bitter sweet

finally home. tour was great, but it ate me alive. 3 hours of sleep and a margarita is not the best combination. vegas was a riot. new york new york rollercoaster, shark attacks, some of the unexpected, and finally falling asleep around 4a.m but being woke up by a drunken paul.. no fun.. the drives were a mess, but i made it through.. stone sour, lacuna coil, shadows fall… everyone was great. cake batter ice cream at the mall followed by blades of glory and a midnight shot.

shot for franny’s winter catalog and later this week i will shoot the summer wear. tonight im going to the shadows fall show in anaheim, followed by teddies. last night i interviewed all the stars of the show heroes at their hollywood premier.

did you ever notice how much impact one person could have on your life? they could make you, they could brake you. that one person could make you feel like you were on top of the world, and in a moment of seconds make you feel like you were getting your heart ripped out of your chest. they could make you feel so uncomfortable in your own skin, that you wont know what to do with yourself. they could drive you to insanity. all in a mater of weeks, days, hours, minutes..

she has forgotten how to love. been so dissapointment so many times. everything just skips a beat.

i am content with life. working nonstop till the bitter end. i want to start writing more, i want to travel more, i want to experience life to its fullest.

may 11th the wisdom teeth come out.

get to see audrey in a week. tons of photoshoots, margaritas, and bamboozle.

this is my life. if you cant except me for who i am, then you shouldnt be reading my journals, and looking at my photos. im not going to change.

thank you.