onto the stage, he shook the prinicipals hand and was handed his diploma. As he was walking off the stage and to the seats designated for the students Hayley's mind drifted off and she started to have a flashback of the day that she was told she was Colin's legal guardian. ~Hayley's POV~ I pushed the heavy glass doors open and saw an office. Small size, a desk with consultation chairs next to it, a few a few windows that let the light come through and reflect off the polished desk, and tiled floors. I took a deep breath before the chair behind the desk spun around revealing a petite women dressed in a cacky suit. "Hello Mrs. Williams." she said pointing to a chair, "Please take a seat, we have alot to discuss." I sat in the cushioned arm chair infront of the desk and set my handbag on the floor. She looked at the women who smiled and said, "First I want to express my sorrows for your recent loss." I nodded and said, "Thank-you." After an awkward silence she spoke again, "Now you have a younger sibling, Colin if I'm correct?" "Yes." I replied, my voice shakey. She leaned to her left, opened a drawer and took out some papers. After tapping them on the desk to even them out she said, "This is your mother and father's will. It says if anything ever happened to them they would like you to be Colin's guradian...if you're over the age of 17. Which you are." A lump formed in my throat, probably out of fear, "So what you're saying is that I-I'm Colin's guardian?" she beckoned her head, "Yes, that's exactly what I'm saying." I ran my sweaty hands down my jeans and asked, "Where's Colin now?" "At your grandparents house." she responded, handing me a few forms? "What are these?" I questioned. "Just some basic health records." I smiled weakely and said, "Ok, thanks." I got up from the chair and walked over to the door, turning the door knob to let myself out. When I was on the other side of the door leaned againts the wall and slid down to the ground. How am I supposed to take care of my brother when I don't even know what I want myself? How is this going to work, what if I mess him up? I attempted to shake the thoughts out of my head, and walk to my car. When I got to there I sat in the drivers seat and let my head rest on the steering wheel for a moment, then picked it up and drove to my grandparents house. "Hayles, you ok?" Josh asked, distracting me from my thoughts. I looked up at him and he said, "It's time to go." I stood up from my chair and held out my hand, "Carter c'mon." He groaned and replied, "Mom I'm thirteen, you don't need to hold my hand in the parking lot anymore." Her smiled dropped and she held back tears, "Mom I didn't mean anything by it, it's just that I'm growing up." "I know sweetie, it's ok." she told him as they approached their car. Colin was standing in near it waiting for them, "I actually fuckin-." Hayley's eyes went wide and Colin realized what he did, "I actually graduated Hayley. I'm not a failure." he joked. Hayley walked over to him and slung her arm around his shoulder, "I always knew you would." "Where's the party?" Carter asked. "We were supposed to throw him a party?" Josh teased. Everyone in the car laughed and Colin suddenly said, "Wait...you guys did throw me a party right?" Hayley looked behind her, "Of course we did, what kind of sister do you think I am?" Colin snaked his hand through the hole in the head rest and pinched her neck causing her to flinch, "Dude, what the heck?" "What?" Colin asked, acting oblivious to what he had done. "You just pinched my neck." She exclaimed. "Prove it." he said. "Oh well why don't you just look at the big as-asstastic mark on my neck?!" Hayley yelled, correcting her swear, she didn't like to swear infront of Carter. Even it he was thirteen. "Make me." Colin ridiculed. "You wanna go?" Hayley said putting her arms through the hole in the head rest. "Hayles, listen to yourself." Josh said laughing. "You sound like you're 15 again." "Wow, I really do." Hayley said as Josh turned the car into the driveway and turned the key, causing the car to turn off. "Mom, can I call Toby so he can come over for the party?" Carter asked as he shut the door. Hayley reached into her purse and took out her cell phone. She handed it to her son and said, "Sure, his phone number is under his mom's name." "Ok, thanks Mom." Carter responded before running to the house with Josh trailing behind. Hayley and Colin were left standing near the car alone. She looked over and saw Colin playing with the tassle on his hat, "So this is really it huh?" he asked. "What do you mean?" Hayley questioned. Colin held his graduation hat by the tassle and responded, "I'm moving out and going to college in the fall." Hayley ran her hands through her red hair, "It's going to be so different not having you in the house." Colin stayed silent. "It seems like just yesterday you were clinging onto my leg because you didn't want to go the kindergarten." Colin laughed, "I know, man time really flew." Hayley stared at her little brother for a moment. He had really grown up into a fine adult. She didn't know how she did it, but she managed to raise him...and he actually turned out normal. She giggled at the thought and Colin said, "Let's take one last picture together." Hayley smiled and agreed, Colin out his arm around his shoulder and smiled as did Hayley. Just as he was about to take the picture with his iPhone he quickly placed his graduation hat on her head causing her to laugh hysterically. "Let me see the picture." Hayley said, still wearing the hat. Colin tapped the picture app and the picture popped up. "That's hilarious." she said covering her mouth with her hand. The picture was of the two of them, standing in the driveway near the car. Colin had his hand placed over her shoulder and was smiling. On the other hand Hayley had strands of hair strown across her face because of the hat that Colin had thrown on her head at the last second. She had a foolish, laughing grin on her face. "I love it." she finally said. "I'll e-mail it to myself and print it out for you." Colin said as he slid his phone back in his pocket. Hayley nodded and said, "Ok, lets go enjoy the party." ~The following Fall~ "Bye Col." Hayley said shakily, holding back her tears. "Bye Hayles." Colin replied, he didn't want to admit it but he was attempting to hold back tears as well. The siblings hugs, and Colin slipped a picture into her pocket before saying good-bye to Josh and Carter and getting in his car. "Look in your pocket Hayles." he said through the car window before driving off. Hayley curiously reached into her pocket and pulled out the picture they took the day of Colin's graduation. She flipped it over and saw writing on the back in pen.   Hayley, Good job! You didn't screw me up :P I'm going to miss you, Josh and Carter. But I'm going to miss you the most..because you're my big sister and well you were practically my mom. But you weren't one of those psycho mom's you were the cool kind (: lmaoo Signed...I mean Love, Colin A tear ran down Hayley's cheek and it bounced onto the paper then rolled down.  Short and sweet and to the point. Just like Colin.]]> 2011-03-22T09:15:55Z heyitshannah Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/thumb-13832071.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/synd-13832071.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/mob-13832071.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/gallery-13832071.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/large-13832071.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/8/3/2/0/7/1/feat-13832071.jpg heyitshannah 9 800 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91584611/
Emily I woke up bright and early. I put on some skinny jeans,a Escape the Fate shirt, and my favorite beanie Alex had given me. I ran down stairs to talk to my dad but first I looked at Alex. He was adorable when he slept. I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek then ran to my dad's office. "Daddy?" I asked opening the door.   "What dear?" He put down his news paper to look at me.   "I know your mad about Alex and I but please daddy. I really like him!" I gave him my puppy sog eyes.   "Fine! But this just this once. If I see that one more time you will never see him again." "Thank you so much!!!" I gave him and hug and ran off to make breakfast. I made eggs and  bacon and placed the plate on a tray. I poured a glass of orange juice and walk slowly to the living room making sure not to drop anything. I placed everything on the coffee table. I kissed Alex's head. "Morning" He groaned but smiled. "Get up! Only a week before tour!" I giggled. Of course that week flew by fast and we were on the bus in no time. It was my first day and I was a bit nervous. I didn't know his friends that well and a few of them were really odd. I just laid in the bunk Alex and I were sharing for the next few months. I had now been laying there for hours watching the British Skins. Suddenly the curtain opened. "Em we're at the venue you come and get something to eat." I rolled my eyes and hopped out of the bunk. "Be happy! Please? For me?" He gave me his cute puppy dog eyes. I put a fake smile on to please him. He gave me a peck on thew lips then held my hand. We ate at some pizza place. I decided to watch their set that night. They were amazing on stage! But off not so much. I waited backstage for Alex but they had one more song. I sighed.  "Here" Matt Flyzick pulled up a chair for me to sit on. "Thanks" I nearly whispered. "I was wondering if you wanted to help me tomorrow. Just with some shit I have to do because you don't seem to be getting along with everyone to well"  "They don't seem like the kind of people that would like me. I mean I can be funny and act stupid but I feel like I will make a fool of myself." "Well start off small and become friends with the crew first. The band does take a bit to get used to." I smiled. "I guess I'll do some work with you tomorrow. Alex will probably hang out with his friends." Their set ended and they came off stage.I got a big sweaty hug from my wonderingful boyfriend. "C'mon, let's go back to the bus. I need a shower and then we can cuddle" At least Alex is here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry for lateness!!!-Emily]]> 2011-03-14T13:59:22Z emis033 Buzznet alex gaskarth alexgaskarth http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/thumb-13765681.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/synd-13765681.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/mob-13765681.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/gallery-13765681.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/large-13765681.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/7/6/5/6/8/1/feat-13765681.jpg emis033 0 700 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91396101/
I'm sorry....haha(: it's been almost a month, thats a record for my late updates. anywhoo, I hope you didn't forget about my story :/ THIS IS IN COLIN'S POINT OF VIEW!(: I wanted to try something new, and you guys deserve it since it's been so long since i've updated. Now remember I'm writing what a 5 year old would know so everything's not going to be correct and the vocabulary isn't going to be very fancy, lol(: I threw my Car's backpack on the table and walked to the friendship circle that Mrs. Belevance told me about. When I got to the round rug I sat down next to a boy...he smelt like Josh did. Maybe he used his daddy's perfume, I wanted to use Josh's but Haywey wouldn't let me. She said I had to grow chest hair first. I was about to tap the boy to the side of me on the shoulder but Mrs. Belevance took my hand and guided me to the middle of the circle. "Everyone this is Colin." she said cheerfully. "Hewwo!" I said waving my hand really fast. "Colin, why don't you tell us around your summer." "Otay." I responded, I looked at Mrs. Belevanve who was on her way back over to where she was sitting. I stood there nervously before she said, "Go ahead Colin, tell us everything you want to tell us." I took a breath and began, "My sister Haywey got mawwied to Josh. Josh taught me how to pway football. And then Haywey had a baby named Cawtor." I paused, thinking about what else happened that past summer. "Oh and yesterday I saw  bug walking on the fwoor, so I stepped on it wiff me shoe and Haywey got mad cause the bug insides got on the fwoor." I looked around at the kids and saw that they were laughing, yes! "I named the bug Philip." I let out a small giggle before Mrs. Belevance put her hand lightly on my shoulder, "Colin-" she said laughing. "It sounds like you had a great summer, was Cartor the baby that Josh was holding when they brought you?" "Yup!" I told her, she looked down at me smiling, "Everyone give it up for Colin!" she said causing everyone in the class to clap. Mrs. Belevance looked at the clock and said, "Okay everyone, go on over and sit at a table." I ran over to the table that my backpack was on and quickly sat in a chair. One other kid followed me, it was a girl. "Hi, I'm Colin." I said happily. The girl looked at me and said, "Hi Colin, I'm Gracie." I put out my hand and she shook it, I got this warm feeling inside my tummy, it was like a million butterflies were flying around in there. "Okay kids." Mrs. Belevance said, "It's art time, everyone go get a container of crayons and a piece of paper. I want you to draw a picture of your favorite part of last summer."  I got up and walked to where the crayons were and took two containers of crayons and two pieces of paper. One for me and one for Gracie. "Thanks Colin!" she said after I put the crayons and paper in front of her. I began to draw, I drew a picture of Haywey, me and Josh at the park, Cawtor wasn't here yet, he was still inside of Haywey. Thats why I made Haywey's tummy really big. I peeked at Gracie's picture and saw a doggy and a person, I guessed that it was her. "That looks really nice Gracie." I told her. "Thank you, I like yours to." she answered sweetly. ~A couple hours later~ I opened my lunch box and took out a juice box, a sandwich, a Go-Gurt, and a bag of fruit snacks. "What do you have for lunch?" Gracie asked me as she slid down the bench to sit closer to me. "Ham and cheese." I answered as I held my sandwich up and inspected it. "What do you have?" I asked her. She took out her sandwich and responded, "I have tuna." I smiled at her and asked, "Want to trade?" "Sure!" she said happily as she passed her sandwich to me and I passed mine to her. As we were eating our lunch's a boy walked passed us and began singing, "Colin and Gracie sittin in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" "STOP!" I yelled. The boy stood there and continued singing even louder, "COLIN AND GRACIE SITTIN IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" I felt myself getting madder and madder, I threw my sandwich on the floor and walked over to him, "STOP IT!" I yelled in his face. "NO!" He yelled louder. I clenched my fists really tight and yelled back, "STOP IT!!" "Whats going on here?" Mrs. Belevance asked before she kneeled down to get to our levels. "He was singing mean things to me and Gracie." I told her. "What was he singing?" I began to immitate him, "COLIN AND GRACIE SITTIN IN A TREE K-I-S-S-I-N-G!" She looked at the boy and said, "Now Nick you know that it's not nice to be mean to people." Oh so his name was Nick. Nick looked down and answered, "I know." "Apologize to Colin and Gracie please." Mrs. Belevance ordered. He looked up and said, "Sowwy Colin, sowwy Gracie." I walked back over to Gracie and sat down, "It's okay." I told Nick before I opened my fruit snacks. ~A couple more hours later~ "Colin!" Mrs. Belevance yelled over all the noise, I turned around and she said, "Your sister's here to pick you up." I looked at the door and saw Hayley standing there, I waved at her before I began to pack up my things. "Bye Gracie." I said as I pushed my blue chair in, Hayley said it was good manners to push your chair in. "Bye Colin." she responded before she walked over to me and hugged me. I smiled and put my arms around her, when we pulled away from the hug she smiled at me and said, "See you tomorrow Colin!" I nodded and said, "Okay!" I made my way over to Hayley, "Who's that Col?" she asked me. "Thats Gracie, she's my new best friend." ok, I think this is pretty darn cute(; hehe I had fun writing it]]> 2011-03-02T14:56:16Z heyitshannah Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/thumb-13650961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/synd-13650961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/mob-13650961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/gallery-13650961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/large-13650961.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/6/5/0/9/6/1/feat-13650961.jpg heyitshannah 8 700 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91115561/
Jasey Rae  Waking into the shop I smelled coffee and tea.I ordered my black coffee and sat at a table in my favorite coffee shop. I looked at all the heart decorations. It was Valentine's Day and I was alone.It was about 4 pm. A few couples had come and gone but most were out some where more romantic. To me this place was perfect. Nearly silent and calm. It was my second favorite place to be. My first was my ex boyfriend's house. I loved it there but haven't been there in months. We broke up because of his nx touring. I sighed looking at the people bring a few speakers onto the small stage. Some 17 year old kid was supposed to play a gig here. I pulled my book out of my bag and began reading. 2 hours pasted by and it was 6. Lovers started to come into the shop and take their seats for tonights show.Some waiting peacefully and other making out. I saw a few of my old friends but didn't say anything. They knew I was alone and liked it that way. Some how when Alex and I broke up all my friends had left me. I was alone in the world. My family and friends thought I liked it that way but I really didn't. I wanted just one person. A person that loved me as much as I loved them. Maybe one day. The young boy started playing his guitar. The songs were sweet and cute. I was having a great time until he walked it. Alex. He was alone. I think is was supposed to meet someone here. He was cute and had a great personality so there was no way he could be alone on Valentine's Day. After the 4 song I started craving a cigarette. I hadn't smoke in a a good 6 months now but I just needed it. I walked out with no one noticing. I saw some one standing next to me as I lit my cigarette. It was him of course.   "Hey" I said to him.   "Hey" He said back.   "I thought you were never going to smoke again, Miss Jasey?" He asked taking a sip of his beer.   "I'm 20 I can do what I want.What about you? No more drinking thats bull shit, Mr. Alex." I stomped out my cigarette and pressed my back against the cold wall.   "I'm 23. I can drink if I want." I just rolled my eyes.   "Here alone?" He asked   "What do you think? If I wasn't here alone I wouldn't be standing out he smoking next to you would I?"   "Guess not. I'm here alone too."   "Oh poor Gaskank couldn't find himself an ugly whore?"   "No. I could find someone as beautiful as you." I looked at the ground shocked.I smelled alcohol moving closer to me. Suddenly he kissed my cheek. I missed that. I missed him. My phone vibrating soon distracted me.   From:Max!! <3   You know I love you baby but I'm having Ian over and I think tonight is the night. I'm so sorry! He also asked me to move in so you kind of have to find a new place to stay. Super sorry babe! Love you talk tomorrow!     "Fuck" I whispered under my breath.   "You have no where to stay?" He asked.   "How did you know?"   "You always had the same expression when we dated when Max needed the house." He smirked.   "Whatever. I'll crash in his car." I said pulling out my now empty box of cigarettes.   "No. You will be sleeping at my place." I looked at him and he bit his lip. I nodded and he pulled me down the side walk. I climbed into the passenger's seat inhaling the smell of the car.I was happy we could be like this again. I smiled when I saw his house.He parked and my hand went on his thigh.His head turned toward me and our eye met.I whispered is name as our faces moved closer and closer together. My heart was beating faster. I could soon taste his breath on my lips. This was my real cigarette. He was the one thing I was truthfully addicted to.I had replaced him with cigarettes. I couldn't do it any longer. I needed him back. Our lips met and I pulled even closer. He did the same. I was soon pulled on to his lap. We grabbed on to each other. The kisses were passionate and loving. But we got a bit sexual. We pulled away minutes later just staring at each other.I opened the door and climbed out. Leaving him like a deer caught in head lights. I turned around and saw him nearly running to the house. I took the keys out of his hand and unlocked the door. I smiled seeing everything how it was when I left.His hands were on my hips as I put the keys on the kitchen counter.I turned around and he started kissing my neck. I couldn't help but let out a small moan. He pulled me closer and started to kiss my lips. I loved this man and thats all I needed to know. He needed to know it too. I took off his jacket and he took off mine.I pulled away and gripped his hand. I ran upstairs with him following. I opened the door to his bedroom. I turned around letting the back of my legs brush up against the bed.He was right in front of me making our faces collide once again. The kiss was to powerful making me fall back on to the bed.   "Fuck! I'm sorry" He said crawling to me on the bed. I didn't answer instead I took off my shirt revealing my lacey black bra. His eyes widened seeing it. We were never like this as a couple but doing this seemed so right. I placed his hand so he was cupping one of my breasts.I moved closer so I was nearly sitting on top of him.   "Be mine? Forever?" I asked. I just needed to know he would love me and care for me forever.   "Of course." He kissed me and I peeled off his shirt. Rubbing his chest making him moan gave me so much pleasure. We soon were wearing no clothes and yes we had sex. Well I don't call it sex. I like to call it making love. I mean we are in love so why not call it that.When we finished I sighed and rested my head on his chest. I had a big grin on my face. I looked up and staring at the ceiling for what seemed like an hour but was only about 2 minutes. I turned toward him and he was sound asleep. My adorable valentine was peacefully dreaming. I never guessed he would want to be with me again. But this time we would make it work. I could tell. I had soon fallen asleep and began to dream about my future with my lovely Alex. I soon felt the warm sun on my face. My eyes fluttered open and I smirked. I thought this was all a dream. I pulled myself away from Alex and got off the bed. I heard his cute little snore and giggled. Looking around his room I finally found his bath robe. I slipped it on but it was a bit big on me. I walked out on to his tiny patio. I pulled out my box of cigarettes. Luckily he had a lighter out there. I got it in my mouth but I felt something warm pressed against my back. "Put down the death stick." He whispered in my ear. I turned around and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled it out of my mouth and threw it on the ground. "Hey! I paid money for that!"  "Well I would rather have something else in your mouth that you don't have to pay for." He joked. "You go know your naked right?"  "So? I enjoy being in the nude!" I blushed as he pulled away and started showing the world is naked body. "Okay okay!" I said. running in front of him. "I know you enjoy being 'free' but everyone else doesn't need to know." He pulled me against him even tighter. "Oh! I get it your jealous!" He chuckled. "Yeah right!"  "Or..." He started nibbling on my ear. But he pulled away moments later. "It turns you on" He smiled. "Or..." I undid my robe only showing the front half of my body.  "Me naked turns you on." I started kissing her neck. "Jasey" He whispered for me to stop. "What? Give you a boner?" I was trying to be sexy to make up for last night. I felt as if he was the only sexy one last night. But yes he did have a boner.  "Oh shit!" He yelled running into the house. He picked up some roses and a box of chocolates. I tied the robe again and he began waking over to me.  "Happy Valentine's Day! I know its not much but I forgot to give it to you yesterday." I took it from him and dropped it on the floor. I just gave him the most loving kiss. "Your all I wanted for Valentine's Day." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I can't update the other things! I'm truly sorry! I'm really sick and can't spend that much time on the computer! Sorry! I hope I didn't ruin your Valentine's Day- Emily]]> 2011-02-14T14:50:06Z emis033 Buzznet alexgaskarth alex gaskarth alex gaskarth alex gaskarth. http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/thumb-13490641.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/synd-13490641.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/mob-13490641.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/gallery-13490641.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/large-13490641.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/9/0/6/4/1/feat-13490641.jpg emis033 2 1100 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91095411/
Alex I woke up with Hayley's legs tangled in mine. Our arms were wrapped around each other. Her hair smelled amazing and her body was just the right size.Sadly I already screwed things up. But I knew she wouldn't like me anyway.I tried to slide out of bed but she gripped my shirt making me smile. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad. She was very cute and it seems like she has a great personality. I bit lip and laced my fingers with hers. It was a bit early so I decided to go back to bed. I woke up about an hour later and Hayley was watching the news. All I could do was smile when I noticed our hands were still intertwined. I kissed her head and she looked up at me. I pressed my forehead against hers making us both smile. I couldn't help but lean in hoping for a kiss. We were both nervous but our lips naturally melted together. I pulled away and stared into her eyes. I let my fingers trace along every feature of her face. When I stopped she did the same but more. She unbuttoned my shirt and traced my chest too. When she was finished my hands went over her tiny stomach and rested there. I placed my forehead on hers so I could look deeply into her eyes. God, she was beautiful. The rest of the day was silent. No kissing or touching just silence. It was about 10 so I laid on the couch to watch some TV. I chuckled at The Office but suddenly the television went blank and Hayley was standing in front of me. "We need to talking." She said seriously and sat down on the coffee table across from me. "About?" "Well until the divorce I guess we could date. We can call each other roommates." "What?" "You didn't actually think this was real did you. Your a nice buy but you will make another girl happy. I personally think I will be single forever but you will marry some one you love not me. I'm just nothing and your nothing too. We won't talk. We won't even think of each other okay."  I couldn't answer because she walked away. I was shocked. I wanted to marry her. She was perfect but if I kept her to myself she couldn't make another guy  happy. But she also couldn't get her. After I thought about it for a little I went up to the bedroom where she was laying done waiting for me to come to bed. I stripped to my boxers although it was a bit cold. I crawled in to bed and pulled her close. She gasped but smiled.  "You know I think I'm never going to find love either so if we staid together it would make our families happy and we would never get hurt." "Your right. So are we friends?" "How about friends with exceptions?" I asked hoping for a yes. She giggled and gave me a quick kiss. She snuggled into me and fell asleep. This was to good to be true. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 3 wil be up later this week!-Emily!]]> 2011-02-13T16:40:01Z emis033 Buzznet alex gaskarth hayley williams alexgaskarth haley williams haleywilliams hayleywilliams hayly williams haylywilliams http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/thumb-13481291.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/synd-13481291.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/mob-13481291.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/gallery-13481291.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/large-13481291.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/2/9/1/feat-13481291.jpg emis033 5 600 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91095101/
Hayley I looked out the window and spotted my family's old lake house. It was beautiful. But today was horrible. I always wanted to make my family happy so of course they wanted me to get an arranged marriage. I was meeting the man I would have to marry today. The wedding was in a week so I had a week to get to know him. All I knew was his name was Alex. I saw a young man about 6 feet tall with longish hair. I rolled my eyes. He was not having his hair like that for the wedding.His family seem very nice. I got out of the car and my parents followed holding my bags.                            " You must be Hayley. You are so beautiful. Alex come and meet hayley. " the boy walked over to us and raises his eyebrows. "Well we have to go. You kids have fun. " my mom said. I ignore them and went inside. He followed. We started to talked and I realized I hated him. At 5 I started to make dinner.  "What are you making?" he asked. "Chicken nuggets and fries because I guess you don't eat real food. " I put the pan of fries on the stove top to cool. I felt a hand roam up my skirt and lips on my neck. "What the fuck?" I screamed. Alex pulled away smirking. "Well we are getting married" he stated "That doesnt mean we just have sex the first time we meet." "But we will have sex?" He asked. "Fuck off." I said making myself a salad and going to our room. I stayed there for the rest of the night. Alex came up stairs at about 11 while I was laying in bed reading. He stripped down to his boxers and a white t-shirt making me roll my eyes. I could tell he was trying to be cocky. He sat up next to me and took out an AP magazine. After a little bit I felt his foot brush up against mine. I gave him a glare as he slammed his magazine on is lap. "C'mon, I get the no sex until we're married but really we can't snuggle. I thought you would be a fun wife!" "Fine!" I yelled. I put my book on the bed side table. He threw his magazine on the ground with a huge grin. I flicked the light off and he turned the TV on. I wasn't sure of what to do. I mean I've had boyfriends but I just met this guy and his hand went roaming which isn't a good first impression.I laid my head on his chest and put my hand on his waist. his arm wrapped around my waist. It felt weirdly good. I think I could get used to this. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thought I would post this chapter early! Everything else will be posted tomorrow!- Emily]]> 2011-02-13T16:12:33Z emis033 Buzznet alex gaskarth hayleywilliams alexgaskarth hayley williams hayley williams hayley williams hayley williams! hayley williams. hayley williams? hayley williams] hayley+williams hayly williams haylywilliams http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/thumb-13481101.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/synd-13481101.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/mob-13481101.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/gallery-13481101.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/large-13481101.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/8/1/1/0/1/feat-13481101.jpg emis033 3 600 http://www.buzznet.com/groups/alexgaskarthisthehottestmanalive/journals/91059161/
Once again I'm sorry for the wait, but honestly my life has been really busy, with school and everything, sorry. This chapter is mostly a filler, I need to think of some drama, haha(: Enjoy! ~A few weeks later~ Josh slowly opened Colin's bedroom door, he walked past the round carpet in the center of his floor and made his way to the toddler's bed. "Col, Col." He repeated shaking him, "Wakep bud, it's time to get ready for your first day of school." Colin's eyelids slowly opened revealing his emerald green eyes and he sat up as he adjusted his shirt, "Where's Haywey?" he asked. "Hayley's making you breakfast, you have to get dressed though." Colin scooted across his sheets and planted his feet in the floor, "Otay." The five-year old walked over to his dresser, opened a drawer and began looking through his shirts. He tossed a batman cotton tee behind him and said, "I wanna wear that one, now I need showts." Josh chuckled as he slammed the drawer shut and slid open the next one. He turned around with a pair of tan cacky shorts gripped in his hands and questioned, "Josh, I have to get dressed can you weave for  a minute?"   Josh held his hands over his head and backed out of the room with a smile on his face, "Okay, open the door when I can come back in." The toddler nodded and said, "I will." A few minutes later Colin opened the door and Josh quickly turned around to see that Colin had his shirt on inside out. "Big snack, your shirt's inside, let me help you." He said as he leaned forward to help him. "No, that's how I want it." Josh furrowed his eyebrows and asked, "Why?" "Because" Colin began explaining. "It's good luck to wear a shiwt inside out." Josh held in a laugh and said, "Alright then, c'mon downstairs breakfast is all ready."  When Josh and Colin got downstairs Colin immediately ran towards Hayley. "I'm going to school today!" the toddler yelled excidetly. Hayley picked him up and sat him on a stool and slid a plate in front of him. "I know, are you excited?" she asked. Colin stuffed a rather large piece of pancake in his mouth and replied, "Yup!" After Colin was done eating the three of them left to drop Colin off at school. When they arrived at the school Hayley let out a deep breath and got out of the car while Josh unstrapped Carter. As she walked over to Colin's door he opened it and jumped out of the car with a Car's backpack slung over his shoulders. Hayley held out her hand, he took it and ran toward the door, dragging his big sister behind him. "Where's my classwoom?" Colin asked looking up at his sister. "I'm not sure, we have to look for it." Hayley answered. They were walking down the hallway which was covered his children's artwork, and stopped when Josh saw a classroom labeled '5'. "Hayles, this is it." he said pointing to the door. "Yup, it is." She said to her husband sighing. Colin tugged on her hand and said, "C'mon let's go in." The five-year old let go of Hayley's hand and opened the door. The teacher walked over and greeted them politely, "Hello, I'm Mrs. Belevance" she said looking at Hayley and Josh. "Who's this little guy?" Before Hayley could answer Colin said, "I'm Colin, this is my first day of school!" Mrs. Belevance kneeled down and said, "Hi Colin, come join the rest of the kids in our friendship circle." Colin placed his backpack on a table and proceeded in walking over to the friendship circle. Mrs. Belevance followed him with a hand resting gently on his back, she turned around and said, "You can pick him up at noon." Hayley smiled at her and walked out of the room with Josh and Carter following behind. Josh made his way down the hall when he looked to his side and saw that Hayley wasn't there. He turned around and saw his wife looking through the window of the door that lead to Colin's classroom. He walked back to her and put his hand on her shoulder. "C'mon Hayles, you have to let go sometime." "But it's so hard." She responded quietly as a tear ran down her cheek. Josh looked through the glass and saw Colin standing in the middle of the circle talking. He was flailing his arms around and babbling away, Josh guessed that he was telling his classmates about himself. "He's growing up so fast." Hayley spoke running her hand down the glass. "I know Hayles, but you can't hang onto him forever hun." There was a moment of silence and Josh said, "Look at how much fun he's having." Hayley looked through the window and saw that her little brother was laughing and jumping around. "He's having a ball." she said turning around to look at Josh. "You still have this little guy." Josh said bouncing Carter in his arms. The child giggled and Hayley kissed her son's forehead. "Yah I do, I just wish that I could stop time. Seeing Colin go onto kindergarten is alot harder than I thought it would be. He's growing up so fast." Josh embraced his wife in a hug and said, "I know, I know." Hayley lifted her head and said, "Let's go get some breakfast since I only made enough for Colin." Josh kissed her cheek and said, "Okay." Before Hayley walked down the hall and to the car she looked through the glass one more time. This time Colin saw her and blew her a kiss before waving good-bye at her. She waved back smiling, wiped a tear off her cheek and proceeded in walking down the hall.]]> 2011-02-11T11:43:19Z heyitshannah Buzznet http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/thumb-13460631.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/synd-13460631.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/mob-13460631.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/gallery-13460631.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/large-13460631.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/1/3/4/6/0/6/3/1/feat-13460631.jpg heyitshannah 3 600