A Friend in Need...

Recently my friend of 3 years who I have grown close to have left the company. Leaving me feeling alone and empty. Plus it doesn't help when someone else who been with the company not as long as I have gotten promoted. Leaving me to feel upappreciated, also I hate when none my manager have any faith in me treating me like I am going screw up. When I don't it's like this breath of fresh air another disaster avoided.

Just because I have a non verbal learning disablity I believe I shouldn't be treated any different and given the same oppurtunity. But in reality that will never happen because of my quirkyness people see that as a gamble.

I want a chance like everyone else not be treated like some circus freak that people stare at. I am human being who have emotions and it does hurt when your own family treat you like you don't exist.

On top of that put you down for not able to get a full time job thinking your just a loser when all you want to do say get the fuck off my back. Wishing they were in your shoes for a day and see how the world treat you, then they would understand. How hard I had to fight for everything from getting into a 4 year college, proving to my family I'm not a fuck up. That they didn't have to worry I was going go down the wrong path.

Because at the end day no one can tell me how's stupid I am, tell me I can't do this and that. In return all I am going say why not and your wasting your breath. I have the right to puruse what I want my ancestor didn't come to this country for nothing.