All we are already “tired” of hearing psychologists, television, magazines and lectures talking about bullying: we all know what is bullying. Unfortunately, bullying is still happening.
Bullying can occur in the workplace, in schools, streets, indoors, and many people can't deal with the offender, and with the attack. But I say : we all can overcome bullying .
I, Pink Suicide, suffered bullying .
Until I was 10 years old, I was considered the "queen" ( hahaha ) of the school, there was one child who didn't like me! I was always a nice person to everyone, I was always polite, and never did differences ; I had my hair long, straight and dark brown. I was a very happy child!
That's when all of a sudden when I turned 13 years old, everything began to change.
I was studying at the school, and many new students came, and many of my friends went out. Many new students who entered high school, they were bad people, and have started to cause problems at school. And one of the problems was with me.
Everyone knows that I sing, dance, and thank God, today I'm recording my own songs, but at the time, I still didn't showed it to anyone. Then, I decided to participate in a talent show at my school , and I decided to sing the song "Do not Let Me Be The Last To Know,"( Britney Spears ) .
When I got on stage and sang, everyone was impressed, I really performed the whole song, and let everyone amazed. When my presentation was over, everyone applauded me, but the girl did not liked my presentation.
This girl was called Carolina (I'm not ashamed to give names). She had sung before me, and I'll say: her voice is horrible. She was jealous and envious and from that day, she decided begin to haunt me.
She and her assholes friends cam to me asking for autographs, laughing in my face ;I laughed too and ignored, but I felt uncomfortable. Then when i was walking through the halls, she and her friends shouted in a ridiculous way, "Britney! Britney!", But in a way to bother me. They laughed at me, talking behind my back, called me ridiculous, call me stupid. Some guys started treated me like a bitch, making jokes about me: I avoided going out of the classroom, and spent my breaks into the classroom ; I was sad, I had depression ; and my "best friend" did absolutely nothing. The college had become hell.
I pretended I was sick to miss school ; I kept crying, and I never told anything to my parents. Then one day, I decided it was time to leave school, but I would not let me down, I was strong enough to be able to turn around and get back at all.
I told my parents that I was thinking the teaching of the college where very bad, and I wanted to leave ; my parents and I tried several schools, and I "sunk into" one of the best schools in the country.
I finally was happy, and I left that school without saying anything to anybody; I cut my relationship with my best friend, she never helped me; and I entered in the new school determined to get revenge, to make a comeback ; but in that school, it was not possible.
In my new school, I met very nice people, but my class was very boring. The college where I was studying (one of the best in the country), was a school where very rich people studied, posh girls, idiots preppy guys ; but I got along well with "strangers" of the college. Well, the other students called them "strangers", but they were normal, and completely amazing.
The problem were that , they were emo: yes, that emo style with bangs covering the face , black clothes, colored hair ... I started to think : what incredible! And I started to walk like them.
As you can see in the picture, I completely changed my style. And people in my school, began to be prejudiced against me and my friends ; we were excluded. People invented nicknames because of our style ; in my class, people laughed at me ; were all the same, the girls were no style, with flat iron hair, and the girls were just worried with "who is the next guy that will fuck me ".
I couldn't stomach. I left that school, and I went to another school, and it was there that my revenge began to happen.
I was tired, and I started to show everyone who I really was, my style, I began to show that I sang,that I danced , and I started to show that I was a very nice person, very polite, very friendly, and in this way, I did all of the new college fall in love with me !
At the third school, I did finally get my life happy ; I created my name "Pink Suicide." I created my own style; I stopped being stupid, and I began to fight for my dreams ; and those who laughed at me one day, today, lick my ground .
Today, in 2012, I have a lot of true friends, I have fans, who already sing my songs and ask to take pictures with me when they find me in the streets; Today, in 2012, all those who laughed at me, reach me via facebook or other social networks and say, "You are so fucking hot and cool!", "You have a so fucking hot style!", Or even some idiots come so far as to say, "I always liked you, sorry for mistreated you." Today, I showed everyone that I have overcome the bullying, and you know how I did it? I believed in myself. I always knew I was strong, and I used this force. Bullying often strengthens us, and we have to know how to get around .
So I say ; never stop believing in yourself, have faith and always, always fight hard and never let the others trample over you. People who commit bullying are idiots, and never can be an extraordinary human ; how many celebrities have suffered bullying? And they overcame it!
Never give up on yourself, never give up on being happy. That's what I say. And I hope that you , that are suffering bullying, take action now! Talk to your parents, and give a comeback ! Don't let the attackers make your life a hell.