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pyro1000: 01/31/2008 4:11 AM
everything i write , my poems and songs , have involved death lately. even a love song i wrote to my girlfriend lately invovled me dying. i didn't even notice all of this untill about 30 min. ago.
is this a sign? am i depressed? am i just being a fuckin pussy? i havent felt like this since my grandfather died when i was 5 yrs old , the i started exploring the meaning and reality of death. i'm 19 now and i don't want anything to do with death , but it's controlling my thoughts. is death my solution to my problems , wether it be mine or others ?
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hungoverandunder: 02/02/2008 5:32 AM there is a saying only those with something to lose fear it's loss. and it's true the rich fear losing their money more than the poor. those who love another fear being alone more than someone who's never loved. it is human nature so if you fear death it's only because you now have something to live for.
finding something that is dear to us always make us fear losing it. your mind it probably just running what ifs and getting tied in not and death is the hardest what if to answer because we don't know what happens after, how long will our loved ones mourn us, will they move on and forget us and which do we really want? we don't want to be forgotten or to know our loved one will be hurt and upset for the rest of there lives because we're not there.
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