My Secret Art
Today I thought about wrote poem or song but unfortunately I didn’t have any inspiration. Last time I’m sick and by it I don’t have too much strenght to it. But I wanted to show you something by me. I found on one forum my old poems/songs. A little warning: I wrote these 2, 3 years ago when my English was horrible. I hope that you will can to understand it because I remember that wrote was hard for me. Many love to everyone.
Sometimes -2011
Sometimes in my head is emptiness Emptiness isn’t my friend Only you are my friend You give me life So much for me Love always When is darkness When is lighteness Around me is so loud My tears want love Screaming to me “Give me love” “Be my friend””Don’t cry, please This is only a moment One moment in your life
WHO I AM?? -2010
Once again I hurt myself little girl rebel girl inside die
Millions of diet counting calories exhaustive exercise next fall eternal pain lack of strength bruised legs hair fall out
Pro ana mind control manipulation weight mirror
loss of identity loss of life
NOBODY-2010
Deserted Hated Thrown out on the social margins Nobody
Not having a purpose in life Worthless Lost
Treated like trash by the society
Use Abuse Destroy Discard Forget it
Searching for hope Depriving for hope
In continuous darkness -wrote 10 years ago
Every man is my enemy And I am friend They feel to me animosities And I for their attachment On the streets I feel hostility Because just I live Is it a great sin? Propably not I forgetting all time That it’s a big game
People run in continuous darkness They don’t want to undergo the agony But some of her fall Without salvation doesn’t come back
Who is human?-2011
Does life have meaning? How looks love or happiness? Does it exist? When I close my eyes Darkness hugs me When I don’t hear The light protects me Life without secrets It is certainly Secrets, secrets, violence destroy this world
Trust is a treasure Family is more than treasure Sometimes I think how looks a normal family Loving family Love, happiness, trust, funBut it is an illusion for me .
When I read the newspapers or I watch television I see a sea of violence Why is the media only talk out loud Why they not help? Yes, a hot topic Pathetic … You, Me, and they’re treated like trash
How long people will remember about Japan? It’s one reply … Only when the media will talk about it Do you remember about Haiti? Is Haiti is now in the media? one answer: no This is not a hot topic audience is more important media sell our lives
Life is priceless This is not true This is just a myth Today Only money We have to change the world
THE INVISIBLE -2012
1.Empty mirror image overwhelms me She throws me on the knees, holds in contempt, destroys. I don’t see anything. Nothing except for you. With an ironic smile She gazes at me. Dreams, life In an unexpected moment You destroy it. One motion you crosses out everything what I have. With head held high I take next blow. I fall at your feet But I am invincible.
Chorus: All the secrets I put aside I follow a new path With a clear conscience I don’t turn back I’m growing moreover what surrounds me I remove the demons from my head I’m going the right way..I feel it.
2.The venompulsating in my veins I lose my mind I fall in your noose Scars can’t stop bleeding Fear says, horribile dictum When you are with me You called me fat When I needed acceptance. You took my youth What do you want more? The illusion- you are just that. Please go away And let me live.
Chorus: All the secrets I put aside I follow a new path With a clear conscience I don’t turn back I’m growing moreover what surrounds me I remove the demons from my head I’m going the right way and.. I feel it.
Interlude: You killsmore and more soulsI will not be next Never, never, never Whatever happens You are only An illusion, an illusion, an illusion Delusion of my mind
Chorus: All the secrets I put aside I follow a new path With a clear conscience I don’t turn back I’m growing moreover what surrounds me I remove the demons from my head I’m going the right way and.. I feel it.
FOR YOU-2011
1. My boy Sadness boy Smile to me, please You aren’t alone You are with me Open your eyes, please You goes to darkness It kills you all time
Referain: I want to help you I want to be with you I live for you You are my love
2. Little girl Where are you? Where is your mind? You cry all time You hurt yourself Why? Tell me why, please
Referain: I want to help you I want to be with you I live for you You are my love
(Children’s choir): 3. We are the only children We grown in pain We are looking for love Love in our hearts Referain:
Referain: I want to help you I want to be with you I live for you You are my love
Referain: I want to help you I want to be with you I live for you You are my love
