Happiness VS Sadness

In Saturday, I celebrated my Name Day, it’s something like a birthdays. I received chocolate and an awesome oil pastels!!! Can’t wait to use them :)I was so excited because today I should to receive my new mp3 player. My the last died a few months ago and I feel so terrible because I lived without music, it hurts so much because music makes me happy. I saved for cheap mp3 player a few months and now I received something another…. this is stupid but I cry because I was so happy that I’ll hear music… unfortunately I lost money and hope for everything